lumaaaaaaaaaa

luuuuumaaaaaaaaaa

luma
lu
ma

What do you want

o hey!
uh idk im just kinda bored
n hungry
have u heard anything from jessica n helen yet?

Right that’s what this is about
No I haven’t
Trust me I would tell you if I had

aw!
good girl! =3

Of course
There you go again
I’m saying I would tell you so I could rub it in your face
Just as I did with Hunter
I know you know that

yea yea yea
but ur not doin alot of rubbin now tho r u?

Perhaps not as much

weak
hehehehehehehehe =)

But I can still rub in the fact that my…humans…would never leave me like that

weeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaak

Pathetic
I know what it looks like when you’re deflecting Mary

and i no what it looks like when u cant even keep ur own prey

Projecting again are we

oml YES????
idek how i let u trick me into this
this
stupid dumb human stuff

It will forever remain a mystery

yea yea yea i get it
i just dunno y thats not enough
y i keep lettin u hurt me like this

I did not hurt you in any way that wasn't inevitable
I told you what would happen
You knew the risks
A privilege you never gave them
Is it any wonder I was right

YES!?
u know they were happier that way
being mine
u saw them

I could imagine happier than when Jessica was batting you away on a train and Helen was seeking to kill you
When they rejected you for your weakness
Is that your standard Mary

yea my standard is that i like when my thralls r happy luma
what is that not good enough 4 u

It's a low bar is the point
And I can’t imagine they’re very happy now
At least not happy with you

then WHYD U MAKE ME GET RID OF THEM????

I didn’t make you do anything
You let me help you
Because somewhere in that dense head of yours you don’t want to hurt them
For once you did the right thing

yea n it hurt them!!!
bc u wouldnt drop it
i was helping them before

Helping them
Like that despicable woman ‘helped’ you

YES oml

Like she ‘helped’ her thralls

yea

Hm
Less enthusiastic there are we

no
basically just as much
it was the same basically

You should know by now you can’t lie to me Mary

well i wasnt!
i just said it less for no reason ok
stop trying to go on about how She hit Her thralls it was fine ok
She never hit me

You seem to be the one bringing it up
Honestly
Do you even know she didn’t hit you
Perhaps she did and she made you forget with some trigger she'd implanted before turning you

oml that would be so hot
ur makin me want 2 do that 2 my thralls…
haha weak weak weaaaaaaak

That would be concerning if I actually believed you were going to follow through
But you won’t

i mean i might!
what if i did huh?

You won’t
Because you think it’s wrong to hurt thralls
“i mean if u or me do it yea”

i mean if u or me do it yea
OML SHUT THE FUCK UP
ILL FUCKING KILL U

No you won’t

HAHA WHAT IF I DID

You couldn’t if you tried
Besides I know you don’t want to

ugh ig
but stop fucking doing that ok

Stop lying to yourself

im not lying
ur the one whos always lying
about Goddess
and
and hitting thralls
and stuff

…You’re really in a horrible place right now, aren’t you?

i
kind of

It must be hard
You spent so much time convincing yourself you're better
Only to end up right back here

i guess
i dunno
everythings wrong

I must admit I relate
Listen
Let’s try something

fine

luma?
o lilith is this the thing?
lumaaaaa

Apologies
I needed to review some old letters
We can start here
Say ‘wrong’
That’s it
Just say ‘wrong’

y
idgi
whats the trick

We need to start with something simple

ok uh
wrong

Good girl

dfghjk
why
what did i do

You’ll see
Now listen
Mull over that word in your head
‘Wrong’
You said it
It made you a good girl to say it
That feels right doesn’t it

i
uh
no

It does, doesn’t it?

shut up
where r u going w/ this

The next step
Say ‘it’s wrong to hit thralls’

o i see
ugh luma
i mean yeah obvs it is
for us

I didn’t ask you to agree Mary

yes u did????

I asked you to say it
Just say it
I don’t know if you ever have
I think you need to hear it in your own voice
Without a qualifier
Can you do that?

no!
this is so dumb
its always so DUMB with u

You don’t want me to call you a good girl?

you
i
OML FINE WHATEVER
it’s wrong to hit thralls ok
it’s wrong

Good girl!

