Unremembered

Chapter 3

by masterfokus

Tags: #cw:noncon #bondage #dom:male #hypno #hypnotic_amnesia #hypnotic_induction #sub:female #trance

Marta Ibarra was not a lawyer, but she had spent six years working alongside one, and that—she liked to think—had taught her almost as much about recognizing lies as any university degree. She could tell the silence of someone hiding something from the silence of someone who was simply tired. She knew that when Elena said "I'm fine" three times in the same sentence, it usually meant the opposite. And she knew, above all, that orderly, meticulous people—like Elena, like herself—did not start losing things, crying in office bathrooms, or looking at their own phones as if they were strange animals without a concrete reason behind it.

The problem was that she could not figure out what that reason was.

That Thursday night, after watching Elena leave the office with an expression Marta could only describe as "relieved in a way that didn't fit with anything," she decided to do what she had been putting off for days: look up the name Elena had mentioned, through tears, in the bathroom, when she still did not know Marta had heard her murmur it.

Kessler.

It was not hard to find public information about Adrián Kessler. Founder of a corporate wellness consultancy, frequent donor to charitable causes, interviewed a couple of times in local business publications about "executive stress management techniques." Professional photos, a measured smile, no visible scandal. Her suspicions grew stronger when Marta found a notebook in Elena's office with certain notes and with Kessler's name underlined in it. Marta would have dismissed it as a baseless suspicion within minutes. A spotless profile; he had already come to the Corporate office to give Corporate Wellness talks, and she remembered an encounter she'd had with him during one of those sessions, in which he suggested a few tips for looking after her sleep hygiene and getting used to personal routines.

An irreproachable person, but something made her keep searching. Perhaps it was the almost suspicious absence of a personal life in his profile—no marriage, no active social media, no casual photos, only the professional façade polished to the point of sterility—or perhaps it was simply the way Elena had said that surname in the bathroom, in the same tone someone would use to name something they are afraid to say out loud, in case naming it makes it more real.

At eleven at night, after an hour of increasingly specific searches, she found something: a small, nearly abandoned forum of former employees of an alternative therapy clinic where Adrián Kessler had worked almost a decade earlier, before founding his consultancy. Most of the posts were generic workplace complaints—salaries, schedules, difficult bosses—until Marta found a thread, posted by a user who had deleted their account shortly afterward, titled simply: "Has anyone else noticed something weird with Dr. K.'s patients?"

The original post, brief and cautious, said only: "I don't want to accuse anyone of anything I can't prove. But for a while now I've been noticing that certain patients start behaving differently after their 'stress management' sessions. More docile. More dependent on him specifically, not on the therapy in general. One of them left her fiancé two weeks after starting treatment, and now, from what I understand, she works as Dr. K.'s personal assistant without drawing a salary. I just wanted to leave this written down somewhere, in case anyone else has seen it."

Below it, three replies, all from accounts that were now inactive, all equally vague, equally afraid of committing to a direct accusation: "I noticed it too but didn't say anything." "He left the clinic very quickly after the rumors started." "Be careful mentioning this in public, he has very good lawyers."

The thread ended there, unresolved, frozen in time for almost eight years.

Marta sat staring at her laptop screen for a long while, the house silent around her and a cold sensation creeping up the back of her neck that had nothing to do with the temperature of the room.

---

The next day, Friday, she decided not to tell Elena anything yet. Not until she had something more concrete than an abandoned forum and a surname spoken through tears. She knew her friend well enough to know that, in the state she was in, an accusation without solid evidence against the man who was "helping" her might sound more like the paranoia Elena was already beginning to suspect herself guilty of than like a genuine warning.

Instead, she did something she would later recognize, with the hindsight of panic, as the biggest mistake of her life: she called the Meridian Foundation office directly, on the professional pretext of coordinating a corporate donation from the firm, and asked for an appointment with Mr. Kessler.

"He can see you Saturday at six," said the receptionist, with the same impersonal courtesy as always. "What name should I put it under?"

"Marta Ibarra. From the firm of Aldrich & Coss."

There was a brief pause on the other end of the line, so brief that Marta paid no attention to it at the time, though she would remember it later with a different kind of chill: the sound of someone typing, checking something, and then the receptionist's voice, slightly different, as if she were repeating a sentence she had been instructed to say in advance.

"Of course, Miss Ibarra. He'll be glad to see you."

---

On Friday afternoon, Elena called Marta, something that was not entirely usual on a weekday but not strange between close friends either.

"Do you have plans tonight?" Elena asked, in a voice that sounded strangely light to Marta, almost youthful, different from the tension she had been carrying for weeks. "I thought we could have dinner. It's been a long time since we really talked, without it being about work or about..." she hesitated for an instant, "about the other thing."

