From the Palm of My Hand
by Lauren Tide
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Josiah pulled his pickup truck into the gravel driveway just as the sun was beginning to dip below the tree line. He killed the engine and sat there for a moment, his hands still gripping the steering wheel, his shoulders knotted with the accumulated tension of ten hours at the plant. At thirty-two, he carried himself with a rigid posture that was meant to radiate confidence and control: he was the head of this household, he provided, he protected, and he decided.
Really it just made him seem like a prick.
But Mary understood his place and position, as well as her own. Twenty-eight years old, soft-spoken, always wearing the dresses he preferred. Modest but still feminine. She kept the house spotless, had dinner ready at six sharp, and never questioned his authority. It was a good life. A traditional life. The kind their parents had, and their grandparents before them.
The smell of roast hit him as soon as he opened the front door. Mary appeared in the hallway arch, wiping her hands on a checkered apron. She was lovely in that understated way that had first drawn him to her at church three years ago. Chestnut hair pinned up in a neat bun, a few tendrils escaping to frame her heart-shaped face. No makeup, just clean skin and dark eyes that always seemed to be watching, cataloging, understanding.
"Welcome home, love," she said, her voice gentle as always. She stepped forward to take his lunch pail, her fingers brushing his. "You look exhausted."
"Long day," Josiah grunted, shrugging out of his canvas jacket. "Miller called out sick, so I had to cover his section too. Damn near ran the line by myself for four hours."
"Oh, you poor thing." Mary's concern sounded genuine, soothing. She hung his jacket on the hook by the door, smoothing the fabric with care. "Your shoulders look so tight. I can see the tension from here."
Josiah rolled his neck, hearing the vertebrae crack. "I'll be fine. Just need to wash up and eat."
"Of course." When he returned and sat, she wandered over behind him. "Would you let me rub your shoulders while dinner finishes? Just for a few minutes? I bought some new incense at the market. It's supposed to be very relaxing for hardworking men. And you work so hard, Josiah. You carry so much."
He almost refused. But his muscles ached with a deep, grinding fatigue, and the thought of her small hands working the knots from his back was tempting.
"Just for a few minutes," he conceded. "Then I need to eat."
"Of course," Mary said again with a smile. She really was the perfect submissive woman.
She returned moments later, carrying a small brass tray. On it sat a stick of incense, its tip glowing orange, releasing a thin trail of fragrant smoke that curled upward like a question mark.
"Let me help you with your shirt," she said, setting the tray on the side table. "You'll get oil on it otherwise."
Josiah allowed her to unbutton his flannel.
"Lean forward," she instructed, and he did, resting his forearms on his knees.
Her hands touched his shoulders. Her palms were warm, almost hot, and slick with something fragrant. Massage oil, he realized, and inwardly rolled his eyes at the pampering.
"Just relax," Mary whispered, her voice dropping to a register just above a murmur. "You've been holding everything so tight all day. Holding the line. Making decisions. Being in charge. That's so much weight to carry, Josiah. So much responsibility."
Her thumbs dug into the meat of his trapezius muscles, finding knots he didn't know he had. Pain flared, then dissipated into a spreading warmth.
"That's it," she continued, her voice rhythmic, matching the pressure of her hands. "Just let go. Let your shoulders drop. You've been holding them up near your ears all day, haven't you? Holding up the whole world. But you're home now. You're safe. You can let go."
Josiah found his eyes drifting shut. The incense smoke was thick in the air now, sweet and heavy, making the room feel smaller, cozier, like a warm blanket wrapped around his thoughts. Mary's voice seemed to come from everywhere and nowhere, wrapping around him like the smoke.
"So tired," she observed, her fingers working down his spine, finding each vertebra with unerring accuracy. "So fatigued. Working all day, sweating, laboring. Spending so much energy. And then coming home to be the head of the household too. Always deciding. Always leading. Always being strong."
"Yeah," Josiah heard himself say, his voice sounding distant to his own ears. "Tired."
"Of course you are," Mary soothed. "It must be exhausting, being in charge all the time. Having to know all the answers. Having to be the strong one, the decisive one. Never showing weakness. Never letting go. That takes so much energy, doesn't it? So much effort to maintain that control."
Her hands moved in slow, deliberate circles, spreading the warmth outward from his spine. Josiah felt his head growing heavy, his thoughts slowing, becoming viscous like honey in winter.
"Imagine," Mary continued, her voice softer now, conspiratorial, "how nice it would be to not have to decide. Just for a little while. Imagine if you could just... stop. Stop thinking. Stop planning. Stop being in charge. Just relax completely. Let someone else handle things. Wouldn't that be wonderful?"
Josiah nodded slowly. His tongue felt thick in his mouth. The smoke seemed to pulse with her words, each syllable landing somewhere in his chest, spreading warmth.
"That's right," she praised, her hands moving to his neck now, working the tension there with gentle, insistent pressure. "You work so hard. You provide so well. But wouldn't it feel good to let your wife take care of you? To let me handle things? I'm here to serve you, after all. To make your life easier. To take burdens from your shoulders."
"Yes," Josiah breathed. The word felt right. Natural.
