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12. Falling Off a Log

by Scalar7th

Tags: #discreet_public_play #dom:male #pov:bottom #realistic #shyness #sub:female #buried_trigger #chatlog #exhibitionism #f/m #first_date #hypno #hypnotic_amnesia #nonverbal_hypnotic_trigger #posthypnotic_suggestion #roleplay #solo

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<RosieCheeks> Hey you ok?

<BlakMaaj> I'm fine Rosa.

<BlakMaaj> Or I guess I'm not fine.

<BlakMaaj> But I'm okay. I'm not leaving.

<RosieCheeks> Thanks Darryl

<RosieCheeks> I mean it

<RosieCheeks> I'm ok too

<RosieCheeks> Can I help?

<BlakMaaj> I don't know, honestly.

<BlakMaaj> I'm not even sure I know what the problem is.

<BlakMaaj> But I'm gonna sit here on your comfy couch and try to figure it out, alright?

<RosieCheeks> You could put a movie on if you like

<RosieCheeks> but i dont pay for TV

<BlakMaaj> Thanks, it's fine.

<BlakMaaj> I like the quiet.

<BlakMaaj> At least right now.

<RosieCheeks> ok then

<RosieCheeks> so um

<RosieCheeks> i dunno how to ask anything

<BlakMaaj> I don't know how to answer it even if you did.

<RosieCheeks> did i do something wrong?

<BlakMaaj> No.

<BlakMaaj> Firm no. Hard no.

<BlakMaaj> You were, you are brilliant.

<BlakMaaj> This is all me, not you.

<RosieCheeks> so what is it?

<BlakMaaj> Phew. Um. Honestly...

<BlakMaaj> A few things piling on,

<BlakMaaj> And I got afraid, I guess.

<RosieCheeks> ok...

<BlakMaaj> I've only been here a little over a month,

<BlakMaaj> and you've been wonderful,

<RosieCheeks> Am I going too fast?

<BlakMaaj> No.

<BlakMaaj> Well.

<BlakMaaj> Maybe, but I like it.

<BlakMaaj> Sorry. Dumb answer.

<BlakMaaj> You're not going too fast for what would be normal for me,

<BlakMaaj> but this isn't a normal situation.

<BlakMaaj> It's about me, Rosa,

<BlakMaaj> and my transfer,

<BlakMaaj> and how that fucked my life.

<RosieCheeks> wanna talk?

<BlakMaaj> I left friends and family and partners behind,

<BlakMaaj> and things aren't going so hot at the office,

<BlakMaaj> not me, just generally,

<BlakMaaj> and I just...

<BlakMaaj> I got inside my head

<BlakMaaj> I started thinking...

<BlakMaaj> Is this too big a commitment?

<BlakMaaj> Am I going to get attached again,

<BlakMaaj> am i going to fall for you

<BlakMaaj> and then get transferred away?

<RosieCheeks> Darryl... ❤️

<BlakMaaj> And when you got on your knees,

<BlakMaaj> all those thoughts came up,

<BlakMaaj> and how you said plans always go weird when I'm around.

<BlakMaaj> Guess I did it again, huh? 🙂

<RosieCheeks> Yeah, heh

<RosieCheeks> I can see how that could mess you up a bit

<RosieCheeks> Do you... wanna slow down?

<BlakMaaj> No, Rosa

<BlakMaaj> If anything I want to go faster

<BlakMaaj> I've been holding back because you've been cautious,

<BlakMaaj> which is totally fine btw!

<BlakMaaj> I don't want to push you past your limits

<RosieCheeks> Hehe I just got on my knees and had you in my mouth

<RosieCheeks> you can fuck my mind with two words

<RosieCheeks> we're cool on my limits ok?

<BlakMaaj> That's one relief, anyway

<BlakMaaj> Because I was worried, too

<BlakMaaj> that I was pushing you because I wanted to make that connection

<BlakMaaj> before the "inevitable" transfer away

<RosieCheeks> *nods*

<BlakMaaj> Subconsciously I mean.

<RosieCheeks> You've been very respectful so far

<RosieCheeks> and I so appreciate you taking things at my speed

<BlakMaaj> But I mean... that's mostly it,

<RosieCheeks> and listening so good to me

<BlakMaaj> just me getting in my head about it all,

<BlakMaaj> not able to shake those feelings,

<BlakMaaj> and fucking it up, dropping the ball.