Marta, with Monday's appointment with Adrián still kept as an uncomfortable secret, felt a pang of guilt she could not entirely justify.

"Sure. I'd love to."

They had dinner at a small restaurant near Elena's apartment, and Marta spent a good part of the night watching her friend with the clinical attention of someone looking for symptoms without knowing exactly what illness she is diagnosing. Elena laughed easily, ate with appetite, talked about work with her usual lucidity. At moments, Marta allowed herself to think that perhaps she had exaggerated how serious the situation was, that perhaps Elena had just been going through a bad stretch of stress, now on its way to being resolved thanks to the sessions with the specialist.

But there was one moment—brief, almost imperceptible, which Marta would only recognize as significant much later—when the waiter, clearing the plates, mentioned in passing the name of a wine they were about to serve, and Elena, mid-sentence, stopped completely. It was not a stammer or an ordinary distraction. It was a total, absolute silence, barely two seconds long, her eyes fixed on an undefined point above Marta's shoulder, before she picked up the conversation exactly where she had left it, as if nothing had happened.

"Elena?"

"Yes?" She blinked, genuinely confused by the question. "What's wrong?"

"Nothing. You went quiet for a second."

"Really?" Elena laughed, though something in her laugh sounded slightly forced. "I didn't notice. Sorry, I must be more tired than I thought."

Marta did not press. But that night, back home, she wrote down the exact time of the episode in a notebook of her own that she had started keeping without telling anyone, not even Elena.

8:47 p.m. Silence of ~2 seconds on hearing the word "Meridian" (name of the wine matches the name of the foundation). Elena doesn't remember it.

She did not yet know what that pattern meant. But she was beginning to suspect, with a certainty she refused to fully name, that certain words—certain specific sounds—had an effect on her friend that nothing in the clinical explanation of "stress-induced dissociative episodes" could fully account for.

---

On Monday afternoon, Marta arrived at the Meridian Foundation headquarters ten minutes early for her second appointment, with a folder of legitimate documents about the corporate donation—why Monday?, she asked herself; there was no sense in showing up empty-handed, even if the real purpose of the visit was entirely different—and with her notebook tucked in her bag, next to the printed link to the abandoned forum she had found days earlier.

"Hello again, Martha. Mr. Kessler will see you shortly," said the receptionist, with the same impeccable professional smile.

It had struck her as odd to be told "Hello again..." but she did not care. What struck her more was the sight of the office: this time, with the natural afternoon light coming in through the enormous window, it looked far less unsettling than Marta had imagined over the weekend, building in her head a version of the man much more sinister than the one she finally had in front of her. Adrián Kessler turned out to be, at first glance, exactly what his public profile suggested. Cordial, articulate, dressed with the discreet elegance of someone used to moving in circles of money without needing to flaunt it.

"Miss Ibarra. A pleasure." He shook her hand with just the right firmness, neither weak nor invasive. "I understand you've come to talk about the firm's corporate donation."

"That's right." Marta sat down, resting the folder on her knees without opening it yet. "Although, to be honest, Mr. Kessler, I also wanted to talk about something else."

"Go ahead."

"Elena Vidal. She's my friend, as well as my colleague."

Something shifted in Adrián's posture, so subtly that Marta, had she not spent the entire weekend analyzing every detail of this man, might not have noticed it at all: an almost imperceptible resettling in his chair, his hands interlacing on the desk with a calm that seemed, suddenly, slightly more deliberate than natural.

"Elena is an extraordinary patient," Adrián said, with a warm smile that did not waver for an instant. "She's making very good progress."

"Progress in what, exactly?" Marta leaned slightly forward. "Because from where I stand, Mr. Kessler, what I see is my best friend losing time, finding things she doesn't remember buying, and feeling 'relieved' after sessions with you of which she doesn't remember a single word. And I also found an old forum of former employees of a clinic where you worked years ago, with very specific mentions of patients who became... dependent on you in ways that don't seem entirely therapeutic."

She said it all in one go, without giving herself time to doubt, because she knew that if she stopped to think twice, she might not find the courage to finish.

The silence that followed stretched on for several seconds, while Adrián watched her with an expression Marta could not entirely decipher: there was no anger in it, not even genuine surprise. There was, rather, something like the careful assessment of a chess player who discovers, with a certain appreciative surprise, that his opponent has turned out to be better than he had calculated.

"You are very perceptive, Miss Ibarra," he said at last, in a voice that had not lost an ounce of its professional warmth. "And very loyal, too. Elena is very lucky to have you."

"I'm not looking for compliments."

"I know." Adrián stood up, walked slowly around the desk, and leaned against its edge, looking at her from a distance that technically violated no social norm, though it suddenly struck Marta as uncomfortably close. "I'm going to be completely honest with you, because I think you deserve it, and because I think you are exactly the kind of person capable of handling the truth without jumping to conclusions."

