Off to Neverland
Chapter 1: Tick, Tock
by Gajah
Disclaimer: All characters are over 18, and the use of the term “girl” is not intended to imply otherwise.
ImpPerfect: And 5, waking up now, feeling relaxed, refreshed, and ready to talk about whatever’s on your mind.
Wendy stretched and blinked, coming back to herself. The ticking of the metronome audio she often played during inductions still sounded through her earbuds. She was lying on her bed, the laptop she was getting these messages on placed carefully to one side of her so she didn’t risk damaging it when she dropped into trance for her online Mistress. She was still wearing her daytime clothing, a white t-shirt and blue skirt with purple thigh-highs, but she’d let her strawberry-blonde hair down, allowing it to spill to her shoulders. Sitting herself more firmly upright, she hastily typed a reply.
WendyBird: Hi :)
ImpPerfect: Hi yourself. How are you feeling?
WendyBird: Good
WendyBird: Happy
WendyBird: Lil spacey still
ImpPerfect: That’s all good.
ImpPerfect: As long as you’re comfortable?
WendyBird: Absolutely!
ImpPerfect: Great!
ImpPerfect: You said you had a specific direction you wanted to take things this evening?
WendyBird: Eep!
WendyBird: Okay
WendyBird: So
WendyBird: I’ve kinda got a massive crush on my roommate
WendyBird: And I want help with asking her out
WendyBird: Just, like
WendyBird: Getting up my confidence/courage
WendyBird: If that’s alright with you
ImpPerfect: Of course it is, darling! I’m always happy to help a sub find true love ;)
ImpPerfect: And I’ve helped people with self-confidence before, so I should know what I’m doing.
ImpPerfect: I have a couple of questions for you before I get started, though.
WendyBird: Go ahead!
ImpPerfect: Marvellous.
ImpPerfect: So, first question - and this is the big one - why aren’t you feeling confident?
WendyBird: I guess
WendyBird: It’s a big scary step
WendyBird: I don’t wanna ruin our friendship
WendyBird: I’m worried about her rejecting me
WendyBird: About how I’d react if she did
ImpPerfect: When you say “rejecting”, do you just mean turning you down?
ImpPerfect: Or do you mean in a homophobic way?
WendyBird: Just turning me down
WendyBird: She’s hella gay
ImpPerfect: Good.
ImpPerfect: Because if you thought there was a chance she’d react badly in that way, I’d have advised you to reconsider.
ImpPerfect: Is there any reason you’re worried she might turn you down?
ImpPerfect: Or is it just general nerves making you worry about that?
WendyBird: I dunno
WendyBird: It feels like she’s out of my league?
WendyBird: Like, she’s so awesome, and
WendyBird: I worry I’m nothing next to her
ImpPerfect: Sounds like general nerves to me, then.
ImpPerfect: We can work on that.
ImpPerfect: I’m sure you’d be in anyone’s league, anyway.
WendyBird: cfsSGH
WendyBird: You can’t just say things like that
ImpPerfect: Yes I can.
ImpPerfect: Who’s in charge here?
WendyBird: Mistress Imp is in charge here.
ImpPerfect: Who knows best?
WendyBird: Mistress Imp always knows best.
ImpPerfect: Good girl.
ImpPerfect: Next question, then.
ImpPerfect: When are you planning to ask her out?
WendyBird: As soon as possibl ehonestly
WendyBird: Ive waited too long as is
ImpPerfect: So, during the session, then?
WendyBird: If thats alright with you
WendyBird: I dont want you just waiting around doing nothing
WendyBird: *Don’t
ImpPerfect: That’s the only typo you noticed? ;p
WendyBird: OMG
WendyBird: Dropped harder than I thought there
ImpPerfect: But yes, that’s perfectly alright with me.
ImpPerfect: As I said, anything for true love.
ImpPerfect: Even if it involves sitting at a computer doing nothing while someone makes a confession in the middle of the night.
ImpPerfect: That’s all from me; any questions on your end?
WendyBird: Nope, all good!
ImpPerfect: You ready to begin, then?
WendyBird: Absolutely!
ImpPerfect: Off to Neverland, Wendy.
