Already a Submissive Tendency
Piecing Together the Shattered Mirror
by The Traveling Master
The penthouse was huge!
There were windows everywhere. So much light… I took a few more steps and the door closed behind me. I put my bag on the floor and looked around. I had never been in such a wealthy home before. Art decorated the walls… Floors and counters were immaculate… The décor was lavished with expensive looking things. I smiled a little, he had great taste… Did that mean it applied to me as well? Did he find me as beautiful as all these incredible things?
A girl can hope…
I came out of the entry hall and right in my path, there was a table. A piece of paper was neatly folded and prompted on a black silk cloth. Next to it, there was the same necklace I had worn in the strange vision he had first triggered in me. I took the note.
“I am pleased by your choices so far…
Feel free to choose again… Either replace your collar with the jewelry… Or take the silk fabric and blindfold yourself…
If you choose the necklace, you will be compelled to do all manner of exquisite things… All for my viewing enjoyment… If I like what I see… You will get that much closer to earning your way back… Your mind will see me… But you won’t really see me… Like in a dream, my face will be hidden from you… Only if you please me will the darkness lift.
If you choose the blindfold, I will come in and guide you to my bedroom… With a leash… Once there… I will play with you… You will feel me… Sense me… Feel my hands all over your skin… I will take your pleasure to a place where orgasm seems unavoidable… But you won’t cum… If you are a good little puppet… The shattered memories of my face will start to make sense… Start to piece together…
Now choose…”
Oh god…
I felt my nipples hardened. A warm shiver ran across my naked skin and it was like I was acutely aware of my state of undress all over again. My hand creeped to my neck… I traced the leather with my fingers tips. Both seemed like such wonderful options…
Humiliation, as a turn on, was new to me… But imagining myself in his hands… Being played with…
I took the silk fabric. It was so soft between my fingers… I took a long breath to steady myself and placed the blindfold on my eyes. Then I waited. I was getting nervous… Horny… Scared… What would happen? What did he mean when he said he wanted to play with me? How far would it go?
He had fucked me 10 ways from Sunday… That much was true… Thinking back to all those hot flashes… He certainly seemed like he knew what he was doing… God this was exciting! My mind got lost in it all. I didn’t hear him come into the room, but I felt a click and a tug on my collar.
Oh god… He was just there… In front of me… I just had to reach up and lift my blindfold…
No. I can do this.
“Exquisite…” his deep voice intoned, making me drip just a little more. “Each time I get to see you my dear Curious Puppet… I savor your beauty…”
I was already so horny… His words were like honey… Dripping in my mind… Heating my veins… Moistening my pussy…
“You are nervous… Good. You should be… I’ve helped you before but…” he said as I felt his warm breath on my lips. “Not tonight… Tonight you explore your own desires… Free of my meddling… Well… Almost…”
As he finished, I felt his lips on mine. Sparks flew everywhere inside me. His real lips… I wanted them so badly… He wasn’t kissing me… Yet not really… Just brushing his lips against mine… It took everything I had, but I managed to hold myself back.
“Very good… My Curious Puppet… You will need that restraint tonight…”
Then he kissed me… Tenderly… Like I was something delicate… I almost melted where I stood. I kissed him back as tenderly as I could. Slowly… Enjoying the feel of his lips… I brushed against his light beard and I almost smiled. The broken mirror had shown me the truth… I was so excited. Before the kiss became too erotic, he backed away. I was left in the darkness… Feeling the slight breeze on my skin…
“Come.” he simply said.
I felt a little tug on my collar and I started to walk. He didn’t touch me. He didn’t guide me. I only knew where to turn when the leash got taunt, pulling me in a direction. He was slow… Patient… I took small steps as I followed. It was a little disorienting at first… Walking in the dark like that… I felt like I was walking all around the building. His place could not be this large… What was he doing? Was he parading me around? Were there other people watching us? Oh god…
Then it hit me… Maybe he wasn’t parading me… Maybe he was just leading me… For the sake of leading…
He wanted to see how much I trusted him. He could be walking me over a balcony. In the street… To one of his neighbors… I was naked and collared… How would that look? I got scared and aroused all at once. For some reason… I started to understand… Trust him… He had been so slow with me… With my waking mind at least… He is letting me discover the way… Feel it out for myself… He could have just MADE me… But he was patient… Always giving me a choice…
It made me trust him… I didn’t feel the urge to trust him… It just slowly bloomed on its own… I was the one to start leaving him notes… I wanted this… I wanted him.