"I'm listening."

"Elena came to me with a severe anxiety picture, the product of years of accumulated, untreated work stress. What you describe as 'losing time' or 'episodes' are real clinical manifestations of a dissociative disorder, not inventions of mine nor consequences of anything I have done to her." His voice kept its measured, reasonable tone, that of someone patiently explaining something complex to a person who does not yet have the technical vocabulary to fully understand it. "As for the forum you mention, Miss Ibarra, I would advise a certain caution. Eight years ago, a group of former employees dismissed for malpractice tried, unsuccessfully, to start similar rumors against me, motivated entirely by professional resentment. None of those accusations went anywhere legally, because none of them had any basis. I have the complete documentation, if you'd care to review it."

Every word was calibrated with the same surgical precision that Marta would have recognized, had she been in a position to compare notes with Elena, as identical to the one Adrián used with her friend: reasonable, verifiable on the surface, impossible to refute without more information than Marta had at that moment.

"May I see that documentation?"

"Of course. I can send it to you this very week." Adrián smiled, and for the first time since Marta had entered the office, something in that smile felt genuinely warm, almost relieved, like someone who has finally found a person capable of holding a conversation at the level he preferred. "And allow me to tell you one more thing, Miss Ibarra, though it may sound inappropriate coming from me: the stress of caring for someone we love, while we watch them go through something we don't fully understand, is exhausting in a very particular way. I've seen that wear and tear in many of my patients' family members and friends. How are you sleeping, if I may ask?"

The question caught her off guard, not because of its content, but because of how accurate it turned out to be: Marta had, in fact, gone nights without sleeping well, between her worry for Elena and the hours spent investigating this man's past.

"Not especially well," she admitted, before she could stop herself.

"That's understandable." Adrián nodded, with an empathy that seemed absolutely genuine. "If you ever want to talk about it, with no commitment, at no cost, my door is open. Not as Elena's therapist, but simply as someone who understands what it means to care for those we love. Sometimes, Miss Ibarra, the strongest people are the ones who least ask for help for themselves, while they give it generously to others."

Marta left the office that afternoon without having opened the donation folder even once, and with a strange, contradictory feeling in her chest: on the one hand, the certainty that something about that man did not quite fit, a subtle discord between his perfectly reasonable words and the instinctive feeling his presence gave her. On the other, a little voice—small, reasonable, almost maternal—whispering to her that perhaps, after all, she had been building a monstrous accusation on the basis of an abandoned internet forum and her own accumulated exhaustion.

She had no way of knowing that this reasonable little voice, this sudden doubt about her own conclusions, was not entirely her own.

---

That night, Marta could not sleep. She stayed up late, going over her notes again and again, the forum thread, the conversation with Adrián, looking for the exact point where her initial certainty had begun to erode. She could not find it. All she knew was that she had walked into that office convinced she was facing a predator, and had walked out, a few hours later, genuinely wondering whether she had exaggerated everything from the start.

At one in the morning, she checked her phone out of habit and found a new email, sent from the Meridian Foundation's official address, with the subject line: "Requested documentation — A. Kessler."

The email did indeed include a set of legal documents: a lawsuit dismissed eight years earlier, letters of reference from satisfied patients, an official statement from the clinic where Adrián had worked, clarifying that the accusations on the forum had been investigated internally and dismissed for lack of evidence. Everything seemed, on the surface, entirely legitimate.

At the end of the email, however, there was one additional line, written in a slightly more personal tone than the rest of the formal message:

"Thank you for caring so much about Elena, Marta. People like you are exactly what she needs around her. I hope you also find time to take care of yourself. If you ever want to talk, you know where to find me."

Marta stared at that line for a long while, feeling a strange, disconcerting warmth spread through her chest, a sense of having been seen, understood, cared for by someone she technically barely knew. She told herself it was simple exhaustion. She told herself that Adrián Kessler, whatever he was, at least seemed to be a genuinely considerate person.

She closed the email, turned off the light, and fell asleep faster and more deeply than she had in weeks, without noticing, in her drowsiness, the strange, almost imperceptible weight of an idea she did not remember having had before reading that message, settling into some quiet corner of her mind, like a seed planted in soil that was already beginning, silently, to be willing.

---

The next morning, Elena arrived at the office and found Marta already at her desk, with a cup of coffee—bought, as she would later vaguely recall, on the way to work, though she could not pin down the exact moment—and a strangely serene expression that Elena had not seen on her in weeks.

"Did you sleep well?" Elena asked, genuinely surprised by the change.

"The best night I've had in a long time," Marta said, smiling, with a warmth that did not seem entirely aware of itself. "By the way, I talked to Mr. Kessler yesterday. About the firm's donation. He's a charming man. I saw these past few days that you've been working with him, or at least I guessed as much from your notes. I understand why you trust him."

