I have cleansed myself of any thought that goes against Termezia, against the Wise Leader. For they have given me the blessing I'm dreamt of since I was a girl.

They made me a mother. Well, them and my now husband. I met him while I was studying communications at Tokyo University. In a few hours I went from just talking with him at a bookstore to riding his dick at his quarters in the Termezian Embassy. He showed me some material that the embassy was intending to disseminate to Japanese women and it was so...enthralling.

I found out I was pregnant three weeks later. Thankfully, there was no need to guesswork as to who the father was. His name is Keyhan,  a manager in the office pool, a young, driven, and potent man.

My parents didn't take the news well. They said I wasn't welcome under their roof anymore. I was heartbroken. But the embassy took care of me. The man I have married took care of me. They saw how miserable I was and took me in immediately when I told them the situation. I provided the papers from the clinic and spoke to Keyhan. I knew that once I got there that I'd need to inform him immediately. The staff made sure I had quarters while family housing was being arranged. The on site doctors also examined me, checking that the baby was developing properly. 

To my joy, they also found that I was exceedingly fertile. It was then that I was given my first in-depth indoctrination session, while I was laying in the gynecology exam chair. Keyhan held my hand as I was shown this amazing light that sapped away all my worried. He told me that I didn't need to let my spirits be brought down by my parent's rejection. I would be provided for. Keyhan would see to it. Termezia would see to it. The Wise Leader would see to it. 

That was the first of many indoctrination sessions I underwent as my pregnancy progressed. I asked for it. I truly wanted to be fully re-educated, to be made a Termezian of Japanese origin. Keyhan was my main 'teacher' as my re-education progressed. He schooled me in Termezia's history and customs as well as the ideas of the Wise Leader. All I had to do was listen, absorb, and comply. Those sessions were so intimate, so romantic. I was married by the time the second trimester began. By then, I knew I'd be expecting twins.

Before the wedding, I was given a presentation on Termezian wedding customs that I just couldn't take my eyes off of. When he was called back to the capital city of Kavala, I went back with him. We held our wedding there. I became a Nervaza there. On our wedding night, he covered his dick with honey and compelled me to suck it. It was the sweetest thing I ever tasted.

I have embraced Termezia as my new home and made its culture my own, but I did not forget my origins. It did not suit Termezia's aims for me to do so. I work as an adviser for the foreign ministry, providing insight on propaganda material aimed at young women in Japan. To my joy, Keyhan and I both work at its headquarters. We even gave our firstborn daughter a Japanese name, Hanabi. The twins I'm currently carrying will have Termezian names though. Still, should my children have any questions about their heritage from my side of the family, I will be happy to answer. 

My re-education is now fully complete. I know what my purpose in life is. I will serve the Wise Leader by giving his government insight into Japanese culture so as to aid the efforts to build a bridge between the women of our two nations. I shall also put my fertility at the service of Termezia. I will gift my husband with a large family.

Thus I shall do for the state that his given me so much.