My steps became steadier. Confident. I would follow where he led me. To whatever he had in store for me. For us… His tugs were more insistent, and I took it in step. I walked faster still, trying to anticipate how the leash was acting. It felt like one of those trust exercises.
And I was determined to ace it.
He was the Master. I was the puppet. I just had to follow.
The thought got me even hornier. I could feel the moistness between my legs as my thighs sometimes rubbed against each other.
“Stop.” I said suddenly.
I did and waited. Where were we now? What did he want? Was I to kneel? Beg?
I jumped when I felt his rough hand in the small of my back. I didn’t mean to, but I did. He caressed it slowly, tracing a design I couldn’t understand. It sent little shocks along my spine. Goosebumps erupted, following the wave of electric delight…
“I love how your body reacts…” he said softly.
His hand went lower and gently cupped my ass. Barely touching…
“It always obeys me so eagerly…” he continued. “So soft… So yielding to my lead… I can do so many things with it…”
I felt his other hand encircle my waist and travel to my tummy. Still barely touching… I was suddenly vividly aware of the leash hanging between my breasts. His hand brushed against it and in my sightless state, I could only be hyper aware of it swinging in my cleavage… Touching each of my globes in turn…
Electric… That was what my horny mind was latching onto. His hands were electric… Almost like he was playing with my arousal on a molecular level. I felt his lips on my ear lobe and I wanted to push back with my ass to find his cock. His wonderful cock… I could still picture it perfectly. It had barely been half a day ago…
It felt like ages… And at the same time… As if it had been a moment ago…
If his plan was to make my arousal climb, he was right on track. I heard him chuckle, a sweet chuckle… I didn’t realize it, but I was letting out small whimpers…
“Beautiful…” he whispered in my ear. “So eager for pleasure… Not to worry my Curious Puppet… You are about to get more than your share…”
“Ohh…” I moaned.
“Take 2 steps. You will find my bed…” he said, sending waves of anticipation in my loins. “Climb on it… Lie on your back and spread your arms and legs… Let me drink you in once more…”
Oh fuck… I didn’t want to leave his tender hands, but I knew it wouldn’t be for long. I took one step, feeling his hands caress me as I left them. I took the second step and hit the bed. I made my way on it and laid down facing the way I came. He wanted to see me… I was so nervous and horny… I had never done this before… I hesitate for the briefest of moments… Feeling a small spike of fear…
Did he really find me that beautiful? Was he satisfied with my body?
But then it passed… Of course he loved it… He can’t stop playing with me… So I spread my legs slowly… Feeling the breeze hit my sacred place… Feeling how wet I was…
“Perfect…” he said.
I felt the mattress cave as he got on it between my legs… I felt his face brush up against my knee and his lips left a sweet kiss on the inside of it. I was shivering with anticipation. He left a trail of soft tenderness as he kissed his way up my legs… Going from one to the other… Slowly approaching my labia.
Then he blew softly on my pussy… I took in a sharp breath as I felt it. His lips were so close… And then… They were… He kissed my hooded clit like it was the most delicate thing in the world. Soft… Delicious pressure… It sent warm waves inside my body. He broke it off and continued his trail up… My tummy… My breasts… My nipples… My collar bone… My chin…My lips…
Was he going to fuck me? God how I wanted him to impale me… His kiss went from soft lover to insistent… He wanted me… He wanted to take me… Oh god how I wanted him to take me…
I longed to feel his cock poke at my entrance… It must be so close… Itching to get inside me… Throbbing with need…
He broke it off and started to kiss his way back down my body. Oh fuck… Was he going to lick me? No… That was so cruel… I can’t cum! He didn’t say I could yet. He reached my labia and traced my outer lips with his tongue, tasting my arousal…
“You taste so good my Curious Puppet…” he said. He was so close I could feel the vibrations from his voice on my divine lips. “So good… But… Time to play… Time to see if you will earn your way back…”
“Huh…” I moaned. God I can’t take this… He flicked his tongue again and it sent a wave of pleasure inside me.
“Not yet my puppet… Now listen and hear my voice…” he said.
