When I got back to my apartment, I took all my clothes off and stared at the mirror in my closet. I wasn't the most, I dunno, bouncy girl but I was more sleek than I thought. My breasts looked to be a respectable size too. I could see my tits wrapping around a cock no problem. 

Still, I didn't think I fully understood what role God hand planned for me in giving me this body. Then I had an idea. I booted up my laptop and began searching through porn sites. I'd been on some a few times in order to relieve certain urges when I was a teenager but now I felt like I'd learn more about myself through using them. I'd be learning about what He intended for me. There wasn't anything dirty in that.

After the first time I pleasured myself that day, I started to think.

How many of the girls in the videos I watched were Christian? Did they grow up in the faith and leave it or did they have no connection to it at all? It took me no time at all to realize the answer. Not that many. Then I remembered what Pastor Malcolm said about Christian girls with a high sex drive. 

"When she spreads her legs, she spreads the good word of Heaven." That phrase made me realize something. The porn industry is seen as a tool of the Devil because we let it stay in his hands. We make no efforts to take that tool away from him. 

But it doesn't have to be that way though. It can be changed from within. Women of the Lord gifted with a high libido can enter into it, become porn stars and show what a Christian girl can do in the sack. These girls won't just see their work in adult entertainment as just a job, it will be their mission. It will be where they help lay the foundation for His kingdom.

When I was taking a nap, I dreamt I was back at Silver Mountain where Pastor Malcolm had a group of young women standing beside him on the main stage. He said that they had been acting in porn for the past four months, and that they were to be commended. The entire congregation clapped. They were using their libido to evangelize, he said. They'd even converted some of the girls they worked with and those new believers now helped carry out the Lord's design.

This didn't have to be a dream. I knew that it could be a reality.