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4. Simple as Breathing

by Scalar7th

Tags: #discreet_public_play #dom:male #pov:bottom #realistic #shyness #sub:female #buried_trigger #chatlog #exhibitionism #f/m #first_date #hypno #hypnotic_amnesia #nonverbal_hypnotic_trigger #posthypnotic_suggestion #roleplay #solo

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<RosieCheeks> Well well

<BlakMaaj> Been on long?

<RosieCheeks> Yeah actually well half an hour I guess?

<BlakMaaj> That's not too long.

<RosieCheeks> I had to check the time

<RosieCheeks> whenever I read the chatlog from yesterday I get...

<RosieCheeks> I dunno, floaty I guess? lightheaded

<BlakMaaj> 😁

<RosieCheeks> Alright, spill, what'd you do

<RosieCheeks> ?

<BlakMaaj> Okay at lunch today

<BlakMaaj> we talked a bit,

<BlakMaaj> I had a long lunch so I offered a little more trance exploring,

<BlakMaaj> and we talked about four simple suggestions,

<BlakMaaj> first that you would forget the trance which you mostly did,

<BlakMaaj> second that you would feel comfortable and warm around me when we met,

<BlakMaaj> third that you would escalate to a level of physical touching you felt comfortable with,

<BlakMaaj> and not let me go further than that,

<BlakMaaj> finally that if you felt comfortable you would use titles.

<BlakMaaj> Pretty sure that's it.

<BlakMaaj> What do you think?

<BlakMaaj> Rosiegirl?

<BlakMaaj> You still there?

<RosieCheeks> Yes sir Im here

<BlakMaaj> Everything ok?

<RosieCheeks> Yes sir just...

<RosieCheeks> I dunno how I feel

<RosieCheeks> but trust me its good!

<BlakMaaj> Ok great 🙂

<RosieCheeks> dont want you to think im here suffering or mad or something

<RosieCheeks> just processing

<RosieCheeks> cuz its good i promise!

<BlakMaaj> Want to talk it out?

<RosieCheeks> Yeah but...

<RosieCheeks> I mean this is embarrassing

<RosieCheeks> but could you um

<RosieCheeks> leave the channel? So I can think about it alone for five minutes?

<RosieCheeks> and then come back?

<RosieCheeks> I wanna talk to you about it

<RosieCheeks> with you about it

<RosieCheeks> but I wanna get my thoughts down without thinking about you reading them til Im done ok?

<BlakMaaj> That's perfect Rosa.

<BlakMaaj> I'll geta little bit ready for tomorrow then,

<BlakMaaj> and see you in five minutes.

<RosieCheeks> thx 😊

<BlakMaaj> yw, brb!

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<RosieCheeks> ok so

<RosieCheeks> lets see

<RosieCheeks> whoa still cant really read it but

<RosieCheeks> uh point one

<RosieCheeks> amnesia is really super great

<RosieCheeks> and im happy i green you enough to let go of a whole session

<RosieCheeks> and i want more like that

<RosieCheeks> if its ok

<RosieCheeks> 2

<RosieCheeks> yea that worked 😊

<RosieCheeks> once i got over my nerves anyway

<RosieCheeks> or maybe it helped me get over my nerves

<RosieCheeks> threeeeeee

<RosieCheeks> i nearly hugged you

<RosieCheeks> when we were at the bench

<RosieCheeks> but i didnt

<RosieCheeks> because i didnt want to

<RosieCheeks> and that was

<RosieCheeks> so nice

<RosieCheeks> and i didnt feel pressure to

<RosieCheeks> even um at the end

<RosieCheeks> it wasnt like i had to

<RosieCheeks> even when you asked i knew if i said no

<RosieCheeks> it would be ok

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<RosieCheeks> and you would be fine with

<BlakMaaj> Wow you wrote a lot.

<RosieCheeks> eep! two more minutes pls!

<BlakMaaj> Alright!

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<RosieCheeks> phew

<RosieCheeks> you would be fine with things

<RosieCheeks> even if i didnt hug you

<RosieCheeks> uh and 4

<RosieCheeks> im cool with the suggestion but

<RosieCheeks> uh i dont think i wanna do it again

<RosieCheeks> in public call you Sir

<RosieCheeks> i mean i didnt mind

<RosieCheeks> cuz you know if i did I wouldnt have

<RosieCheeks> uh but anyway

<RosieCheeks> public hugs good public sir red from now k?

<RosieCheeks> um i think thats it

<RosieCheeks> i mean, bigger picture things

<RosieCheeks> i like that you just spend that time with me 🙂

<RosieCheeks> and that you would take a little time

<RosieCheeks> and just mess with me in the middle of the day

<RosieCheeks> and that I cant just look back in the log

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<RosieCheeks> and know what you did

<RosieCheeks> hello Sir 🙂

<BlakMaaj> All good Rosiegirl?