I felt my mind exclude everything around me. Suddenly, I was alone with him. I wasn’t on a bed… I wasn’t in a penthouse… Just me and him…
“Your skin is tingling with arousal…” he said and I felt my skin respond to his words. “So sensitive… So soft… It is time for you to experience something you have craved… But have denied yourself… Feel it now… Manifest…”
At his last word, I felt as if something was curling up around my ankles and wrist. Like… Ropes…
“Feel your desire… Feel it take hold…”
Oh god… I could feel it! His hands were on my legs, but I clearly felt ropes wrapping around my extremities.
“Holding you in place…”
Right on cue, the thick bindings they created pulled taunt. Holding me tight… Spreading me towards the 4 corners of the bed.
“Now feel that desire enveloping you… Snugging you into the pleasure you are denying yourself…”
Seemingly new ropes started to wrap around my waist… My upper legs… My shoulders… My neck… All over my body… Snaking their way tightly on my skin. I could feel it so clearly…
“Now feel that desire tightening… Making you feel so trapped… Snug… Enveloped… Safe…”
The ropes slowly tightened. Making me feel pressed from all sides. How was he doing this?
“There we go… Doesn’t that feel nice?”
I had known about my proclivities for bondage, but I had never indulged… Not like this… This felt so nice…
“Yees…” I moaned.
“And now for the fun part…”
I felt him move off the bed and for a moment, I thought he was about to leave me there, tied on the bed. I heard him move to my side and the mattress yielded under his weight as he sat next to me. For a moment, nothing happened. The ropes felt so tight… Constricting… Why did they feel alive?
Why did I like it so much?
“The ropes were a nice surprise…” his voice intoned. “I expected cuffs… Straps… But you finally showed me your dark desire… You never let yourself indulge… Well tonight you will experience it like never before…”
As he finished, I felt his tongue flick at my erect nipples. It sent delicious shocks through my body… He licked and sucked on them tenderly… I tried to squirm, but the ropes were holding me tight. The feeling was torture! I wanted him to continue… To bite down… Pinch them… I needed to feel more…
“Another little surprise…” he said between licks. “You have such sensitive nipples…”
I moaned. I was helpless… Restricted… I couldn’t do anything… Except endure… He sucked once, very hard, then lifted his head.
“You don’t remember this…” he said as I felt a pair of fingers start to twist and pinch my left nipple. Tenderly… Softly… Teasing me… I needed more… “But last week, you came so hard after I spent an hour pinching your lovely nipples… Fascinating to watch…”
As he finished, I felt his other hand join in, but something was different… OH GOD!!!! He was… He was wrapping my nipple! I felt some kind of string being placed around tightly. Squeezing it…
“As you may have guessed… I am placing a string on your nipple… Then I’ll be placing a second one on your other nipple… A good puppet needs her strings…”
He secured the knot and tightened it. I felt a small jab of pain that sent sparks in my pussy. I was in need now… Pure lustful need… Why wasn’t he fucking me? God I wanted him inside me… He tugged a little on the string and it was painful… But… It felt so nice at the same time… Satisfied that it would hold, he moved off the bed and switched sides. He did the same thing to my right nipple. Kissed and teased it with his mouth before attaching another string to it. He pulled and tested if his knot would hold… Sending sweet confusing pain…
“There we are… Perfect…” he said before bending down to kiss me again. It was tender… It was slow… It was brief… “You look so enchanting… If only you could see yourself… All spread wide for me… Available… Letting me put these lovely strings on your sensitive little nipples…”
FUCK ME!!!! I screamed in my head. I was getting desperate… I could hear myself whimpering. I wanted to be a good little puppet, but it was getting hard… I knew I should wait to speak… I should stay quiet… But GOD did I want him…
“Ready to play?” he asked.
“OH fuck… Yes… YES!” I said.
“So eager… Here are the rules… To be a good Curious Puppet, you must learn to let me arouse you… As much as I want… For as long as I want… If I haven’t asked you to beg for release… You are not to ask. You are not to beg… You must learn control… Learn to deny yourself…”
Denial? Oh fuck… What was he going to do to me…
“Nod if you understand.” he said. I nodded. “Good girl…”
Those words sent delicious shivers down my spine.
