Convince Me

by MissMarionette

Tags: #CW:dubious_consent #D/s #dom:female #drugs #f/f #sub:female #dialogue #DubCon #dubious_consent #emotional_manipulation #forced_drug_use #friends_to_lovers #internalized_homophobia #lesbian

Beth can’t get over her hang-ups about what she wants. Luckily, she knows just the woman to help.

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This is another fun little exploration of writing a dialogue-only story, this time a bit more conventionally. I hope you like it! Standalone, not part of a continuing universe and not from the same universe as Nirvana, characters likely will not be used again (but if they are, I'll mention it when it happens).

“I um... I was kinda thinking about the conversation we had earlier.”

“We have a lot of conversations babe, I’m gonna need some help on this one.”

“The! The one! That one!! Like a week ago!!”

“...Oh THAT one. You were, uh, you were thinking about it?”

“Ehehe... yeah. Yeah I was, thinking, about it.”
...
“It’s just, I’ve never really... you know.”

“Know what?”

“I’ve never, like... oh come on, I know you know what I mean.”
“Beth, I honestly have no clue.”
“It’s... I’ve... Never like... you know what you’re doing and-”
“Ohhhh. Heh. Well, I figured that much out babe.”
“W-what?”

“Nobody blushes THAT hard at the idea of a little attention from one’s own team if they’re familiar with the concept.”

“I! Do not! Blush!”
“Like a traffic light. You’re doing it right now, actually. It’s very endearing.”
“KATHERINE.”
“Could cook an egg on those cheeks!”
“Katty I’m trying to have a discussion about my emotions so could you please- Thank you.”
“Sorry babe...”
“I will forgive you in my eternal beneficence. Anyway... I meant that, well, I’ve never really... done anything like that with you- WITH A GIRL -but it... But I... It’s... It’s not like I’ve never, you know. Thought about it or anything. Everyone thinks about it, right?”

“You’re asking the wrong lady that question, but I don’t think it’s wrong to think those thoughts. Well, obviously I don’t. But, it’s not wrong to be interested. If you are, that is.”

“Well I... that’s, the whole point, isn’t it?”
“We’re back to me not knowing what the fuck’s going on, Beth.”
“I MEAN that... I don’t...”
...
“I mean that I don’t think I know what I want.”
“Ouch. No, I understand. I’ve been there before, definitely.”
“And, well. I guess, I was thinking about you offering to... you know. And, I was thinking about how that thought made me, um. Made me feel.”
“Oh...? Any, uh. Any thoughts?”
“I thought it felt interesting. A bit confusing. Scary? No that’s wrong, more like. A bit... interesting.”

“Look, Beth, I don’t want to mess anything up here. If you’re not completely comfortable, I don’t really want to push anything and-”

“And, I remembered something you said a while ago. It was after Shi’s hen night, when you were all getting destroyed on whatever ruinous concoction that girl had cooked up today, and I was still on those pills and couldn’t drink. So, uh. So I was the only one there who wasn’t, you know. Blackout drunk.”

“Oh fuck, I knew I’d said something stupid. You looked at me funny for a WEEK after that night and nobody else even remembered anything. Fuck, I didn’t remember anything. I uh, I kinda always assumed I’d hit on you, to be honest. You’re saying I didn’t?! Wild.”

“Mm, no. Not... not hitting on, exactly. Jameson started getting us all telling stupid stories about our sex lives, you know what he’s like after a few, but everyone was so completely plastered you were all as into it as he was for once. Everyone started talking about their... encounters. And um... about kinks.”
“...Ohhh fuck.”
“You... when it came to you, uh. Well, if it helps, I’m the only one who remembers literally anything after 10pm and I’m... I’m fine with it. It’s actually what I wanted to talk about.”

“You’re... fine with it? What the fuck did I even talk about?! Bethany, please, put me out of my misery. What did Drunk-Katty say in front of God and everybody?”

