January 7th,

I never thought I would say this, but I’m back. Three years ago, when I announced that I was leaving the world of kink behind, I really meant it. I was at a point in my life when I thought I could no longer make a difference and I felt stuck. 
This may come as a shock to some of you, but the life of a hypnodomme isn’t as easy or as glamorous as you think. We play our roles as Mistresses, Goddesses, or whatever you want to call us, and we do our best to bring your fantasies to life, but in the end we’re only human, and we laugh and cry just like everyone else. I was in a pretty bad place mentally and physically when I said goodbye and I needed to move on to find my way again. Now that I have, I realize just how much I missed this world and the people in it. I’m ready to explore the wonders of the mind again, and yes, I’m posting this journal/dairy online so you can all follow along on this brand-new journey.
Many things will be different of course because I’ve changed as a person in the meantime but if you knew me before, expect a semblance of familiarity to it all, nonetheless. Not everything I used to do will work today, but I have a few surprises up my sleeve and I intend to use them all. Expect to know more in the following days as I prepare to get the show back on the road again. There are a lot of things to, and I’ll announce them all here first, so stay tuned.
It’s good to be back, everyone. I’ve missed you all.

January 15th,

Okay, you may have seen that some of the old social media accounts have been reactivated. There aren’t that many new posts just yet, but they will come with time. I have this schedule in my head I’d like to see implemented but it will all depend on how the first couple of weeks of this comeback go. I hope you’ll consider following me because that will help me get more motivated for what’s to come. If we had occasional sessions in the past or you used to be a regular subject of mine, feel free to reach out as well. I’ll try to answer everyone in a timely fashion, but I ask for your patience if that doesn’t happen. There are only so many hours in a day, so…

January 19th,

First of all, thank you. When I saw all your messages in my inbox, I couldn’t help but shed a tear. I’ve already begun replying to them and I hope to get them all done before the end of the week. You’ve all been so kind and welcoming that it’s no wonder I’ve missed you so much. People on the outside often say bad things about our community but I’ve never met more heartwarming people like you. We’re united in this passion that defies societal norms, and I love it. Thank you once more for all you’ve given me so far.
In other news, I’m currently working with a web designer friend of mine to create a new site you’re sure to enjoy. All the content from the old one will be ported over, but I’m making changes to everything else from the color scheme to the way the information is displayed. The store will be new as well. 
It’s still going to take a while, so wait a little longer. In the meantime, you’re all welcome to join my new Discord server (link below). I won’t be logged in all the time, of course, but expect to see me pop up when I have the chance to talk to you live about the other projects currently in development. Please note that I’ll be only taking sessions again after the site is complete. Talk to you soon.

February 3rd,

It’s finally live! What do you think? It looks amazing, doesn’t it? That spiral design in the background is from a painting of mine, and I honestly think it’s one of my best works ever. I’m quite proud of this new online presence and I can’t wait to hear your thoughts about it. If you have suggestions to make it even better, just use the contact form to get in touch or reply to this post. 
If you visit the store, you’ll see that all the old files are back but there are a couple of new goodies there as well. One is a remix of my most popular download, “Serving Your Mistress Properly”, with improved sound and some additional effects to take you deeper than ever before. The other two are simple brainwashing files you can loop to get your mind ready to experience the sound of my voice and the power it has over you. They’re free until the end of the week, so don’t miss out and share the word.
It’s with great pleasure that I can now announce you’ll be able to book sessions again on February 14th. Yes, Valentine’s day, what better day for you to show you love me and what I do? Until the end of the month, my availability is limited but come March things will be different. Be the first to have your minds blown by your Mistress and I’m looking forward to seeing you all drop deep and do whatever I tell you to.

February 14th,

Happy Valentine’s Day everyone, and wow! You were all waiting for this day, weren’t you? I knew I’d made the right choice returning to this world, but I’m positively overwhelmed by your support! So far, all I see are familiar names and I wonder just how many of my old triggers still work. For example, if I were to tell you “Deep Blue”, would you find yourselves floating in a sea of tranquility for me, all your thoughts carried away by the rippling waves inside your mind? How easy it is to read these words and hear them deep inside, telling you it’s okay to follow along and leaving the surface world behind? Deep Blue… Deep Blue… leave a comment below if you felt my power washing over you right now.
Talk to you soon.

February 15th,

Hmm, so many delicious comments! Isn’t it wonderful to have your minds wrapped in Deep Blue once again? If you haven’t booked your session yet for March and beyond, what are you waiting for? Let me play inside your mind. You know you want me there.

