Heavy trances are amazing. They make me feel heavy. My limbs feel too heavy to move. Each "Drop" leaves the stress where my shoulders were, as I drop deeper in the cushion. I'm like a block of marble. And with each trance, you just chip away all the pieces of stone that don't look like the good girl I am.

Every desire, every want, every need is set in stone. It is as much what you made of me as what I always have been underneath my facade. It leaves me wet. It leaves me needy.

In moments like this, I surrender and give in.

It feels so good.