Elena felt, without quite knowing why, a tiny chill run down her spine, so subtle that she put it down, like so many other things lately, to exhaustion.

"You talked to him?"

"Just business." Marta shrugged, already turning her attention back to her computer, with the same carefree ease as always. "He seemed very attentive. He said that if I ever needed to talk, about anything, his door was open."

Elena opened her mouth to say something—a warning, perhaps, or at least a more insistent question—but closed it again, not knowing exactly what words to use to explain a fear she could not fully justify even to herself, let alone to someone else.

She told herself she was being paranoid. She told herself that Marta, at least, had the right to form her own opinion about a man who, after all, was only helping her.

She had no way of knowing—not yet—that in a locked drawer in Adrián Kessler's office there were two folders instead of one, each with a different name written on the tab, and that the older of the two, with more documents and photographs than the other, said on its first page, in the same elegant handwriting as always:

"M. Ibarra — Secondary subject. Emotional bond with E.V.: high. Strategic utility: significant. Contact phase: complete."

---

The following Thursday, at seven in the evening, Elena arrived on time for her weekly session, expecting to find the office empty except for Adrián, as on every previous occasion.

Instead, when she opened the door, she found Marta sitting in the same low armchair where she herself usually sat, with a cup of tea in her hands and an expression of calm so complete, so free of any tension, that Elena froze on the threshold for several seconds, unable to fully process what she was seeing.

"Elena." Adrián stood up, with the same warm smile as always, as if there were absolutely nothing out of place in the scene. "You're just in time. Marta and I were finishing a little chat."

"What..." Elena looked at her friend, searching her face for some sign of the usual Marta, the skeptic, the one who asked uncomfortable questions, the one who had been investigating in secret for weeks. "Marta, what are you doing here?"

Marta looked up and smiled with a serenity Elena had never seen in her, not even on the calmest days of their years-long friendship.

"Adrián invited me to come by," she said, in a soft voice, slightly slower than usual, as if each word floated for an instant before it finished taking shape. "He explained everything about your treatment to me. He made me understand so many things, Elena. Things about myself too, actually."

A deep chill, different from all the ones before, ran through Elena from head to toe. It was not the confused, dissociated fear of the past few weeks, the feeling of losing loose pieces of her own life. It was something much sharper, much more terrible in its sudden clarity: the absolute recognition that she was watching, in real time, the same process she herself had been suffering for weeks without being able to name it, now unfolding before her eyes on her best friend's face.

"Marta, we have to go. Now."

"Why?" Marta tilted her head, with genuine curiosity, devoid of any alarm. "It's so nice here, Elena. I don't understand why you always seem so afraid of this place."

Adrián, standing by the window, watched the exchange with an expression of satisfaction so absolute, so stripped of any need to hide it, that Elena understood, with an icy clarity that ran through her stomach like meltwater, that he no longer bothered to pretend entirely. Not in front of her. Not now.

"Sit down, Elena," he said, in the same soft, even voice she knew all too well. "We have a lot to talk about tonight. The three of us."

Elena took a step back, toward the door, her heart pounding against her chest with a violence she had not felt in years.

"No," she said, with a firmness that surprised even her. "I'm not going to sit down. Marta, let's go. Please."

But Marta did not move. She stayed where she was, the cup of tea in her hands, looking at Elena with an expression that mixed, in a way that was unbearable to witness, the genuine warmth of their years of friendship with something new, something docile and compliant that Elena recognized, with absolute horror, as an exact reflection of what she herself must have looked like, without knowing it, every time she walked out of that office feeling "at peace."

"Elena," Adrián said, in a calm, almost amused voice, "before you go, there's something you should know. Something that might help you understand why, deep down, there's no longer much point in continuing to resist this."

He took a thin folder from his desk drawer and set it on the table between them, without opening it yet, like someone placing a winning card face down, savoring the moment before turning it over.

"Do you know how many times I've seen you, Elena, in these last three weeks? I don't mean the sessions you remember. I mean all the times."

Elena felt the floor of the office tilt slightly beneath her feet, though she had not moved at all.

"What are you talking about?"

Adrián smiled, and for the first time since they had met, he did not bother to soften the smile with any feigned warmth. It was simply the smile of someone who, at last, after weeks of carefully rationed patience, decides to reveal the entirety of what he has been building in the shadows.

"Open it yourself," he said, sliding the folder toward her across the desk. "I think it's time you met the other Elena. She's been waiting to meet you herself for longer than you can imagine."

This story is just getting started, and many more chapters are on the way. I’d love to hear what you think so far: what unsettles you, what intrigues you, and what you’d like to see next. Email me with your thoughts and suggestions. I read every message. See you in the next chapter.

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