<RosieCheeks> can I help?

<BlakMaaj> If you have any idea how to salvage this night I'm happy to hear it.

<RosieCheeks> A few maybe

<RosieCheeks> would it help you to hypnotize me

<RosieCheeks> just... put me under for a bit?

<BlakMaaj> Hm. Tough on my phone.

<BlakMaaj> Typing isn't the best.

<RosieCheeks> if it helps its an option

<RosieCheeks> or what if I did that for you?

<BlakMaaj> Thanks for the offer Rosa

<BlakMaaj> but I don't think that a trance will help me right now.

<RosieCheeks> I could get out the spare laptop if you wanna use that instead

<RosieCheeks> and trance me

<BlakMaaj> You really want to get 'tized tonight, huh

<RosieCheeks> ☺️ maaaybe... ❤️

<BlakMaaj> Even after all that?

<RosieCheeks> *nods*

<RosieCheeks> Darryl I want you

<RosieCheeks> bad

<RosieCheeks> and for me I don't care about all that

<RosieCheeks> except for how your hurting

<RosieCheeks> I want you to feel better

<RosieCheeks> but all that

<RosieCheeks> you... i mean, i worried i did something

<RosieCheeks> obvs

<RosieCheeks> you pretty much rejected me ten seconds before you came

<BlakMaaj> I wasn't that close...

<RosieCheeks> 😰 whatever not my point 😛

<RosieCheeks> but knowing that its not my fault

<RosieCheeks> and really its not yours either

<RosieCheeks> thats so much comfort

<RosieCheeks> but your hurting

<RosieCheeks> and you should know

<RosieCheeks> im here either way

<RosieCheeks> if you decide to come up here and fuck me silly

<RosieCheeks> or if you decide to come up here and get your clothes

<RosieCheeks> and head for home (but please stay)

<RosieCheeks> im here

<RosieCheeks> and im gonna be here tomorrow and Monday and all next week

<RosieCheeks> for when you kick this problems ass and wanna do me

<BlakMaaj> Okay

<BlakMaaj> I can think about that, I think.

<BlakMaaj> And I do want to do things with you.

<RosieCheeks> Like whaaaat?

<BlakMaaj> You know... things.

<RosieCheeks> things like?

<BlakMaaj> Hypnotize you.

<RosieCheeks> And?

<BlakMaaj> Fill your head with fun suggestions.

<RosieCheeks> mmm and?

<BlakMaaj> Fuck you till you're blue in the face.

<RosieCheeks> hehe there we go 🙂

<RosieCheeks> Feels nice to say huh?

<BlakMaaj> Sure does.

<BlakMaaj> You want that too, don't you.

<RosieCheeks> yeah clearly

<RosieCheeks> but rly I just want you to be alright

<BlakMaaj> I'll try.

<RosieCheeks> for your rosiegirl

<BlakMaaj> For my Rosiegirl. ❤️

<RosieCheeks> That's right Sir

<RosieCheeks> for your rosiegirl

<RosieCheeks> who saw how you couldnt keep your eyes off her breasts earlier

<RosieCheeks> or her blue pendant...

<BlakMaaj> *grins* I can play along

<BlakMaaj> but it takes more than that to put me under

<RosieCheeks> oh it does, does it?

<RosieCheeks> I think you were watching my chest pretty close

<RosieCheeks> and you seemed to be pretty relaxed

<BlakMaaj> Well I was.

<BlakMaaj> I had good food and a great view.

<RosieCheeks> ... of the smoke? 😀

<BlakMaaj> Hah!

<BlakMaaj> Yes, I guess so

<RosieCheeks> feeling a little better?

<RosieCheeks> is the teasing helping?

<RosieCheeks> are you a little more

<RosieCheeks> relaxed?

<BlakMaaj> Nods*

<RosieCheeks> Ooh, your typing is slipping a bit

<RosieCheeks> starting to feel a bit hypnotized Sir? 😛

<BlakMaaj> Reading a Lot into a missed asterisk

<RosieCheeks> And a misplaced capital

<RosieCheeks> not things you usually goof up

<BlakMaaj> I'm not usually on a phone.

<RosieCheeks> Ooh, trying harder now to be precise.

<RosieCheeks> All that effort must be

<RosieCheeks> soooo tiring... 😀

<BlakMaaj> 🙄

<RosieCheeks> too far?

<BlakMaaj> heh, no...