“That’s, like. It’s why I’m bringing it up now? You talked about how you had this, this fu- effbuddy, back in university.”
“Yasha.”
“Yeah. How come you never told me about...? Nevermind.”
“And she was um. She liked to be told... told what to do.”
“Bethany, I am begging you, did I tell you about the Halloween thing?”
“No?! What’s the Halloween thing?!”
“We are not talking about the Halloween thing. What else did I say?”
“But! Aww...”
“Um, well. You said she liked to be, to be told what to do, and that you had ways of, like. Convincing her. That she liked it when you got her to do things. Things she might not normally do. Using, like...”
“Unconventional methods. Of, making her change her mind.”
“Oh...”
“I mean, you didn’t say what kind of things, and I’m not, I’m not saying, I’m not saying I want you to like, hurt me or- or anything-”
“Oh, Bethy...”
“-It just, I was, thinking about what you said, after last week and I-I- after it all...? And I was thinking about, about Yasha-”
“I haven’t done that in a long time, Bethy”
“-and it sounded kinda like, kinda like what maybe I needed, because I don’t, I don’t think I know what I want really-”
“You’re hyperventilating, love, slow breaths.”
“-but it, I, I kept thinking about you and about what you said about, Yasha, and about me, and you said I was pretty and I think you’re pretty too ohh gosh, you’re sooo, sooo pretty-”
“...You think I’m pretty?”
“-so I just...”
...
...

“Katty...”

“Katty, I want you to convince me to fuck you.”
 


“Are you sure that’s comfortable for you, Beth?”
“Well, the pillows comfy enough right now. I normally sit like this to... uh... maybe that’s TMI.”
“Beth, I love you, but given the circumstances? Absolutely nothing is TMI, girl.”
“Gosh-
“At a time like this, you are going to say ‘gosh?’”
“-You’re probably right. I normally sit like this to... like, to, play with myself, okay? But that’s, uh, never that long. Is this going to be a long... whatever-it-is? I don’t know what you’re going to do, so, that’s on you.”
“This could take an hour or two. I’ve gone up to three with people who were real naturals.”
“Damn. Do I need to go to the bathroom before we get on the road? Bring snacks?”
“Very funny. You’re definitely comfy like that?”
“Um... Well, I’m, sitting on my bed. Cross-legged. In a short skirt. With my best friend. My very gay best friend. Who told me, admittedly while very drunk, that she likes to, um... And I asked her to. To do that. To me. To use... hypnosis... to convince me to do, um. To her.”
“If you want to stop, we can-”
“NO!”
“No, uh, I. It’s just new, right?”
“Right.”
“And, I don’t exactly... well, I don’t exactly need to want anything... specific, you know?”
“Well, and this is just me, but I definitely want you to not be having sex if you don’t want it.”
“Oh gosh...”
“You make the cutest little squeaks.”
“I just mean that. Well. I want you to, do what you told me about. C-Convince me.”

“Mmh, that’s a fun little expression you have on those words, Beth. Your lips part just a bit and your nose flares, like you’ve found something you like. That you really like.”

“Yeah...”
“And it sounds like you DO like this idea.”
“I-I do? I think, it sounds so-”
“You do.”
“I... do think it’s-”
“You do.”
“I do.”
“You like it quite a bit, don’t you, Beth?”
“I... like it.”
“You’re thinking about liking that idea, aren’t you, Beth?”
“Yeah.”
“The idea of your friend convincing you to fuck her.”
“I-”
“You like the idea of your friend convincing you to fuck her. Don’t you, Beth?”
“I... I...”
“I... like it. I like that idea.”
“I’m your best friend, right, Beth?”
“Yes!”
“You like that idea, Beth?”
“...Yes.”
“You like that idea of your best friend convincing you to fuck her?”
“Yes...”
“You like the idea of me convincing you to fuck me?”
“I-It’s-”
“You like the idea of me convincing you to fuck me?”
“I-I like the idea of you... yes.”
“Oh sweet girl... You’ve always looked so lovely when you’re speaking so honestly.”
“I-I have?”
“Yes, sweet girl. You’ve always looked so lovely.”
“I’m glad... thank you, Katty.”