<RosieCheeks> 100%

<BlakMaaj> *reads*

<RosieCheeks> *sits nervous*

<BlakMaaj> Heh, shush Rosiegirl and let me read. 😀

<RosieCheeks> Oh is my talking pulling the focus down of the window?

<RosieCheeks> hehe I should stop bugging you then

<RosieCheeks> cuz I bet every new message

<RosieCheeks> is

<RosieCheeks> really

<RosieCheeks> dis

<RosieCheeks> trac

<BlakMaaj> FREEZE

<BlakMaaj> Don't. Move. A. Muscle.

<BlakMaaj> Barely breathing. Hardly blinking.

<BlakMaaj> Brat. 😛

<BlakMaaj> Okay Rosiegirl, you can move again

<RosieCheeks> ting

<RosieCheeks> omg since when have you been able to do that?

<BlakMaaj> Honestly? Didn't know I could, had no idea it would work.

<RosieCheeks> *shivers* thats so awesome

<RosieCheeks> do it again?

<BlakMaaj> It probably only worked bc you had been thinking about the trance earlier.

<BlakMaaj> Again?

<RosieCheeks> yesplssir

<BlakMaaj> Probably you're in a bit of a trance now,

<BlakMaaj> just thinking about how I messed with your mind earlier,

<BlakMaaj> so it's easy to think about how my words can

<BlakMaaj> affect you,

<BlakMaaj> direct you,

<BlakMaaj> control you,

<BlakMaaj> even holding you in place so you can't move at all,

<BlakMaaj> and FREEZE!

<BlakMaaj> Holding still,

<BlakMaaj> calm and quiet,

<BlakMaaj> your body in perfect suspension.

<BlakMaaj> Every thought focused on how still,

<BlakMaaj> how motionless,

<BlakMaaj> how stuck you are.

<BlakMaaj> Good, Rosiegirl,

<BlakMaaj> now just gently,

<BlakMaaj> slowly,

<BlakMaaj> like breaking the hold when it's just on your arm,

<BlakMaaj> tap your toes,

<BlakMaaj> tap your feet, that's right,

<BlakMaaj> and feel that movement, that energy

<BlakMaaj> traveling up your legs,

<BlakMaaj> to your hips,

<BlakMaaj> your arms,

<BlakMaaj> your chest, back, neck,

<BlakMaaj> your head,

<BlakMaaj> breathe, blink, smile,

<BlakMaaj> move. 🙂

<RosieCheeks> thankyou sir

<RosieCheeks> im back

<BlakMaaj> That's fun.

<RosieCheeks> yeah it is 🙂

<BlakMaaj> Want to talk about it?

<RosieCheeks> Sure do and about all that stuff up there

<RosieCheeks> but I need a stretch and some water

<BlakMaaj> You go do that and I'll get a head start on you alright?

<RosieCheeks> Sure fair is fair

<RosieCheeks> you can start writing and I'll catch up

<RosieCheeks> brb

<BlakMaaj> Well I'm glad that you enjoyed it,

<BlakMaaj> and public hugs will definitely be a thing going forward,

<BlakMaaj> you give great hugs 🙂

<BlakMaaj> and thank you for your honesty about public honourifics.

<BlakMaaj> I wasn't too sure about it either

<BlakMaaj> I enjoyed it but yeah if there were other people around,

<BlakMaaj> even with the driver nearby it was a bit much for me too 🙂

<RosieCheeks> Phew good

<RosieCheeks> ya a fun experiment but just once is good for me!

<BlakMaaj> More sessions like this afternoon,

<BlakMaaj> short little things with full blank amnesia?

<RosieCheeks> Oh pls yessir so much

<BlakMaaj> Pushes a button?

<RosieCheeks> all the buttons 😀

<BlakMaaj> Hmm #2 was...

<BlakMaaj> right warm and comfortable

<RosieCheeks> warm and comf... yep! 😊

<BlakMaaj> Elaborate, Rosiegirl?

<RosieCheeks> Oh! uh, when I... um ok well... whole story

<RosieCheeks> I got there early and um saw you and wasnt expecting you and

<RosieCheeks> had a little panic attack and then you were leaving

<RosieCheeks> so I thought you were mad or i screwed up or something

<RosieCheeks> until i got your message 🙂

<RosieCheeks> so its ok!

<BlakMaaj> You were there? I didn't even see you! I'm sorry you had to go through that

<RosieCheeks> once I got your message it was all cool

<RosieCheeks> no its ok

<RosieCheeks> it was just me being silly

<RosieCheeks> anyway i sat down right where you were

<BlakMaaj> It's not silly, Rosa

<RosieCheeks> wha?

<BlakMaaj> You're shy and anxious and maybe you overreacted but it's not silly

<BlakMaaj> Okay? You're not silly

<RosieCheeks> o..ok...?