“Now it begins…” he said ominously. For a brief moment, I felt that same buzzing in my mind, but I was so distracted by my pleasure and horniness that I didn’t really take note of it.
“There…” he whispered…"Time to take a test drive…"
He pulled on the string to my right nipple again. At first, I only felt the pain spike, but then, I felt all the ropes around my body start to tighten and constrict. I let out a little scream. He stopped pulling and let the string go slack again. The ropes gave me back some room. He pulled again and the ropes tightened once more. Then he released…
The harder he pulled, the more painful it was… The more pain I felt, the tighter the ropes constricted… All the while… I felt my pussy start to drip… A lot… Like the ropes were squeezing the arousal out of my body.
FUCK IT FELT GOOD!
“Very nice… I can see this is working marvelously… Now let’s try the other one…”
Oh god… If he could control the ropes binding me… By just pulling on my nipple… What would pulling on the other one do? I felt the string lift slowly from my skin and then go taunt…
“Ready? This one is rather special…” he said. “Nod if you want me to pull.”
I swallowed and nodded. He pulled slowly and… There was the beginning of pain… Then…
“OH FUCK!!!!” I screamed.
Once my nipple lifted upwards, I felt the most amazing thing… I felt his cock start to penetrate me! That sweet first poke when a cock finally finds its way inside… I could feel the cock head… Right there in my pussy…
He pulled a little more and the pain was sharp. But the cock… The cock was pushing in… SO DEEP… The harder he pulled, the more cock I had inside me. The mix of pleasure and pain was mind numbing… I wanted more… So much more…
He let go and I felt the cock slip back out. No… Please… I wanted to beg him to put it back… But as I caught my breath, I realized that he was still sitting next to me…
“Did…” I started to ask, but cut myself off.
“Yes?” he asked.
“Did you… Fuck me?”
“Oh no my dear… Not at all… It is just a little trick your mind is playing with your body…”
“Fuck…” I whispered.
“I told you I wanted to play…” he whispered as he moved from the bed.
I felt his hands grab my shoulders and he pulled me to the side. My head swung off the edge of the mattress and I was trying to figure out how he could turn me like that when I was so tightly bound.
Then I realized that the ropes were all in my head too!
I couldn’t see him, but I could smell him. He was right there… Inches from my face… I could see his cock in my mind… Just there… The smell of precum filled my nostrils as I felt the right string get pulled and all at once, I felt the imaginary ropes tightened once more. Then he took the left one…
Oh god…
He didn’t pull on it right away, instead, he started to play with the right one. Tightening… Releasing… Tightening… Releasing… He was relentless…
But then… Then… Oh fuck…
Each time he would pull on the right one, he would lightly pull on my left… It had the effect of making me feel the tip of his cock, just teasing in my entrance… He timed it so I felt his cock penetrate me as the ropes constricted.
In and out…
Tight and loose…
The effect of which was… Mind blowing…
The teasing from the phantom cock was maddening… Even if the ropes held me in place, my hips began to search and gyrate, trying in vain to have his shaft penetrate me more… As it was… It barely felt like he was entering me at all!
Fuck I wanted to feel him… Feel his shaft slide all the way in…
He did that for the longest time… I could picture him… Standing above me… Probably rock hard… Lifting each of my nipples with his damn strings… Lovely strings… Like a puppet master… I was his puppet… I never felt it as keenly as I did in that moment.
As I got comfortable with the pain in my nipples, he started to pull harder… Just enough to feel like his phantom shaft was half way inside me. The pain in my nipples was offset by the tremendous pleasure I was feeling. Even if I knew it wasn’t real… That the ropes were not there… That his cock was actually inches away from my face…
I didn’t care… It felt INCREDIBLE!
By that time, I was moaning... Constantly…
How long did it last? I couldn’t say… But eventually, my nipples got accustomed to the new pain threshold and he started to pull even harder. Now this is what I wanted… I could feel him pull and pull as my globes lifted and stretched under the strain… Painful… Exquisite… The mix was making me feel like I was about to cum… His cock was going deep now… All the way in… Stretching my pussy so beautifully that I knew that if he kept it up, I was going to cum… Hard…
Then I felt his shaft brush against my lips…
“OH FUCK!!!” I moaned.