WendyBird: Thanks agaihdfk
Wendy slumped back over mid-sentence, her eyes falling closed, only lazily drifting back open when she heard the ping of a new message in their chat.
ImpPerfect: You’re so cute when you do that.
ImpPerfect: Such a good girl for me.
ImpPerfect: Sinking into trance so effortlessly at my word.
ImpPerfect: Letting your mind be washed away by me.
ImpPerfect: Shaped,
ImpPerfect: and remoulded,
ImpPerfect: and rewired at my word.
ImpPerfect: Who owns your mind?
WendyBird: yuo do Msitress
ImpPerfect: Good girl.
ImpPerfect: I own your mind, so I can do anything I want with it.
ImpPerfect: Isn’t that right?
WendyBird: Ye sMistres
ImpPerfect: Yes, it is.
ImpPerfect: And what you can feel now,
ImpPerfect: Now that you’ve handed your mind over to me,
ImpPerfect: Is that I’m just dragging my hands through your mind.
ImpPerfect: Massaging it,
ImpPerfect: poking and prodding at it,
ImpPerfect: taking things out of it,
ImpPerfect: and adding things in.
ImpPerfect: You want me to do that, don’t you?
WendyBird: mm
ImpPerfect: Good girl.
ImpPerfect: So what you find I’m doing right now
ImpPerfect: Is that I’m gathering up all your worries
ImpPerfect: All your doubts
ImpPerfect: All your fears
ImpPerfect: Any concerns you have about confessing to your roommate.
ImpPerfect: Tell me when you can feel them all gathered in my hand.
WendyBird: Yuve gotthem, Misstres
ImpPerfect: Very good.
ImpPerfect: And what I’m doing with these worries now, is that I’m pulling them
ImpPerfect: Out
ImpPerfect: Out
ImpPerfect: Out of your mind.
ImpPerfect: And when thoughts and feelings don’t have a mind to be in any more, they just vanish.
ImpPerfect: You can feel them vanishing
ImpPerfect: Disappearing
ImpPerfect: Fading away
ImpPerfect: Isn’t that right?
WendyBird: Yes Mustresss
ImpPerfect: And now there’s just an empty space where those worries were.
ImpPerfect: And you can feel me filling that empty space now.
ImpPerfect: Taking your confidence
ImpPerfect: And your self-belief
ImpPerfect: And maybe, your desire ;)
ImpPerfect: And I’m stretching those out
ImpPerfect: Making them grow and expand
ImpPerfect: And making them fill your head.
ImpPerfect: Making sure you know and remember that you are desirable
ImpPerfect: You are cute
ImpPerfect: You are an awesome person
ImpPerfect: And that you really wanna shoot your shot with your roommate ;)
ImpPerfect: Can you feel that?
WendyBird: Ys Msistress
ImpPerfect: Tell me what you’re thinking right now.
WendyBird: Im desirabl
WendyBird: Ims exy
WendyBird: I really wanttoo askm yroomie otu
WendyBird: Ican do this
ImpPerfect: Good girl.
ImpPerfect: Now, it’s possible that you’ll feel some of those worries coming back.
ImpPerfect: That’s normal, and it’s okay.
ImpPerfect: As good as I am, I can’t necessarily keep them away forever.
ImpPerfect: Or maybe you’ll find that I can.
ImpPerfect: But if they do return,
ImpPerfect: You’ll be able to dismiss them.
ImpPerfect: Because you’re so filled with confidence right now
ImpPerfect: That you know those worries are silly and unjustified.
ImpPerfect: So if a worry does pop up,
ImpPerfect: You’ll be able to acknowledge that it’s there,
ImpPerfect: And then push it right back out of your mind again.
ImpPerfect: And what happens to worries that aren’t in your mind?
WendyBird: Vanish
ImpPerfect: That’s right; they just vanish away.
ImpPerfect: Good girl.
ImpPerfect: You ready?
WendyBird: Ye esMisrtess
ImpPerfect: Good girl.
ImpPerfect: Waking up on the count of 5.
ImpPerfect: 1
ImpPerfect: 2
ImpPerfect: 3
ImpPerfect: 4
ImpPerfect: 5
ImpPerfect: Wide awake for me, sweetie.
Wendy stretched again, shaking her head as she felt the rush of new-found confidence suffuse her.