"You're so sleepy," Mary observed, her voice dropping even lower, becoming a velvet whisper that seemed to bypass his ears and speak directly to something primitive in his brain. "So heavy. All that work, all that responsibility, just making you so tired. So ready to rest. So ready to let go. Your eyelids are heavy, aren't they? So heavy. But you don't need to sleep. Just drift. Just listen. Just agree."
"Agree," Josiah repeated. The room had faded away. There was only her voice, her hands, the sweet smoke filling his lungs with every breath.
"Good man," she said, and he felt a surge of pleasure at the praise, warm and unexpected. "Such a good provider. But even good men need to rest. Even heads of households need to let someone else take the reins sometimes. And I'm here. I'm always here. Ready to help you. Ready to take care of you. Ready to make decisions for you, just while you rest."
"Help me," Josiah mumbled. His head had dropped forward completely now, chin to chest, his posture surrendered.
"Yes," Mary breathed, her lips close to his ear now, her hands never stopping their rhythmic motion. "Let me help you. Let me take care of everything. You don't need to think. You don't need to decide. You can just obey. Obeying is so much easier than leading, isn't it? So much more relaxing. Just do what I say, and everything will be perfect. You'll never have to worry again."
"Obey," Josiah echoed. The concept felt like sinking into warm water, like finally scratching an itch he hadn't known he had.
"That's right. You're doing so well. You're so relaxed now. So deep. So ready to listen. Every word I say just sinks deeper into your mind, deeper than your conscious thoughts, settling into the part of you that just wants to please me, to serve me, to let me lead. Because I know what's best for you. I know what you need. And you trust me, don't you, Josiah? You trust your wife?"
"Trust you," he agreed. His cock had stirred in his pants, a slow thickening he was barely aware of, his conscious mind too occupied with the floating sensation, the heavy warmth of his limbs.
"Good. Dinner is ready, and you need to eat. You need your strength. But you're so tired, Josiah. So tired that you can't even feed yourself. You need me to do that for you. You need me to take care of you completely."
Josiah opened his sleeping eyes. Roast chicken sat in the center of the table, surrounded by vegetables, steam still rising from the golden skin. When had that happened?
She moved to stand beside him, and he watched her through heavy-lidded eyes as she picked up the knife. She cut his chicken into small pieces, precise and delicate, the knife clicking against the ceramic plate. Then she set the knife down and picked up the fork, spearing a piece of meat.
"Open your mouth," she commanded softly.
Josiah obeyed. The chicken was perfect. He chewed mechanically, tasting it only distantly, his focus entirely on the woman sitting beside him, the one feeding him like a child, like a pet, like something owned and cherished.
"Good boy," she whispered, loading the fork again, this time with a piece of potato. "See how easy it is? You don't have to do anything. You don't have to think. You just have to accept. Accept what I give you. Accept my control. Accept that I'm taking care of you now. I'm the head of this household now, Josiah. Not because you're weak, but because you're so strong, and you need to rest. You need to let me lead. And it feels so good to let me lead, doesn't it?"
"Yes," Josiah said around a mouthful of food. His cock was fully hard now, straining against his work pants, throbbing with each beat of his heart. He didn't understand why, couldn't connect the arousal to the situation, but it was undeniable and insistent.
Mary fed him slowly, methodically. Between bites, she spoke, her words weaving a web around his consciousness.
"You're completely helpless right now," she observed, her voice dripping with a satisfaction that should have alarmed him but instead made his arousal spike. "You can't even lift a fork. You need your wife to feed you. To take care of your most basic needs. That's how deep you are. That's how much you've let go. And it feels incredible, doesn't it? To be so controlled. So owned."
Josiah made a sound; half moan, half agreement.
"You're mine now," Mary said, and there was steel beneath the silk of her voice. "Not in some metaphorical way. Not in the traditional sense where you pretend to lead while I manipulate you from the shadows. No. You're mine because I've taken you. Because I've put you exactly where you belong. Under my control. Under my power. And you love it. You love it because you're a good husband, and good husbands obey their wives when their wives know what's best."
She fed him another bite, her eyes locked on his, dark and endless.
"You're going to cum for me," she stated, matter-of-fact. "Right here. In your pants. Like a teenager who can't control himself. Because you can't control yourself, Josiah. You can't control anything anymore. I've taken that from you, and you've given it so willingly, so completely. You're going to cum in your pants at the dinner table because your wife told you to, because you're so aroused by your own submission, by your own helplessness. You're going to make a mess of yourself, and then I'm going to clean it up. Because that's what I do. I take care of you. I take care of everything."
Josiah felt it building: the pressure in his groin, the tightening in his balls, the inevitable rush that he was powerless to stop. He tried to hold back, some fragment of his former self asserting itself, but Mary's voice was relentless, her words triggers that pulled his strings.
"Cum for me," she commanded. "Cum in your pants right now. Show me how much you love being owned. Show me how much you love giving up control. Cum for your Mistress."