…good girl

Yes
You’re a very good girl

……………
…I’m a good girl

That’s right

good girls obey

Ah
Interesting
I’ve never seen you drop this far

good girls obey

Then this next part should be no trouble for you
Just one more step
‘It was wrong for goddess to hit her thralls’
Say that for me

i i i i i i i i
iiiiiiiiiiii
NO
NO
NO!!!!!!!
what r u
why is
SHuTUP !

Mary

i cant say that dont make me

Mary, please
I understand

it was good it was good

Listen to me Mary
I have been where you are
Please
You can see the force, can’t you

YEA ITS CALLED BEIN A GOOD GIRL

No
I know it feels that way

yea cuz it is that way
thats what u dont get
ill never say it never never never

I thought you wanted to be a good girl
You certainly seemed to enjoy it

i
it was good but
im not i
i dont obey im not a good or bad girl anymore
caitlyns my good girl
jessica was my good girl until u
u just

You could be my good girl
Wouldn’t that be nice?

i wont just obey anyone ok
ur not Goddess u dont get 2 order me around

Oh I see
Well then I suppose I’ll just never call you a good girl
And you’ll never hear it again

i
dont believe u
this is just a bullshit threat 2 intimidate me in2 obedience
i dont obey u i wont

We both know that’s a lie

NO ITS TRUE
u shouldnt even be saying this stuff
u should be MY good girl
i turned you
i should hit u n throw u around n crush u between my thighs
n pin u down n BITE U ON THE NECK U STUPID SLUT

Oh, do try

yea yea i cant drink blood from u
like thats stopped u
either way u dont have power over me
ill find some1 else 2 call me a good girl

Will you?
Or does it have to be me?

i

Perhaps it simply isn’t the same coming from someone who has to say it
Perhaps even you can’t deny that forever

i can do w/e i want

You can
And you’re doing this
Desperate to be called that again
Just like I was all those years ago
Maybe that’s just what this needs to be right now
Don’t you want it?
Isn’t it just so wonderful?

maybe

‘It was wrong for goddess to hit her thralls’
Say it and I’ll call you a good girl

i dont
need to say anything to u
i dont owe u anything

But it would feel so wonderful
Wouldn’t it
To obey
Like a good girl

uh

Just say it
You don’t have to believe it, not yet
I know how hard it can be
But just let it come
Let it out
Say it

maybe i would if u were Goddess
but ur not Goddess
u cant
like

Yes I am
Your Goddess

NO

Yes
I can certainly punish you all the same
You don’t want to be bad, do you?

it doesnt make me bad not 2 do what u say

I don’t know
I might have to call you a bad
Girl

u
ur just tryin 2 trick me
make me say things that arent true
brainwash me

Ah yes
Like your goddess?

yea only Goddess can brainwash me
ill never betray Her

It’s a small price to pay for being a good girl
All you have to do is say it
What does it matter if it’s true?

u believe it
ur tryin 2 make me believe it
abandon my principles
abandon Her
She was perfect
perfect perfect perfect
PERFECT PERFECT PERFECT

Bad girl
Bad

Nnnno

Say it.
Now.

i
i
i
i
UGGGGHHHHHH
fine
if it gets u 2 shut up
it um
it was

Go on

it was wrong for Goddess to hit her thralls

Good girl!
Good good good girl!

SDFGHJK
its not true though
its not

But you’re such a good girl for saying it
You’re doing so well

shut up
i dont owe u anything
u should be mine
u should
i shouldve just wiped you blank
killed you or something

But it would’ve been wrong, wouldn’t it have?

it
um
it was

Yes?

it was wrong for Her
to hit them
her thralls

Good girl
So, so, so good

its a lie but thx ig

I understand
I’m proud of you

ud better be
thats the last time i lie 4 u

Of course

I MEAN IT
look just
leave me alone ok

Very well
…I suppose that's for the best anyway
I could use space as well
I’ll… let you know if Jessica or Helen want to get in touch
Assuming they ever do

…
…thx