<BlakMaaj> It's cute, really, and I appreciate your effort to cheer me up.

<BlakMaaj> It means a lot, Rosiegirl. ❤️

<BlakMaaj> I'm not ready to come upstairs yet,

<BlakMaaj> But I'm tired of trying to use this phone,

<BlakMaaj> I'll take you up on your offer of the laptop?

<RosieCheeks> Stay right there! I'll have it down to you in a sec!

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<BlakMaaj> It's old tech, but it's good tech.

<RosieCheeks> I used it for a long time

<BlakMaaj> Yeah, I saw the cute anime-catboy wallpaper

<RosieCheeks> eep!

<BlakMaaj> And the folder labeled "No Looky." 😀

<RosieCheeks> you didnt open it did you?

<BlakMaaj> Of course not! It said not to.

<BlakMaaj> What's in it?

<RosieCheeks> ...

<RosieCheeks> not telling

<BlakMaaj> Rosiegirl? What's in it?

<RosieCheeks> Nothing!

<RosieCheeks> omg

<BlakMaaj> What's in it, Rosa?

<RosieCheeks> No

<RosieCheeks> no no

<RosieCheeks> nothing at all

<RosieCheeks> 😳

<BlakMaaj> What's in the folder?

<RosieCheeks> omg

<RosieCheeks> just

<RosieCheeks> writing...

<BlakMaaj> Your writing?

<RosieCheeks> ...

<RosieCheeks> yes

<RosieCheeks> ...

<BlakMaaj> Your writing about...?

<RosieCheeks> omg

<RosieCheeks> stoppit!

<BlakMaaj> What did you write about?

<RosieCheeks> Darryl!

<BlakMaaj> What did you write about, Rosiegirl?

<RosieCheeks> my...

<RosieCheeks> fantasies... Sir...

<BlakMaaj> Which fantasies?

<RosieCheeks> omg

<RosieCheeks> will you stop??

<BlakMaaj> What fantasies were you writing about?

<RosieCheeks> PRETTY MUCH THIS OK??

<BlakMaaj> Oh? Meaning?

<RosieCheeks> BEING MIND FUCKED BY A HYPNOTIST

<RosieCheeks> omg

<RosieCheeks> I used to write

<RosieCheeks> hypno porn

<RosieCheeks> with myself as

<RosieCheeks> the subject

<RosieCheeks> IS THAT OK SIR?

<BlakMaaj> Definitely.

<BlakMaaj> More than okay. 🙂

<BlakMaaj> Thank you for telling me, Rosa.

<RosieCheeks> *hides*

<RosieCheeks> im never coming out again

<RosieCheeks> never

<RosieCheeks> i am a turtle

<RosieCheeks> in my shell

<RosieCheeks> you cant touch me

<RosieCheeks> im turning my computer off

<RosieCheeks> im locking my door

<RosieCheeks> im going to bed

<RosieCheeks> im staying there until the fucking apocalypse

<BlakMaaj> All done? 🙂

<RosieCheeks> ...

<BlakMaaj> I can hear your chair creaking.

<BlakMaaj> You might consider oiling it.

<BlakMaaj> Oh, such language, Rosiegirl!

<BlakMaaj> I wasn't sure you knew those words.

<BlakMaaj> Or that you could shout that loud.

<RosieCheeks> ...

<BlakMaaj> Hurt your throat?

<RosieCheeks> ...

<RosieCheeks> yes

<BlakMaaj> Should I get you a glass of water?

<RosieCheeks> in fine

<RosieCheeks> im*

<BlakMaaj> Now who's making typos?

<RosieCheeks> how are you Sir?

<BlakMaaj> Hm?

<RosieCheeks> how are you feeling?

<BlakMaaj> I'm...

<BlakMaaj> I'm okay.

<RosieCheeks> are you feeling better?

<BlakMaaj> Yes.

<BlakMaaj> I'm better than I was, for sure.

<BlakMaaj> And, if you're okay

<RosieCheeks> oh im glad 🥰 ❤️

<BlakMaaj> I think I'd like to try

<BlakMaaj> another text trance with you,

<BlakMaaj> and maybe more.

<RosieCheeks> *nods*

<RosieCheeks> im ok with that Sir

<RosieCheeks> that sounds very nice ❤️

<BlakMaaj> Look at you trying to be calm,

<BlakMaaj> when I can hear you squeeing and clapping upstairs.