The orgasm hit him like a freight train. Josiah's back arched, his hands gripping the arms of the chair, his mouth falling open in a silent cry, even as Mary slid another bite of food inside. He pumped into his underwear, soaking the fabric, his cock pulsing in rhythmic spasms. A dark stain spread across this lap.
When it was over, he slumped in the chair, panting, his face flushed with heat and humiliation. He had just cum in his pants. At the dinner table. Like some helpless, untamed, hormonal boy. Like someone completely out of his own control
Mary set the fork down. She looked at him with dark, triumphant eyes, a small smile playing at the corners of her mouth.
"Good boy," she purred. "Such a good, obedient boy. Look at the mess you've made. You can't even control your own body anymore. You need me to do that for you, too."
She knelt between his legs, her hands going to his belt. Josiah's eyes stared unseeing as she unbuckled him, unbuttoned him, pulled down the zipper. She tugged his pants and underwear down together, revealing his spent cock, still semi-hard, glistening with his own seed, lying against his thigh.
"What a mess," she whispered, but her voice was thick with desire. "Good thing I know how to clean you up."
She took him into her mouth, and Josiah gasped, his hips bucking involuntarily. She was thorough, methodical, licking him clean with long strokes of her tongue, sucking the sensitive head until he was twitching, oversensitive, whimpering. She cleaned his thighs, his stomach where some had spilled, working her way back to his cock until he was spotless, until he was hard again despite the recent orgasm.
Until he was trembling with renewed need.
She stood, picking up his wet clothes and carrying them off to the laundry room. Josiah vaguely heard the beeping of the washing machine starting up. Then Mary was back in the room with him, her own clothes missing now, too.
She climbed onto his lap, straddling him, her wetness dragging against his renewed erection.
"Listen to me," she said, her voice clear and commanding, no longer the soft whisper of before but the voice of absolute authority. "You are still my husband. You are still the breadwinner. You will still go to work, still provide for this family, still be the man I married. But things have changed. I am the head of this household now. I make the decisions. I control you. And whenever you remember this… Whenever you think about how I put you in a trance, how I made you cum in your pants, how I own you completely… You will become aroused. Painfully, immediately aroused. Your submission to me will be a constant source of pleasure for you. You will crave my commands. You will live to obey me."
She positioned herself above him, her hand guiding his cock to her entrance.
"And now," she said, sinking down onto him slowly, inch by inch, her heat enveloping him, "it's time you fulfilled another duty. I've been tracking my cycles, Josiah. Now is the right time. And you're going to put a baby inside me. Not because you decided to. Not because we discussed it. But because I'm telling you to. Because you have no choice but to obey your wife. Because I said it was your duty and you must always do your duty."
"Do my duty," he groaned as he felt himself slide inside her until she was fully seated, her arms looped around his neck, her breasts pressed against his chest. She began to move, rolling her hips in a slow, devastating rhythm.
"Wake up," she commanded. "Wake up now, Josiah. Wake up and know that you're fucking your wife because she ordered you to. Wake up and know that you're mine."
The trance broke like a bubble, consciousness rushing back in a torrent of sensation. Josiah gasped, his hands flying to her hips, but he didn't push her away. He couldn't. The arousal was overwhelming and tied irrevocably to his submission. He was inside her, she was riding him - dominating him - and he had never been harder, never been more desperate.
"Mary," he groaned, his voice ragged.
"That's right," she hissed, increasing her pace. "Say my name, Jo. Say it like your begging for me. Say it like you know I'm the one with the power."
"Mary," he croaked out again, even more reverent. "Fuck."
"That's right. Such a good boy. We're fucking. I'm fucking you, and I'm going to drain you, Josiah. I'm going to take your cum and make a child with it, and you're going to thank me. You're going to thank me for taking your choice away. For taking your control. For making you my perfect, obedient husband."
"Thank you," he choked out, the words torn from him, humiliating and true. "Thank you, Mary. Please... please..."
"Please what?" she demanded, grinding down against him, her nails digging into his shoulders.
"Please let me cum inside you," he begged, his hips thrusting upward now, meeting her movements, desperate for release. "Please, Mary. Please let me give you a baby. Please let me obey."
"Good boy," she gasped, her own pleasure mounting, her walls tightening around him. "Cum for me again. Cum now. Cum inside your mistress wife."
Josiah came with a shout, his second orgasm of the evening ripping through him with devastating force. He emptied himself into her, pulse after pulse, giving her everything she demanded. Mary rode him through it, her own climax hitting moments later, her body clamping down on him, milking him, claiming his seed as she'd promised.
When it was over, she collapsed against him, her head resting on his shoulder, her breath hot against his neck. They stayed like that for long minutes, joined, spent, the room silent except for their breathing.
Finally, Mary lifted her head. She looked at him and smiled that sweet, traditional smile that had first caught his attention. But now he saw something else in it. The steel. The power.
"Go wash up," she said softly. "Then come to bed. You have work tomorrow."
Josiah nodded, still dazed, still hardwired to obey. He stood on shaking legs.
"Yes, Mary," he said. "Anything you say."
And as he walked toward the bathroom, flaccid cock swinging lightly with each step, he knew he meant that more completely than he ever had before. He would do as she commanded, no matter what.
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