So I am going to try something different. It is really part of my reality. Well, reality as I live part of my reality digitally. For a long time I have been practicing hypnosis online. I listen to files that help with text hypnosis. I also have listened to all kinds of files. I have played with lots of people and eventually found hypnotists that did use me as I wished. Luckily I was also conditioned with a very good set of safeties. Many doubt them. I have theories about why mine work. But that is a different discussion.

My life has been strange. I am transgender. I am also older. My Hormone Replacement Therapy works a bit, but I will probably never be comfortable enough in my own skin to live without the dysphoria constantly overwhelming any euphoria. Still, I have found that online I am that young vivacious gal that should have been. I also get to be magical and very sexual. Something real life denies me. So it has led me to finding love in TG Transformation stories. I started my journey on a site that was caption oriented and it grew from there.

Many of you are probably familiar with the story world that involves the X-Change Gender Swapping Pills. I am unsure who began the idea. I love that they did. The stories I have consumed involving these pills have been so nice. I love imagining myself in the captions and the stories I have read in the X-Change-verse. Did you know that this is a game online? It is called X-Change.Life and I stumbled into it. It is really funny because the Stepsis character is named Alexia. My mind has been muddled a bit by that one.

I have become addicted to playing the game. I feel part of it is also my hypnotic conditioning has been triggered when certain actions in the game occur. It might be a more healthy outlet for me, not sure. I haven’t been letting random Tist take me and use me for their own satisfaction since I started playing, so there is that. In the game I get to be satisfied a lot. I have come to enjoy the transformations. Whether a sexy Maid, frustrated Secretary, or Luscious Stripper, just to name drop a few, has been so fun. I have also been exploring different types of women. I like the Latina Women I have been. The tiny Asian woman was interesting. It has been a safe exploration.

As I mentioned, I am playing out dreams of being a woman. I really never had any sex as a guy in the game. Even when I have changed back in the game it just feels wrong, like it does for me in real life. I am happy to share this with any readers that might enjoy what I am living right now. It really feels “REAL” at times. So that is what this story will be. It is going to be my journey through this game. I hope the game makers will be okay and take this as a compliment for their work. I am not stealing the idea, I just want to share my experiences in this game world.

So dive in if it sounds interesting to you. I hope to be better at keeping up with my writing on this story.