<RosieCheeks> 😳

<RosieCheeks> need better soundproofing

<RosieCheeks> fml

<BlakMaaj> Well I couldn't help but notice that when you brought me the computer,

<BlakMaaj> you still hadn't put on any clothes.

<RosieCheeks> eep!

<RosieCheeks> well it

<RosieCheeks> um seemed fair right?

<RosieCheeks> because your clothes are

<RosieCheeks> all up here so...

<BlakMaaj> This is not a complaint, Rosiegirl.

<RosieCheeks> 😨

<RosieCheeks> I mean, how else were you going to see

<RosieCheeks> the pretty blue pendant I'm wearing

<RosieCheeks> and the beautiful breasts

<RosieCheeks> that it hung down between

<RosieCheeks> that almost had you in a trance at supper

<BlakMaaj> True, I wouldn't have seen it otherwise.

<RosieCheeks> and imagining it must make you feel things

<RosieCheeks> relaxed, calm, at ease

<RosieCheeks> horny, excited, playful

<RosieCheeks> you were practically eating out of my hand

<RosieCheeks> so Sir...

<RosieCheeks> check on hypnotizing you a little?

<BlakMaaj> Heh. Green. 🙂

<RosieCheeks> thank you Sir

<RosieCheeks> and if you're imagining my breasts

<RosieCheeks> and the pendant hanging down between them

<RosieCheeks> and I bet if you can hear the chair squeak

<RosieCheeks> you can hear me shout

<BlakMaaj> Yes, I hear you.

<RosieCheeks> and if I were there

<RosieCheeks> I would probably see your head nodding

<RosieCheeks> and a big smile on your face

<RosieCheeks> as you realize that your Rosiegirl

<RosieCheeks> hypnotized her Sir

<RosieCheeks> maybe just a little

<RosieCheeks> maybe a lot

<RosieCheeks> but you can let the last of your worries float away on the breeze

<RosieCheeks> and when you wake

<RosieCheeks> do the same to your helpless subject 🙂

<BlakMaaj> I'm here.

<RosieCheeks> did it work?

<BlakMaaj> Some. 🙂 More the intent than anything.

<BlakMaaj> I didn't go deep,

<BlakMaaj> but it felt extremely good.

<RosieCheeks> ❤️

<RosieCheeks> that was the idea!

<RosieCheeks> for you, Sir

<BlakMaaj> Thank you. 🙂

<BlakMaaj> For future reference, though,

<BlakMaaj> if someone's anxious or unhappy,

<BlakMaaj> maybe not the best time to try a trance,

<BlakMaaj> especially for your first effort. 🙂

<RosieCheeks> oh sorry did i do something wrong?

<BlakMaaj> No, no, you read the room,

<BlakMaaj> I was pretty much calm by that point,

<BlakMaaj> and I knew what you were doing,

<BlakMaaj> and you even checked in first.

<BlakMaaj> Everything's good, Rosiegirl. 🙂

<RosieCheeks> oh good! 😌

<RosieCheeks> thank you Sir...

<RosieCheeks> now... my turn?

<BlakMaaj> Your turn, Rosa.

<BlakMaaj> Your turn to imagine my soft words in your ear,

<BlakMaaj> your turn to imagine my hands on your shoulders,

<BlakMaaj> to imagine yourself at my mercy again,

<BlakMaaj> falling to your knees again,

<BlakMaaj> under my spell again,

<BlakMaaj> listening, listening so closely,

<BlakMaaj> so intently,

<BlakMaaj> as every word finds home

<BlakMaaj> in your mind,

<BlakMaaj> in your thoughts,

<BlakMaaj> in your heart,

<BlakMaaj> to imagine the soft breath,

<BlakMaaj> to imagine to warm touch,

<BlakMaaj> to fantasize about a magic spell

<BlakMaaj> settling over you,

<BlakMaaj> making you drop deep,

<BlakMaaj> deeper, and deeper,

<BlakMaaj> deeper still,

<BlakMaaj> into a deep, deep trance,

<BlakMaaj> and then deeper,

<BlakMaaj> your eyes first fixed on the screen,

<BlakMaaj> then getting heavier,

<BlakMaaj> blinking getting slower

<BlakMaaj> and slower,

<BlakMaaj> until I tell you to

<BlakMaaj> SLEEP

<BlakMaaj> and your eyes slam shut, and

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