“Take my hand, Beth. I’m going to sit beside you, and I’m going to hold your hand. Yes, just like that, hold my hand in yours. Feel my fingers in your fingers. Feel my skin against your skin. How does that feel, sweet girl?”

“Your skin is so soft. You feel warm... It feels nice.”

“And your hand makes me feel so safe, sweet girl. You’re holding it so tenderly, so light and easy to stay beside. It feels so safe like this.”

“I, I’m glad. That it feels safe.”

“You look so lovely and safe right now. Sweet girl. You look so lovely when you answer honestly in this space.”

“I feel safe too.”
“You look so lovely right now. So open and honest and safe.”
“Yeah.”
“But you still look a little tense, sweet girl. Like you’re waiting for something.”
“I, I didn’t realise-”

“Shhhhh. Sweet one, it’s alright, it’s alright sweet girl, I’m here. I can feel all those little strings inside you pulling taut like music wire, waiting for something.”

“I’m sorry, oh no I’m ruining it aren’t I? I’m just, kinda-”
“Hush, sweet girl.”
...
“That’s my sweet girl. Good girl.”
“Mmm...”

“I can feel the tension inside you, as you hold my hand in yours. I can feel your stress, your anxiety. I can feel it bunching up inside, tight little strings, tightening your grip.”

“...”

“Poor sweet girl, I can understand. It was so good of you to open up about your needs. To come to me, talk to me. It was so good of you to speak honestly in this space. I’m so proud of you, Bets, you’ve done so well.”

“Aah...”

“And that’s why we’re going to loosen all those tight, tight, tight knots inside this hand of yours, and show you how to loosen all the other tight, tight, tight knots you’ve got inside you.”

“Does that sound good, my sweet girl?”

“Uh huh...”

“Thank you, sweet girl. You look so lovely right now, sweet girl, my lovely open honest girl who’s going to open those fingers you’ve closed around mine. That’s right, loosening grip and unwinding strings and letting those be here in my hand. With me. With my touch and my fingers.”

“Good girl, Beth.”

“O-oh-!”

“You remember how it felt, don’t you sweet girl, how it felt when you arrived here and went through the door. There was a feeling of moving into this place, this place of peace, this place where things are always easy and people are always good. It felt so familiar, so absolutely fundamental, that you didn’t even think about it-”

“I, felt...?”

“-until you were already inside it and embraced by it and I was holding you so close that you could simply let yourself crumple against me like you’re crumpling against me now.”

“Felt ssoo-”
“-loved here, in this place that’s your place, your place here where you feel...”
“Place...”
“Feel that your place is against me. With me. Where we’ve always been.”

“We’ve always been here, in this place, your head against me. While we played with games and read our books. While we planned our lives and the people we’d kiss. Your head against me while you felt you belonged in this place. This place that is yours.”

“Place is... mine. With.”
“With me here.”
“Here with... y-you...”
“This place with me in your heart.”
“Yesss”
“This place with my hand on your heart.”
“Ohh-”
“This place with my hand rubbing so sweet across your chest.”
“That’s it. This place. Sweet girl...”
“H-hhuh, ohhh p-place, h-mm...”
“This place where you feel that love.”
“Y-yes!”

“That love that’s against your heart, and against your breasts, and in those good loving warm loved sweet nipples that-”

“P-le-ase...!?”
“Fall INTO ME, sweet girl.”
“-! I-in! To-!”
“Fall.”
 
 