WendyBird: Wow
ImpPerfect: Good wow, I hope?
WendyBird: Absolutely!
WendyBird: I can totally do this
WendyBird: Thanks so much, Imp! <3
ImpPerfect: You’re welcome!
ImpPerfect: Don’t let me stop you; get out there and do your thing!
WendyBird: Sure!
WendyBird: sys
Wendy closed her computer, making sure it was locked, and hurried out of her room. Fiona’s door was closed. Wendy frowned. This might be nothing, but it could mean she was unavailable right now. Still, she didn’t let this stop her - nothing could stop her right now - and so knocked on the door.
“Fiona? Can I come in? There’s something I wanna tell you.”
Fiona’s voice, sounding apologetic, came through the door. “Sorry, Wendy, I’m working right now. Can it wait?”
Wendy sighed, disappointed, but not put off. “Yeah, that’s fine; it’s not urgent.”
“Once I’m done, I’ll come over immediately and you can tell me, okay? I just can’t interrupt myself right now.”
“Sure. Sorry for disturbing you…”
“No, you’re all good! Talk soon, yeah?”
“Yep.” Wendy beat a hasty retreat to her room.
WendyBird: She can’t chat right now unfortunately
WendyBird: Busy with her side hustle
WendyBird: But she said she’d talk as soon as she could!
Imp took an uncharacteristically long time to reply. Wendy was just about to ask if she was alright when the next message came through.
ImpPerfect: Aww, that’s a pity.
ImpPerfect: How are you feeling?
WendyBird: Bit disappointed
WendyBird: Still confident though
ImpPerfect: That’s good.
ImpPerfect: So what do you wanna do now while you wait?
WendyBird: Not sure
WendyBird: Just don’t drop me too deep please
WendyBird: I wanna remain up so I can tell her when she’s done with work
ImpPerfect: We can just chat if you like.
ImpPerfect: Maybe I’ll have some fun with you while you’re conscious ;)
WendyBird: Sounds good to me
WendyBird: What did you wanna talk about?
ImpPerfect: *Find that you can speak your mind freely
ImpPerfect: *No filter unless you need to protect identities/feel safe and comfortable/etc
ImpPerfect: *Do you understand?
WendyBird: I hear, obey, and forget, Mistress.
ImpPerfect: *Good girl.
ImpPerfect: You said she’s still working?
ImpPerfect: Your roommate, that is.
ImpPerfect: Odd hours for a job, no?
WendyBird: Sez you ;)
ImpPerfect: Don’t you sass me, young lady.
ImpPerfect: Who’s in charge here?
WendyBird: Mistress Imp is in charge here.
ImpPerfect: That’s more like it.
ImpPerfect: Good girl.
ImpPerfect: No more backtalk, understood?
WendyBird: …Fine
ImpPerfect: Although… touche.
ImpPerfect: *Forget that I said that
Wendy frowned at the gloating message she was about to send, wondered what it was about, and deleted it. Imp was typing again anyway.
ImpPerfect: Do you know what this side hustle is?
WendyBird: No clue
WendyBird: Shes kinda cagey about it
WendyBird: Said that shed be occupied some evenings
WendyBird: And dont interrupt her please
WendyBird: Ive wondered if she does something like what you do
WendyBird: But thats just speculation
WendyBird: If I was talking to someone who knew her irl Id never say that
WendyBird: She probably just works for a company in England or something
WendyBird: And the timezones work better this way
WendyBird: idk
ImpPerfect: You feeling a bit fuzzy still?
WendyBird: Oh
WendyBird: You’re right
WendyBird: That’s so many missed apostrophes
WendyBird: How did my head get like that, I wonder? ;)
ImpPerfect: No clue. ;)
WendyBird: So if I scroll back up, there won’t be any messages I have no memory of?
ImpPerfect: Definitely not.
WendyBird: You haven’t been having fun with me already?
ImpPerfect: (Gasp)
ImpPerfect: Whyever would you make such baseless accusations?
WendyBird: No clue
WendyBird: My apologies, Mistress ;)
ImpPerfect: Accepted… for now.
ImpPerfect: But back to the matter at hand…
ImpPerfect: Why don’t you tell me about her?
ImpPerfect: What’s she like?
