Matty sat nervously thumbing the rim of their cup of coffee. It was warm which was a nice contrast to the light winter breeze coming in from where they sat on the patio. They were waiting for the person they were meeting to arrive. They didn’t want to admit it, but they were nervous. It was just a casual meeting, but it felt like there was so much on the line. Matty didn’t want to be nervous, but everything was a bit harder now after the game. It was three weeks ago and they still didn’t feel like they had figured anything out. Everything still felt really fresh.

“Hey are you Matty? You seem like it based on the description I was given.”

Matty looked up at Jessie. She wasn’t at all what they were expecting. She was pretty short and they guessed that if they stood up, she’d only come up to their chin. She also was wearing a plain black hoodie and a pair of faded blue jeans. Her long black hair was pulled up into a bun behind her head. The rounded blue frame glasses covered her eyes, just the hint of makeup and blue eyeshadow painted onto her eyes. She took a sip from the star in her frozen drink, the slurp sounding out.

“Umm. Yeah. Hey. Just feel free to take a seat wherever you’d like.” They gestured to the three empty chairs surrounding the table.

She looked at them and pulled out the one across from them. “Thanks for meeting me out here. I love this place. It’s family run plus it’s right on the lake.”

Matty looked out over the patio to where the lake was. There were a few couples walking around it or sitting on the grass. It was a nice little park, even though they had never been. “No problem.”

“So how do you know Ry?”

“We went to high school together. Kinda lost touch in college there and then both ended up back at home here. What about you?”

“Same. Ended up at the same college though. That’s where we really connected.”

Matty stopped and turned to look at her. “We went to school together? How do I not remember you?”

Jessie shrugged. “Probably because you were the star of the baseball team and I was the head of the debate team. I believe you had a nickname for me.”

Jessie the mess. It all clicked into place for Matty. He looked down ashamed. She was the kind of person who didn’t spend any time doing makeup or hair and just showed up to school. Always having papers flying out of her bag and running late. “I’m so sorry. I never should’ve said-”

“Hey it was high school. It was a decade ago now so let’s not dwell on it. Nothing you can do to change the past. Right?”

“Still. It wasn’t cool then and wouldn’t be cool now if I didn’t at least say I was sorry.”

Jessie shrugged. “We’re all different people now. I mean Ry was a cheerleader and now look at them. And you’re dealing with something, Ry didn’t tell me, but said it would probably be worth us getting together. So what’s up?”

Matty bit their lip and played with the warm guard on the coffee, spinning it around the cup slowly. The paper friction felt good on their fingers. Where should they start was a hard place to come up with. You can’t really open a conversation with a magical board game that turned you into a submissive demon that was dominated by two other demons but it all went away when the game ended. Not really something you lead with.

“Hey. Let’s go for a walk.”

Matty looked up. Jessie was standing next to the table, her hand outstretched to them waiting. They nodded and stood up taking it. She gently tugged them next to her leading them down the patio steps and onto the grass.

“Hey, have you seen that new movie yet? The one everyone’s going on about?”

“Ha! Too true! Hey, let's take a seat. I need a moment. These boots are doing me no favors today.” Jessie gestured over to one of the benches on the grass by the lake. Matty nodded and walked over following her lead. They took a seat only after she did.

The last hour had flown by for them. They had done two laps of the lake talking about everything from tv and movies to their favorite food. Matty would almost say it was their best date that they had been on in years, if it was that. They felt comfortable around Jessie. She was just so easy to talk to, so low maintenance. It felt like there was no pressure in the conversation.

“So tell me about the game.”

The words were like a dagger right through Matty’s brain. It shut off all thoughts. Their hands instinctively gripped the edge of their t shirt squeezing it. “Oh I didn’t know you knew.”

Jessie laughed and lifted her legs onto the bench between them rubbing her hands on her knees. “Ry felt it would be easier to understand whatever you told me if I saw Stella first. I had and still have many questions.”

“Pretty sure we all do. But she seems very happy with the change.”

“She curled up on my lap for an hour. My legs fell asleep.”

Matty laughed, coughing. They took a deep breath steadying themselves. “Everyone had a different experience. I had a…” They trailed off stumbling over the words.

“Hey. No rush. You don’t even have to tell me at all.”

“Nah. It’s fine. I’m fine.” They crossed their legs under them turning to face Jessie. “I was isolated away and forced into the role of submission. There were these words, like triggers, that when I said them, I felt them as if they were commands chained to me. They still do a bit when I think about them too much. But I didn’t hate it. I actually really enjoyed the feeling of submitting.”