<BlakMaaj> Rosiegirl? Rosa? You're not silly

<RosieCheeks> 😳 I'm... you want me to say it?

<BlakMaaj> I want you to say it

<RosieCheeks> Right now?

<BlakMaaj> Do I have to get out my tist voice? 🙂

<RosieCheeks> 😳n-no sir

<RosieCheeks> im not silly

<BlakMaaj> You're not silly.

<RosieCheeks> im not silly

<RosieCheeks> im not silly!

<BlakMaaj> Heh not for that, anyway 🙂

<RosieCheeks> thankyou Sir

<BlakMaaj> You okay Rosa?

<RosieCheeks> im good

<BlakMaaj> Who am I, then?

<RosieCheeks> huh?

<BlakMaaj> Who am I, Rosa?

<RosieCheeks> your Darryl, why?

<BlakMaaj> *nods* all good 🙂

<BlakMaaj> So uh, back to #2 there,

<BlakMaaj> you sat down on the bench?

<RosieCheeks> Oh! yeah and dissolved into happy thoughts and smiles

<RosieCheeks> um one of my previous tists gave me a warm hug trigger

<RosieCheeks> and I remembered that and just got happy there

<RosieCheeks> just thinking of you... ❤️

<BlakMaaj> I'm glad you could use that to be smiley and happy

<RosieCheeks> Yep! me too! 🙂

<RosieCheeks> so even if your suggestion didnt play exactly how you meant it to...

<BlakMaaj> I don't care about the means, just the ends. 😈

<RosieCheeks> ooohhh noooo big scary hypnotist! 😛

<BlakMaaj> Hold that thought, Rosa 😀

<BlakMaaj> What about #3?

<RosieCheeks> 😊

<RosieCheeks> It was safe

<RosieCheeks> So very safe and I like it

<BlakMaaj> *nods*

<RosieCheeks> So um... more of that pls

<RosieCheeks> letting me be limited but not

<RosieCheeks> if that makes sense

<BlakMaaj> You know you can always refuse me, Rosiegirl.

<RosieCheeks> ulp... *nods* yep

<RosieCheeks> I can refuse

<BlakMaaj> If you want to.

<RosieCheeks> if i want to

<BlakMaaj> Refusing my suggestions is as simple as...

<RosieCheeks> 1 2 3 sir

<BlakMaaj> That's right Rosiegirl,

<BlakMaaj> if you don't want to sink down into a trance,

<BlakMaaj> all you have to do is say 'no,'

<BlakMaaj> and if you want to sink, well that's as easy as...

<RosieCheeks> 1 2 3

<BlakMaaj> And knowing that you can resist at any time,

<BlakMaaj> that just makes it easier to take those deep breaths

<BlakMaaj> and relax back into your chair

<BlakMaaj> and blink slow and heavy

<BlakMaaj> and blink slow and heavy,

<BlakMaaj> and blink, slow, and heavy,

<BlakMaaj> and, blink,

<BlakMaaj> slow,

<BlakMaaj> and heavy,

<BlakMaaj> and drop,

<BlakMaaj> slow, and heavy,

<BlakMaaj> down, and down, and down,

<BlakMaaj> until every breath is...

<RosieCheeks> 11 3

<BlakMaaj> Good job, Rosiegirl,

<BlakMaaj> Nice and deep now,

<BlakMaaj> and when you look back over yesterday's session,

<BlakMaaj> you can remember it clearly,

<BlakMaaj> and read it easily,

<BlakMaaj> no fog, no blur,

<BlakMaaj> no confusion,

<BlakMaaj> just as easy as you read this,

<BlakMaaj> just as easy as...

<RosieCheeks> 1 2 3

<BlakMaaj> just as easy as coming back up,

<BlakMaaj> one breath at a time,

<BlakMaaj> until you're happy,

<BlakMaaj> and smiling,

<BlakMaaj> and wide awake,

<BlakMaaj> until you're back,

<BlakMaaj> ready to chat,

<BlakMaaj> ready to participate again,

<BlakMaaj> ready to be Rosa,

<RosieCheeks> I'm back ❤️

<BlakMaaj> ready to continue the conversation.

<BlakMaaj> Hey cutiegirl 🙂

<RosieCheeks> jeez that's fun

<RosieCheeks> Mind if I go read yesterday's talk?

<BlakMaaj> Take your time 🙂

<BlakMaaj> Phone is ringing brb

<RosieCheeks> its ok

<BlakMaaj> Hate to do this cutiegirl but I have to go

<BlakMaaj> So sorry after all that

<RosieCheeks> No no its fine! uh talk to you tomorrow?

<BlakMaaj> Yeah I'll try! Hopefully, and then we can plan something for soon!

<RosieCheeks> Oh yespls Sir 😉

<BlakMaaj> Have a good read!

<RosieCheeks> 👋 nini

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