ImpPerfect: *Every time you say something nice about her, you feel just as good about yourself
WendyBird: I hear, obey, and forget, Mistress.
WendyBird: Gosh
WendyBird: Where to start?
WendyBird: She’s just so sweet
WendyBird: She always knows how to make me feel good
WendyBird: Like, if I’ve had a bad day
WendyBird: She can always pick me up
WendyBird: Always looks on the bright side
WendyBird: Always encourages me to believe in myself
WendyBird: She certainly does
WendyBird: And, like, I can tell she means it
WendyBird: She’s usually singing to herself around our apartment
WendyBird: Always has a cute animal picture to send to me or something
WendyBird: And her sense of humour
WendyBird: She usually acts so sweet and demure
WendyBird: But then she cracks a joke
WendyBird: And becomes the biggest gremlin you’ve ever seen
WendyBird: She’s smart
WendyBird: Witty
WendyBird: Patient
WendyBird: She’s just amazing
ImpPerfect: Wow.
ImpPerfect: Sounds like a real catch.
ImpPerfect: Is there anything she can’t do, I wonder?
WendyBird: Paint
WendyBird: She’s tried a couple times
WendyBird: It always ends with paint everywhere, torn canvasses, and a murky brown blob that she swears was meant to be a fairy village or something
WendyBird: And that’s if we’re lucky
WendyBird: Like, I love how persistent she is with it
WendyBird: But I’m pretty sure the only way she could be worse is if she was actually cursed
WendyBird: She’s looking at getting an art tablet
WendyBird: I wouldn’t be surprised if she somehow got stains everywhere with that too
ImpPerfect: I can tell you really love her.
ImpPerfect: The affection’s very clear in every sentence there.
ImpPerfect: Even when you’re teasing her to Hell and back.
WendyBird: She’d give as good as she got, I’m sure
ImpPerfect: In teasing, or complimenting?
ImpPerfect: Because I’m sure you’d deserve both.
WendyBird: fdgHJA
WendyBird: You’re making me all blushy again
ImpPerfect: That’s the point ;)
ImpPerfect: If you’re comfortable with sharing, what does she look like?
WendyBird: She’s kinda short
WendyBird: Light brown skin, dark brown hair
WendyBird: Usually has it in a braid
WendyBird: Always looks so soft
WendyBird: Round cherubic face, comfy clothes
WendyBird: Unless she’s going full gremlin mode
WendyBird: Then she’s all teeth
WendyBird: She’s cute either way
WendyBird: Beautiful, even
WendyBird: I’m going all gooey inside just thinking about her
ImpPerfect: Aww.
ImpPerfect: She sounds incredible.
WendyBird: She is
ImpPerfect: Almost as incredible as you.
WendyBird: kl;sfads
WendyBird: (Head explodes)
ImpPerfect: Oh dear, not another one.
WendyBird: Stooooop
ImpPerfect: Make me.
ImpPerfect: But before you do, one quick thing.
ImpPerfect: Off to Neverland, Wendy.
WendyBird: hjdkAS
ImpPerfect: Good girl.
ImpPerfect: Dropping instantly and effortlessly for your trigger
ImpPerfect: That special phrase only you and I know
ImpPerfect: Our special secret.
ImpPerfect: Isn’t that right?
ImpPerfect: You haven’t told anyone your sleep trigger, have you?
WendyBird: noMistress
ImpPerfect: And I haven’t either.
ImpPerfect: So if a mysterious woman were to come up to you in real life
ImpPerfect: Or a not-so-mysterious woman
ImpPerfect: And she touched you on the forehead, and said that trigger phrase
ImpPerfect: “Off to Neverland, Wendy”
ImpPerfect: Who would that mysterious woman be?
WendyBird: Mistress Imp
ImpPerfect: Was that your answer?
WendyBird: Yes
ImpPerfect: Good.
ImpPerfect: It’s a bit hard to determine tone over text.
ImpPerfect: I wasn’t sure if you were trying to get my attention instead of answering the question.
ImpPerfect: But returning to that question,
ImpPerfect: That’s correct.
ImpPerfect: Good girl.