“There was a demon that made me call him Master. I never knew much else other than that my ass belonged to him. Then there was another called Mistress. She turned me into a woman, stealing my dick for herself. My pussy was hers. She liked forcing me to submit. They both used me constantly, changing me to whatever they wanted. For others the game only lasted a bit but for me it was as if it was weeks there. I still can’t fully shake the feeling.”

Matty trembled, shaking softly, their hands rubbing against each other nervously. Even just thinking about it was becoming too much to bear. This happened every time they started to think too much about it. They started shaking and then being needy and desperate and suddenly everything would start to go blank.

A loud SNAP rang out in the air. Matty’s head snapped up looking at Jessie who held her hand up, fingers pressed together. For a moment they both sat staring at each other.

“You were spiraling. I needed to get you out of it.”

Matty nodded and noticed they had stopped shaking. “Thanks.”

“Have you ever submitted to anyone before that? Even just casually in bed?”

Matty shook their head. “Never. I’ve usually been the one in control.”

Jessie pursed her lips popping them. “And you said you enjoyed it, a lot. Did it feel like you were always supposed to do that. Not the giving up control, but the serving them, pleasuring them. Knowing that you were there for them and not the other way around.”

Matty froze up, the words sounded so accurate to how they felt. They spent so much time thinking that they had been there to experience pleasure, not give it. They had never considered it was about them and not the other way around.

“I never thought about it like that.”

“That’s very normal. The internet is not a fantastic resource if you don’t know what to look for. I expect for you, a lot of it was you getting pleasure from submitting and serving them, right? Were you rewarded for giving them what they wanted or did it just feel good to do something for them? Were you asked or did you just offer yourself up?”

Matty stopped thinking over the words again. They could hear the echo in the back of their mind. Embrace Your Servitude. It echoed softly and they felt themselves start slipping down. Their pupils dilated, jaw going slightly slack. They could feel their dick start to harden in their pants.

SNAP.

Matty blinked quickly, waking up. They looked down at the bulge in their pants and went to cover it up.

Jessie smiled and slid their legs to the side scooting over. They took Matty’s hands off their crotch, setting them on her leg. “Focus on me. No need to be ashamed here. Just talk to me. Tell me what was just going through your mind.”

Matty squeezed her thigh slightly. It was really soft. “I was remembering one of the phrases that I was forced to say. When I remember them it feels like I’m pulled back down to that place where I was.”

Jessie took one hand and cupped Matty’s face. “Tell me the phrase.”

Matty bit their lip and looked up into her eyes. They were so beautiful. She was so beautiful. “Embrace Your Servitude.” Matty felt the words leave their mouth. Their head suddenly felt so heavy and they began to lean into Jessie’s hand letting the weight fall into it.

“And how does this make you feel Matty?” Jessie whispered her voice floating over the breeze.

“Floaty. Empty. Good.” Matty moaned out the last word.

“Focus on me Matty. I want you to stay with me. Can you do that?” Matty nodded slowly. “Very good. If this feels so good, why are you afraid of it?”

Matty bit their lower lip, shaking slightly. Jessie cooed, stroking their cheek. “I am scared that this isn’t me. That I’m just trying to be what someone else wants me to be.”

“Matty, you know that right now you have full control of yourself. I can’t make you do anything you don’t want to do. But you have to know what you want to do. The words are just words. The feelings are just feelings. You can always change them to be what you want. But you have to do it. You have to reach out and take it.”

Matty slowly reached up, their fingers cupping Jessie’s cheek. Jessie’s eyes opened wide behind her glasses, surprised. Matty slowly leaned in. Their eyes closed as they pressed their lips to Jessie’s. Jessie, surprised, didn’t know how to react. Slowly she began to let her eyes droop, giving into the kiss.

Matty let the kiss linger for a moment before slowly pulling back. They blinked their eyes, the haze cleared. The cleared their throat, blushing. “Sorry about that. I just thought you looked really beautiful and-”

“Are you free for dinner tonight?” Jessie blurted out quickly covering her mouth.

Matty nodded slowly, surprised at the sudden outburst.

“Cool. Yeah. Cool.” Jessie brushed her hand through her hair blushing. “Sorry that was just really nice. I don’t think I’ve had anybody kiss me like that in a while.”

“It might have just been the buildup of emotions.”

“Please don’t downplay it like that.”