Somehow, feeling his real shaft… So hard for me… It was making me feel even more pleasure… I wanted him inside me… REALLY inside me… Not the phantom cock… Although that felt amazing…
But HIM… I wanted him…
He brushed up against me again, but I was ready. I opened my mouth and licked him greedily. He pulled away.
“Ah! Ah!” he said, punctuating his reproach by pulling the strings in time. “Don’t rush this… I’m not done playing with you… You can lick… But you can’t take me in your mouth… Not yet. Be patient my Curious Puppet…”
I whined… I couldn’t help it… I was getting so frustrated… So needy… But I did like he wanted. I stuck my tongue out and looked for his shaft. I could move my head so I searched and searched as he continued his onslaught. I felt like my tongue was just flailing around in the dark.
But then I found him… His shaft came into position above my face and for the first few licks, I was desperate. He pulled away again, pulling hard on my constricting right nipple. After a few moments, he came back into position and my pleasure-addled mind got the hint. I stuck my tongue out slowly. Licked him tenderly… I was shaking… He didn’t move away and pulled my pleasurable left nipple in a rapid succession that would have brought me over the edge… I felt the cock in my pussy go in and out urgently… Had my orgasm not been blocked… I would have erupted… God it was a frustrating feeling… Like trying to prevent yourself from falling… Like trying to move in quicksand…
But I endured it… I trusted him… If he wanted me to experience this… I will endure… I had too…I wouldn’t beg… Even if I wanted it so badly…
Endless… That’s how it felt… Pain… Pleasure… Pain… Pleasure… The cycle just kept repeating… All the while… Each wave brought me closer and closer… If I don't orgasm soon… I would explode… A sort of haze clouded my mind as my body sent signal after signal… Overloading my mind…
Sending me in a pleasure fog…
The only focus… The only constant… The only thing I could put my mind to… Was his cock… His marvelous cock… Right there… On the tip of my tongue… I traced from his balls to his cockhead… Again and again… I couldn’t move… I couldn’t prevent the pain or the pleasure. But I could lick…
So I licked…
I tried to be tender… To be slow… I knew that’s what he wanted… But my body wasn’t having that… I was panting like a possessed woman. I could almost feel my throat getting hoarse as I moaned and licked.
Everything else fell away… My job… My friends… My home… My life…
There was only his cock… There was only the pleasure… There was only the pain…
An endless cycle… Time meant nothing… The only thing that gave me some sense of duration was the steps he was taking with my ministrations. Each cycle from balls to tip… Then… Placing the tip on my lips… Making me hunger to have it ram in my throat. To feel him inside me…
Agony… Bliss… Torture… Nirvana…
Another torment was also growing in my mind. The more I licked and kissed his manhood, the more I craved it. I knew it wasn’t the real thing pumping inside me… I knew it wasn’t there… I needed him inside… I craved it… If only so he could enjoy my immobile body… Enjoy the folds of my swollen pussy… He could enjoy me… How I needed him to fuck me… To use me… I was his puppet… I wanted him to play with me…
Then he spoke… His godly voice…
The Master of my small universe…
“You’ve been such a good puppet… Time to see if you’ve learned… You have a choice…”
He was still rubbing his cock all over my lips and my tongue did it’s best to lavish it.. To worship it…
“Option one… I make you cum harder than you’ve ever cum in your life…”
I could only moan…
“Option 2… You refuse. You deny yourself the pleasure… The release…”
I whimpered… I wanted to cum so badly….
“I’m so proud of you, my little puppet… You didn’t beg once… It has been over 2 hours now… And not one slip up… Truly… I’m impressed… So I will give you a treat of sorts…”
I could just moan and lick… 2 hours? Having his cock to pleasure was keeping my mind off the enormous amounts of pleasure I was feeling… Keeping concentrated on anything other than imagining myself in the throes of ecstasy.
“You will keep this little trigger…” he said, lifting my left nipple. “As well as this one…” he said, lifting my right nipple. “If you are wearing your collar, you’ll be able to use it yourself…”
I moaned even louder as my mind pictured myself on the floor masturbating… Not plunging a vibrator inside me. No… Just pinching myself raw…
“So… What is your choice?” he said as he pulled his cock away.
