hey!
so i saw ur article went up (not a nerd btw)
how r u holding up? bitten anyone cute lately?
besides my thralls i mean =)

Just thralls

oh? U mean u finally took some thralls???
hehe
if so uve GOT 2 show me them
i bet theyre sooooooooo cute
do they smell good?

ah cmon! tell me about it!
whered u meet? Was it at that sub shop by ur apartment?
i bet u could find loooooots of cute girls there
i mean its in the name hehe

lilith im THINKING about it
just imagine u going to pick up ur food n she thinks u wanted the like ham or w/e
but then u look her in the eyes n she realizes SHES the food
almost nervous but then u draw her in n show her theres nothing 2 b scared of…
gosh thatd b so cute!
PLEASE tell me u did smth like that!

I was talking about your thralls

OML THERE u r!
where have u been?

Apologies I was busy checking in on Linda
I’ve been keeping to myself
Trying to anyway

o is she ok?
itd suck if that demon song or w/e the hell that was killed her before u got a chance 2 enthrall her!

She's fine
The doctor says she'll be alright after a few days’ brain rest

well i can think of 1 way u can make her rest her brain hehe =3

Enthralling her would do the opposite
You know that don't you

w/e u can just make her rest after or smth
and srsly HOW have u not enthralled her yet

You know the answer to that

OML yeah yeah yeah cuz u think its evil or w/e
but just think abt how cute shed look
staring into ur eyes, knowing u betrayed her n knowing how helpless she is 2 resist
i LOVE the way humans look at us when they realize what we r but want it anyway
its SO HOT luma oml

You really think of nothing else do you

r u srsly being like that???
still???????

It’s not an insult
Not anymore
I believe I understand why you are what you are and I don’t know if I can blame you
Perhaps in the literal sense but
I understand it
This is so much
And it feels so good
Like I said in the article, I’m… a predator, now
And the way you were talking about humans
I
This doesn't leave this chat
But I want to do things like that almost every time there are humans around me
There is blood everywhere
I want to just attack someone

then do it!
theyre just humans

No

theyll like it

They’re people
They deserve their lives
No matter how pretty they are
No matter how much…
How much lower it feels like they are now
Even if they’re my prey

they are!
u finally accepted that!

It's just literally true

OML okaaaaayyyyy

It's not the point
The point is
This feels so simple
I used to need so many different things
I'm not sure if you still remember how it felt
Hungry, thirsty, depressed, aching, lonely…
Now it’s only blood
Just blood
It’s obvious how you became such a simple creature

yeah its gr8 isnt it???

It’s
It feels so good
Humans smell so good
All the repulsive prattle you threw around earlier was
I need it
But I can’t be like you
I WON’T be like you
I don’t blame you
I pity you
Maybe when this is all over I’ll be able to help you

yeah yeah I dont need ur help!
u need MY help, obvs
ur still acting too human
silly lil predator doesnt even know how 2 catch her own prey
whats not clicking? ur bodys literally TELLING u how 2 do it
u just gotta stop fighting it

And soil my reputation forever the next time I end up on a particularly crowded streetcar
And get staked
And put Caitlyn in the hospital again

ugh I told u I FORGIVE u for that
get over urself

You aren’t the one to forgive me

yeah n she did too??? and asked 4 more???

Because she was still enthralled, Mary
She didn’t have a choice
And I had to make her forget
No one can forgive me and it doesn’t matter anyway
I have to be better

oh lilith that was SO HOT though wasnt it?
like if u ever do that again ill fucking kill u obvs shes MINE obvs
but humans are so weak n pathetic n cute!
they just love u no matter what!!!

I don’t want to do it again
If I ever killed someone I don’t know what I'd do

ud keep living luma
itd feel good
thats what u dont get
humans r just prey
theyre FOR us
i didnt get it at first either
but i can help u
just like my Goddess helped me

I'm not taking secondhand advice from some abusive power-tripping crook who got herself killed
Or from you if you’re going to justify murder
I'd honestly expected better of you

well obvs u shouldnt kill people!!!
and i wouldnt actually kill u if u hurt caitlyn again id just be rly rly mad lol
but like we all do it eventually
at least once
its rly hard not to!

…

oh dont b like that
look
u can control this ok
and u can control the charisma
but u gotta stop being so human!

I don't intend to stick to humanity as such
I just want to be myself
That's all I ever wanted

then y hold urself back?

Because it’s who I am
Who you were too, I think
I hope

im myself
im what im supposed to be

What, because your ‘mistress’ said so
She's dead
I know it's hard to believe
Trust me I know the feeling
But she will never hop out from behind the bushes to call you a bad girl or what have you

DONT CALL ME THAT
U CANT CALL ME THAT

A… ‘bad girl’?

im not bad im not
im not
only she can say that n im doing what im supposed 2 do so stop it

…hm
I know that reaction

w/e ur about 2 say shut up

It still feels the same, doesn't it

Mary?

look i get what u mean ig
u dont wanna hurt anyone
thats good!
i dont either
i can help u w/ restraint
but

But?

sry had 2 go order some food
ill help u
but u gotta stop putting this off
u gotta enthrall some1 urself
ig lindas not safe but
idk what happened w/ that hiker lady?

Her name is Natalie

NATALIE right
u took her 2 her house didnt u
why dont u go get her?

Because I don't want that mistake to persist
There's a reason I didn’t tell you where

ok ive been nice but like
if u dont get her im just gonna find her n get her myself
fairs fair

No
You can’t have her

yeah yeah shes urs
for now
so go act like it

…
Bad girl

what no
no

Bad girl

SHUT UP

I'll stop if you help me

u dont get 2 do this!
i dont care!

You don't want to be a good girl?

i
i
oh my LILITH fine!!!!
whatever

Good girl
And thank you

jdjsjskhdhs
stfu
ill help u but ur gonna go get natalie after
okay

…I’ll think about it
I need to move in that direction eventually
But I won't keep her

yeah yeah w/e u say
OML u 2 r gonna b so cute together!
i bet shes really yummy
she smelled super cool

I… have thought about this
I have thought about it all
I can give you that, I suppose
Humans are
They're
Adorable
I can't get it out of my head

theyre our prey luma
u get it now dont u

Not how you want me to but
There is something there
She's prey
However I approach this
She'll always be prey
Haha

good girl! =)

Don't patronize me
I understand this is changing me
But you aren't in control here
Don't forget that

oh n u r???
get real

Maybe not
Maybe it was easier to believe while I was writing that article
But I can control you at least
And you know how to control me
I don't have to control my prey
My prey will come crawling back to me
Unlike yours

yeah yeah yeah =P
look lets talk l8r ok?
food just got here

Helen?

yep! =3

Doesn't she have work about now?

I don't know why I bothered
Have fun I suppose
Please do not fill me in on the ‘deets’
I don't need the temptation right now