Matty looked up at her. Jessie was suddenly very serious. Her face looked like she was holding back a flood of tears just waiting to break free.

“Nobody really looks at me outside of what I do for my job. So please, if this is just that, then don’t make this into-”

“I don’t care about what you do. I just, I had a really good time and was thinking before how I kind of wished this was a date because it was super chill and relaxed. We were just talking and hanging out and-”

Matty felt her fingers tangle in their hair as she pulled them in for another kiss. Matty felt her suck on their lower lip and it made them whimper softly. She pulled back, smirking widely.

“God I love it when a big guy is a total softy.”

“I am not. I’m just figuring some stuff out.”

“Like how you’re a total slut and would definitely spend all night between my legs if I asked nicely?”

Matty opened their mouth to protest. Thoughts of them on their knees, tongue buried inside of Jessie as she praised them, playing with their hair, flooded their mind. They could feel Jessie teasingly drawing a circle pattern into the back of their neck. Matty whimpered softly leaning in slightly dazed.

She gripped their hair and yanked it back roughly pulling their head back. “Oh god you’re so hot and submissive. Fuck dinner. Do you want to just go back to my place right now?”

“Yes please.” Matty whined, whimpering softly from being held back.

She released his head and rubbed her arm. “Did you happen to drive here? I took a ride over and have no way.”

Matty nodded and looked down at their lap. “I’m gonna need a few minutes though. I don’t think I should get up right now.”

Jessie purred slightly and leaned into their ear. “Don’t make me wait too long or I’ll have to punish you harder.”

Matty gripped her hips pulling her onto their lap. Jessie immediately began to grind on his bulge moaning softly, her hips rocking slowly. “So naughty.”

“I just couldn’t resist pleasuring you now. Tell me what to do and I’ll do it.”

Jessie bit her lip and looked down at them. She leaned over forcing his head backwards. “Embrace Your Servitude.”

The wave that hit Matty sent them tumbling backwards. They could feel his head start to go limp, eyelids fluttering as all the will left his body. They could see Jessie moaning, her shoulders shaking slightly. It felt so good to let her take control, to see how much she enjoyed it.

“Grab my ass and Embrace Your Servitude.”

Matty’s hands immediately went to her ass pulling her down onto his bulge. Jessie gasped, her hips shaking slightly.

“You’re under my control now aren’t you. So ready and willing to do whatever I say?”

Matty nodded. “Yes Mistress…”

Jessie buried her face next to his biting on his ear. “You’ll call me Mistress Jessie when we’re playing. Understand that slut?”

Mattie whimpered softly nodding. “Yes Mistress Jessie…”

“Much better. Now fucking cum for me you little slut. Embrace Your Servitude.”

Matty cried out softly bucking his hips up into her. They came, dick twitching as they unloaded in their pants. They felt so embarrassed but so free. They’d do anything for Jessie if she asked it. They heard her cry out softly as she came shaking, trembling on them. She whimpered softly resting her head on their shoulder panting.

SNAP

Matty blinked, eyes focusing back to reality as everything came into focus. They could feel the wetness in their boxers and blushed deep red. They couldn’t believe they did that. They wrapped their arms around Jessie holding her softly, rubbing her back gently.

“Was that as good for you as it was for me?” Jessie asked, her breathing slowing down.

“It was really good for me. How was it for you?”

Jessie sat up slowly to look down at them. “That was fucking incredible. You’re incredible.”

Matty blushed and looked away. “It was all you doing-”

Jessie gently turned their face back over. “Don’t do that. Don’t put yourself down. This. Us. It’s a partnership. In every way. I won’t accept you putting yourself down.”

Matty felt a warm feeling flood into their chest. They’d been so hard on themselves after everything in their life the last few months. Suddenly it felt nice to be told that they were enough. Jessie looking down at them with nothing but affection and care felt so nice. They nodded slowly.

“Good. Because I like confident people. They’re more fun to play with.” Jessie climbed off of Matty looking down at the dark spot on their pants. They looked down and blushed. “Well now that one problem is taken care of, let’s go. We need to go get groceries for dinner tonight. You’re cooking and I’m bringing dessert.” She smirked and ran her hands between her legs.

“Right but shouldn’t I go change first?”

“Why? I want everyone to know who you belong to.” Jessie started walking off not even waiting for Matty to stand up. “Hurry up. I don’t like to be kept waiting.”

Matty quickly flew to their feet running after her. They didn’t know what they had gotten themselves into, but they couldn’t wait for more.