I wanted to cum so badly… I could see it now… The all-consuming release… God I wanted it… Then again… As I felt how impossibly wet and sticky I was… I could just imagine a full weekend like this… Always in this state of pleasure… I wanted that… I could take it…
“Nnnoo…” I said softly. “I ca… can… do it…” I stuttered. “Don't… Make me cum…”
He pulled hard on both strings, sharply, tighter than any of the other times. Stabs of pain pierced my nipples as I felt constricted to a point where I thought I would lose my breath. And the phantom cock… Going so deep inside me that I felt I would almost rip! I felt like the cock was twitching inside me… Like he was jabbing so deep inside me because he wanted to plant his seed in my womb. Like he was cumming…
“Good girl…” he said as he gently released the strings.
He still gave them rhythm, so I still felt like he was fucking me while the invisible ropes did their part, but it all slowed. He placed his cock back within reach and I started to lick him again. The pleasure and pain were coming down and I could concentrate more and more on what I was doing. As I did, I realized I was in a sort of euphoria… Even if the pleasure was slowly going away, I still felt incredible… Alive… Like my body was flushed with endorphins…
And then… It happened…
His cock didn’t just move so I could lick it, it moved so it could come inside… As if I already knew, I opened my mouth eagerly… His cock inserted itself slowly… Deliberately… I felt so relieved I thought I was going to pass out. Like it was the final piece to a puzzle.
I felt every ridge and vein as he passed my lips… I was lost in the exquisite feeling… The delicious moment… The fact that he was slowing the rhythm of the tugging on my nipples had the effect of bringing me down… Oh so down… Like finally letting yourself sink… My tongue was slow and lazy as the feeling enveloped me… I felt myself draining out… A sensation more powerful than the constriction of the ropes or the penetrations of his shaft.
I had never been able to deep throat anyone, but as I felt his balls hit my nose, my mind registered I just had. Somewhere deep inside, I felt amazed I could actually accommodate his length and girth.
The feeling invaded every cell in my body… In my mind… It felt more amazing than being fucked… It wasn’t a feeling of pleasure and it wasn’t a sensation of release… No… It was something more…
Something unexpected… Something beautiful…
Pure… Simple… Peace…
My whole body became numb as my mind just fell away… I felt his cock stroking in and out of me… But I didn’t care… It just felt so good… I felt in a trance… Drugged… I felt delicious… I could stay that way forever… His mindless puppet… Time didn’t exist…
But reality made me register his urgency… It only added to my joy… I was being a good little puppet for him…
Then he pulled out… I felt hot splashes on my skin and neck… He was cumming on me… A lot… Shot after shot… I felt his release fall on me and it was like a trigger. I felt my eyes roll back inside my head… Like the last drop overfilling a glass… I drifted off…
Completely at peace…
The feeling enveloped me like a blanket… So warm… So Safe… I felt perfect…
Soft glimpses started to appear… All those little pieces… The mirror I couldn’t make whole… That image of the man that had made me feel all this pleasure… The Mystery Master…
My Master…
The broken pieces slowly assembled to form the image that I longed to see. I smiled as I finally saw his whole face…
This was a final gift … Letting me remember him… As I looked at his handsome face… All the wonderful sensations and experiences from my hidden past with him came to the surface… It wasn’t just a face… I knew him… I recognized him…
I floated back from my own little world secure in the most comforting feeling I had ever felt in my life. It took a few moments for my senses to register in my mind, but once they did, I realized I didn’t have the blindfold anymore. I opened my eyes and saw that I was in his bed. I could tell he had cleaned me… My skin smelled like lavender and flowers… I had my head on his shoulder. His fingers were stroking my hair softly. I felt his naked body against mine.
I still felt horny… Aroused… But it was dull… Weak… Just perfect… Making me feel sexy… I looked up to his smiling face and I smiled back.
“Thank you…” I whispered.
He chuckled.
“For what?” he asked.
“For taking me… All those weeks ago… Making me experience all this…”
“We are far from done…” he said amused.
“I look forward to it…” I said as I placed my head back on his shoulder.
“My sweet…” he said, kissing the top of my head. “Curious Puppet… You were worth it…”
That strange bliss that overtook me was still there. Like the odd arousal… Making everything so perfect… If this is what it means to submit to him… I’ll submit every day… Just to feel this safe… This happy…
I was simply a girl in bed with a man.
A Curious Puppet and her Master.