ImpPerfect: I want your subconscious mind to remember that,
ImpPerfect: And know that you’re safe if someone does that
ImpPerfect: Safe to drop
ImpPerfect: Safe to sleep
ImpPerfect: Safe to obey
ImpPerfect: Safe with me.
ImpPerfect: I’m going to wake you up now
ImpPerfect: And when you wake up
ImpPerfect: Your conscious mind will forget this little chat
ImpPerfect: Forget that I dropped you at all
ImpPerfect: Until I ask you to remember it.
ImpPerfect: Do you understand?
WendyBird: I hear, obey, and forget, Mistress.
ImpPerfect: Waking up now on the count of 3.
ImpPerfect: 1
ImpPerfect: 2
ImpPerfect: 3
WendyBird: Sorry, what were we saying?
ImpPerfect: I was saying it sounds like you two would be lucky to have each other.
WendyBird: (Blush)
ImpPerfect: Oh, hang on.
ImpPerfect: Sorry, something’s just come up.
ImpPerfect: I need to pop out quickly.
ImpPerfect: I’ll only be a couple of minutes.
ImpPerfect: You all good with that?
WendyBird: Absolutely!
ImpPerfect: You’re the best.
ImpPerfect: See you soon.
WendyBird: sys!
Wendy stretched herself out, allowing her eyes to focus somewhere other than the screen. She briefly switched to another tab that she’d been scrolling through while waiting for Imp to join their chat, but just then, there was a knock on her door. “Come in,” she called, hastily sitting up, pulling one of her earbuds out, and making herself look a bit more presentable. She could feel her confidence flooding back now that the reason for it was brought front and centre as Fiona entered her room. Even so, her breath was briefly taken away as she looked at her roommate. Fiona was currently wearing nothing beyond a white tank top and matching panties - still more than enough to look decent, but also certainly little enough to bring a slight blush to Wendy’s face.
Fiona smiled at her warmly. “Hey! Is now a good time for you to chat?”
“Yeah, absolutely!”
“Good. I’m not interrupting anything, am I?” She gestured to Wendy’s tech setup.
“Nah. I was just chatting with someone, but she’s left for a bit; she’ll understand if she comes back and I ask her to wait.”
“Cool, cool. So, uh… what did you wanna tell me?”
Wendy took a deep breath. It was now or never. She could do this.
“So, uh, Fiona… I like you. Like, really, like like you. You’re so cool, and funny, and you’re such a great person… and so I was wondering if, maybe, you wanted to go on a date sometime?” She looked up at her roommate nervously.
Fiona smiled broadly. “I’d love to, Wendy! I… I could say much the same about you.”
Wendy squealed - quietly, so as not to disturb the neighbours - with delight and scurried over to the end of the bed, kneeling up so she could pull Fiona into a hug that was eagerly reciprocated. “You really mean it?” she asked, somewhat muffled into her shoulder.
Fiona chuckled fondly. “Of course I do, silly!” She paused, and Wendy could hear the smirk in her voice as she asked, “Do you want me to prove it?”
Wendy didn’t even need to think it over as she nodded eagerly. Then Fiona gently grabbed the underside of her chin, tilting her head up and bringing her own down so their lips met. Wendy sighed happily into the kiss. Fiona’s lips were soft yet insistent, and she hummed back to her. As they moved apart, Wendy felt somewhat giddy with happiness, but noted that Fiona was looking somewhat contemplative. “You alright there, Fi?” she asked.
Fiona blushed, cleared her throat nervously, shifted from side to side, and finally spoke up. “I, uh… First, I’m not having second thoughts or anything, okay? I really do wanna have this date, but… there’s a silly idea in my mind that I’m having trouble shaking. So, uh, can I try something real quick? It might come across as weird, and you’re allowed to laugh at me if nothing happens, but…”
Wendy frowned in confusion, but nodded. “Sure, anything! Uh, assuming it’s nothing too too weird. What is it, actually?”
Fiona took a deep breath and raised a hand, extending one finger on it. Wendy’s eyes automatically followed its path. “It’s this.” She brought the finger closer to Wendy’s face, and gently tapped the kneeling girl on the centre of her forehead. “O-off to Neverland, Wendy?”
A jumble of emotions flew over Wendy’s face, before they were all replaced by peaceful submission as her eyes rolled back and she keeled forward against her Mistress’ chest.