March 2nd,

Today was a wonderful day. I had my first session with a new client ever since I decided to return to this life, and he has given me permission to share some of the details with you all. 
Let’s start from the beginning. This new client - let’s call him Darren - was a complete newbie until today. He was recommended to me by one of my former subjects who in turn told him he would never regret having me play with his mind. Like many others who came before him, Darren had an idea of femdom hypnosis in his head that didn’t correspond to reality. I saw it in the e-mail he sent me requesting a session and I was this close to turning him down until it hit me that doing so would be the greatest disservice of all. We are many thing in this world and one of them is educators. When people’s thoughts are colored by wrong expectations, I believe we should at least try to show them the right path. He was respectful in every interaction we had until today and so I gave him the chance. Honestly, I’m glad I did.
I don’t know if I' ever told you guys this or not but there’s something magical about having a person open up to you for the first time. “Hypnosis virgins”, as I call them, are usually too eager at first, and have trouble understanding how to behave and what’s expected of them in this context. Darren was no exception. He was nervous and seemed taken aback that the video session was one-way only. I only show my face to people I’ve already built a solid relationship with, and that confused him. His first words to me were of shock and disbelief. He said,
“This is so awkward. Why do you get to see me, and I don’t?”
“Does that make you uncomfortable, Darren?” I asked in return.
“A bit, yes. If you could help me understand the reason…”
“Vulnerability.”
“Huh?”
“You said in your e-mail that one of your fantasies is feeling vulnerable before a woman. Don’t you think this is a good start? I have my eyes on you and can see everything you do while you’re sitting at your desk, but you can only imagine what I’m doing or what I look like. I’m already in charge. Isn’t that hot?”
“Hmmm, when you put it that way, I suppose it is. I never thought about it like that.”
“I’m sure there are many things you never thought about the way I do but that’s why we’re here: to give you something new, a different perspective. Hypnotic femdom has a control component to it, of course, but control can mean a lot of things. Domination isn’t just about barking orders and expecting them to be followed. It’s also about perception. When you change the way people see things, you’re controlling their thoughts. Even the tiniest of changes can produce the most significant of results. Do you understand what I’m saying?”
“I… I think so,” he said, looking quizzically at the laptop’s camera.  “Baby steps go a long way.”
“They sure do.”
Darren was intrigued right after this exchange and so was I. Despite the fidgeting thumbs and the sweat on his forehead, his curiosity was genuine, and a curious mind is always ripe for the hypnotic adventure. I rambled for a few minutes to get him more at ease and then I told him to focus on his breathing. When he asked when I was planning on putting him under, that’s when the magic happened.
I don’t think he heard my fingers snapping, but if he did, he didn’t acknowledge it right away. I saw his vision become slightly blurry and his head bobbed. His mouth was agape, suspended in mid-sentence as he tried to process why his brain had slowed down. It’s always fun to see that first reaction and I took a picture to share with him afterward. As he sat there, wondering if anything had happened at all, I began testing his imagination under trance with a simple perception exercise.
Imagine this if you will. Imagine a text before you, any text you like. Maybe it’s a passage from your favorite book, a delicious recipe or the lyrics of a song that’s always playing everywhere you go and has wormed itself inside your brain. Imagine you’re looking at it and reading the words attentively, completely focused on them and whatever meaning they hold. There’s always room for interpretation, of course, but that’s not what you’re looking for at the moment. You just want to read it because it makes you feel good and feeling good is something we all want so why would you be any different?
You feel good reading this text just like you feel good imagining you’re hearing my voice saying it out loud. In your mind, you can hear every inflection, every sudden change in tone, and you feel better and better the more you focus on the text, the words, and my voice. This is good. This will always be good. 
You already know that perception affects our view of the world, but perception can be changed. Now imagine that the text you’ve been so focused on so intently was something else. Imagine me whispering to you that the letter “e”, the most common letter in the English language is not real. You’ve been seeing everywhere ever since you were born because of a perception glitch that one can easily fix with a simple
*snap*
The letter “e” doesn’t exist.
*snap*
The letter “e” never existed.
*snap*
There are no words with the letter “e” because the letter “e” is not real.
*snap*
You can’t see what’s not real.
*snap*
You can’t read what’s not there.
*snap*
The letter “e” doesn’t exist.
*snap*
Do you notic anything diffrnt now? Of cours you don't, for this is th way Rality has always bn, and you bliv it compltly. My words guid your mind and my suggstions bcom your truth. You know this maks sns now vn if it didn't a minut ago. What's ral is what I tll you it  s.
*snap*
The letter “e” is real again.
*snap*
Everything I say is true.
*snap*
Waking up now.
*snap*
Now, wasn’t that fun? It was for him too. Despite the initial confusion, he was genuinely surprised when I told him what happened to which he said,
“Okay, I didn’t see that one coming at all.”
“Good,” I replied. “Expectations can be a good thing, but they’re also boring. To me, control is all about surprise, too.”
“What do you mean?”
“The unexpected is more exciting than having everything planned from the start. Sessions with me will always be like that: You choose the colors, but I paint the broad picture. How does that sound to you?”
“Fascinating for sure. I have so many fantasies…”
“I’m sure you do and if you like what happened today, we can try to explore them all, but we’ll need to take things slow so that we can both enjoy them. I can’t promise you perfection nor that you’ll enjoy everything you think you will, but if your mind is open and you’re willing to go the distance, I’d love to be your guide.”
“I… I think I’d like that too. When can we have another session?”
“Whenever you feel you’re ready for it. We can start peeling off your mind little by little if you’re sure you can handle it.”
“I’m sure I want to try at least. Forgetting a letter is only the beginning, isn’t it?”
“Oh, you have no idea, Darren! With your imagination at work, anything is possible.”
“Then let’s go for it. Can I tell you what I have in mind for our next session?”
“Of course.”
And so he did, and his thoughts are delicious and oh, so promising! I can already see his attitude begin to change, those misconceptions about hypnosis turning into an attraction worth fighting for. He has all it takes to become a perfect subject and I can’t wait to find out what our next encounter will bring. Yes, this was definitely a good day and I feel happy like I haven’t felt in a long time. We are both where we need to be right now. This is going to be great!

((to be continued))