 
“G-gosh! That’s! It’s!”
“Glad you enjoyed it, Bets.”
“G-Guess I didn’t need the short skirt, heh.”
“Well. It looks just lovely on you, sweet girl.”
“Thank you!!”
“...Wow that was... I don’t normally sound like that, do I?”
“How did you sound, sweet girl?”
“All high and gaspy.”
“No, love, you do not.”
“W-what’s up with that, heh?”
“Well, it’s quite simple.”
“You’re my sweet girl.”
“I’m your sweet girl.”
“Hey, woah, what the heck was that?”
“It was you, sweet girl. All you. All natural, preservative-free, Bethany.”
“Iiii say that?”
“Of course you do, sweet girl. You say lots of things you mean when you’re my sweet girl.”
“I’m your sweet girl-!”
“G-gosh that feels like... makes me dizzy.”
“Here, I got you.”
“Oh! Thanks Katty. Though, I prefer water, you know that.”
“Juice is good, you’ve, uh... lost some fluids. Sugars and things.”
“Fluids...?”
“OH. FLUIDS. RIGHT.”
“J-juice sounds f-fine!”
“...”
“...”
“Thanks.”
“Of course, sweet girl. Anything for you.”
“But, I don’t remember... you know. Us?”
“Don’t worry about that, I haven’t even seen you in your highly-mentionables yet.”
“What an intriguing ‘yet’, that is. You’re, uh. Still like, okay to...?”
“Of course I am, sweet girl.”
“That’s why I dosed you just now.”
“D-dosed me?”
“K-Katty, wait, you...?”
“Got a little something. Nothing you haven’t had before.”
“I... oh... it’s...”
“You said you wanted me to convince you.”
“Yes... I...”
“...God. I think this m-makes me want to more...
“I want to... with... you...!”
“What do you want, sweet girl?”
“I want you to fuck me-e-e!”
“I-! It’s! Wha-what’s happpppenn...”
“Fall into me, sweet girl.”
“Yessss, miss...”
 

 
“Please! Please! Please! Miss! Please!”
“Deep breath.”
“P le ase! I ca a an’t! Hold! It!”
“And out.”
“M is s! Nee d! To! Uhhh PL EAS E!”
“Lick.”
“Mmm...”
“Deep breath.”
 

 
“Katty, please. I just want to talk for two minutes...”
“What about.”
“You know what I want to talk about, Katty.”
“Then I don’t want to talk.”
Please. You don’t have to say anything. I just want... want to explain.”
“...”
“...okay. Because it’s... you.”
“I didn’t say things... right, after that. It was so... much! I was feeling so many things, that I hadn’t felt before-”

“This was a mistake, I don’t- Look this is my fault, I, I know, please let me... I don’t know. Fix, something.”

“-before I’d been allowed to admit them like that-”
“...What?”
“and it was so... so much! So so much! Have you ever tried to eat one extra cookie? Like, one more than you should, but gosh they just taste so good and you can’t quite help yourself so you push it in and now it’s too much, too many good things, and it almost hurts but... No, that’s not the right way to... to say it.”
“...”
“I drowned in it, Katty. In you. In what I was feeling... what I always felt but... didn’t, know how to say.”

“You told me you... loved me. Then said you didn’t. Which... of course you didn’t, I went so, so too far, I’m such a fucking pervert, it’s-”

“I lied.”
“...Bethany Claire Bennett, you have never lied a day in your life.”
“Hah! Except to myself.”
“Except to my best friend...”
"..."
“So, let’s... not do that. Again. Anymore. Whatever.”
“Not do what??”
“I love you, Katherine Hayles.”

“Th-this is a re-reaction to the session, I w-went too far and just projected all those feelings onto you and oh god I drugged you, I drugged my best friend, but we can make it all...”

“I have loved you since the day my guinea pig died so you punched Jay Wallis in the dick to make me laugh.”

“We can help you feel, more, yourself, and then you don’t h-have to see m-me because I did some t-t-terrible stuff to your head...”

“I have loved you since the moment your first girlfriend dumped you because her church said you were immoral and I spray-painted her car with the verse on hypocrites’ tongues.”
“You didn’t even get to say no, I didn’t even think, I just-”
“I have loved you since you said you skipped out on a scholarship to the best school in the country because if you were going to be a vet then you were going to be a vet with me and my world dropped out of the flat spin it had been in ever since I thought I’d be separated from the most wonderful person in my life.”
“Beth, I hurt you, I can’t even look at myself anymo-”
“Shut th-the FUCK up, Katherine, and LISTEN for once in your blessed life!”
“Beth-any...?”
“J-just... just shut your wonderful fucking mouth and let me kiss it.”
 
“I love you. Miss.”
“I-”
“I love you, too... my sweet girl.”
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