Although Kay and I were about as open as two people could possibly be with each other, especially when it came to kinks, there were still occasionally times when it was somewhat awkward to bring something up. There was one particular fantasy I’d been harbouring for a while, that I wasn’t even certain I wanted to act on. Let alone whether or not Kay would be into it. But we didn’t get to where we were by avoiding awkward conversations, and I had decided today would be the day to bring it up.

“Babe, I have a bit of a weird ask, even by our standards.”

Kay immediately perked up from the comic she was reading. “Yes! Probably.” She quickly tried to compose herself. “I mean obviously it’s not a guaranteed yes, but you know I love it when you bring your own ideas as well. I hate feeling like you’re constantly just doing the stuff I want you to do.”

“Constantly doing the stuff you want me to is my fantasy you dumbass.” I shook my head, trying not to get sidetracked. “Anyway, you know how I’ve been feeling more comfortable with my body, right? And that I’m not really squicked out by seeing myself in maintenance mode?” Kay slowly nodded, wondering where I was going with this. “Well, I was thinking about just how vulnerable I am when you’re doing repairs or anything like that. And, um, how it’s kinda hot when you think about it.”

Kay furrowed her brow. “You want me to jerk you off while doing repairs? Yeah, I can do that no problem. So long as your fluids don’t accidentally gunk up any core components.”

“No, that’s not it. Not really.” I tried to think of how to best explain it. “I meant more like, with my limbs. Or, um, when they’re not on me. When you have to take them off to do something.”

‘Oh. Oh!” Now it was looking like she was starting to understand. “You mean like, when it’s just your body? Arms and legs removed? Or just the arms?”

“Arms and legs. At least that’s what I’m thinking. I just can’t help but get the idea out of my head of being completely helpless, and just… literally in your arms. That doesn’t sound weird, does it?”

“Of fucking course it sounds weird.” Kay was quick to respond in a jovial tone. “The question you should be asking is whether it sounds hot. And honestly? Now that I’m picturing it, I think it is. You wanna try it out now?”

I pumped my fist in the air in excitement. “Hell yeah I do! I’m glad you’re into it as well, this is something I wouldn’t blame you for not wanting to take part in.”

Kay nodded in agreement. “Yeah, taking your limbs off of your body does sound like something that would be way too far for most people. I know I wouldn’t want anyone to feel like they were obligated to be exposed to something like that.” She shrugged her shoulders. “Good thing it’s just us here. If the government’s spying on us, it’s on them to look away.”

“Kay, if the government or CyberForge is directly spying on us we’ll have much bigger problems. And regardless, I don’t want to think about them or our bigger problems right now. Let’s just have some simple and kinky fun, no stakes involved.”

“No stakes involved. Got it.”

It didn’t take long for Kay to get us set up. While other mechanics often used hard metal tables like they would have in a garage for repairing androids, Kay and I typically just used our bed. It was simple enough, and we had to change the sheets on a regular basis anyway. The first thing Kay did was start disengaging the locks around my shoulders. I was familiar with the sensation, as my arms began to simply not exist. In terms of my own body, at least. Even while they were both connected, they hung limp beside me as I lost all connection to them. A few moments later Kay had them fully disconnected.

“How’s that?” Kay asked her question innocently as she ran her hands over the mechanical stumps that were my arm sockets. It was a bit of a strange sensation. People don’t typically think about how important arms are for staying upright, as they can provide valuable counterweights in whatever direction is required. But even just sitting upright in place, It required more of a conscious effort to keep my torso from falling over. 

This was the first time I’d had my arms removed and actively explored what my body felt like, instead of just being curled up in a ball and trying to ignore the fact that I was literally “undergoing maintenance.” I couldn’t help but find it mildly amusing that something I’d been terrified of not long ago was now something I wanted to experiment with in a kinky way. But I certainly wasn’t complaining. “It feels nice,” I finally responded. And it did. Kay was holding me, and I was completely vulnerable with her. But I felt safer than ever. “Technically you have total control over me all the time, so it’s not like this is that much further.”

“No, it’s not. But usually you’ll have a way to stop me from doing this.” Kay dug her fingers into my sides, tickling all up and down my abdomen. My reflexes instinctively tried to swat her arms away, but of course, at the moment I was completely indisposed. 

“Gah!” I clenched the silicone gel around my stomach, but the results were fairly limited. “Fuck, I’m already starting to regret this decision.”

Kay let up her assault and began stroking my hair. “Well too bad, because we aren’t even done getting you ready yet. I’m really looking forward to seeing you in a whole new level of helplessness.” She paused for a moment, her movements halting. “I mean, assuming you’re still okay with it of course. Obviously we can back out and stop whenever you want.”

“Yeah yeah, I know. Let’s just keep going. You trust me to safeword if I actually want to stop, right?”

“That I do. Alright then, let’s do away with these legs of yours.” Now that my arms were resting on the side of the bed, Kay lay me down flat on my back and started moving down to my thighs. In the past we had kept things relatively clinical down there, when she was messing with my body. This time, however, Kay was taking plenty of liberties with regards to adding intimacy to the procedure. Her nimble hands slowly caressed the insides of my thighs, taking delicate care to be as tantalisingly close to my labia as possible without quite touching it. I was doing my best not to squirm in place at the mercy of her touch.

Then, in the middle of her teasing, my legs went perfectly still. In a single moment I lost all feeling to them as the electronic connection was severed. My legs were totally inert. Kay gave my thigh an experimental prod, and sure enough, I felt nothing. There was no physical feedback. “I guess there’s only one step left,” I said with a nervous chuckle. Truthfully although I’d been fantasising about this, I didn’t really have any idea where we were going to go with it. That was usually more Kay’s department, and something she specialised in. 

“You look so juicy like this! I bet you’ll look a whole lot better in a minute though.” Kay undid the final locks, and with a light click, my legs fully detached from my body. She set them aside, next to my arms, and examined what was left of me. A nude, exposed, and helpless ball of metal and silicone that I lived in. “Sweet fucking christ… you look so huggable like this!”

“Wait, Kay I- Uurf!” Any potential protests were cut off as she wrapped her arms around me as tight as they could go, pulling me right against her in the process. I could wriggle in place, but it was impossible to try and break free from her. Not that I necessarily wanted to, as she had my face pressed right against her tits.

Kay pressed my head even further against her. “This is so neat! Honestly, I can’t believe I didn’t think of this before. You’re just like a big squishy juicy pillow. One that makes the cutest noises as well.” To prove her own point, she gave me a firm spank on my exposed rear, eliciting the exact type of squeal that she was referring to. “Come on, I have a great idea for what we can do.”

“Um, I’d love to ‘come on’ with you, but…” I couldn’t even gesture to the rest of my body. Kay giggled at my attempt nonetheless.

“Right! Well, I guess I’ll have to take you.” She rather unceremoniously wrapped an arm around my waist and picked me up, carrying me under her shoulder like I was some sort of luggage. I tried to remain still as she carried me out of the room. Although Kay was managing fine, I could see her starting to tremble under the weight. Even without my limbs, I still weighed a hell of a lot more than anything she was used to lifting. Regardless, I could see her making the effort, and I didn’t think this was the right opportunity to spoil it with a snarky comment. That could come later.

Eventually, Kay plopped me down right on the sofa. She turned on the TV and picked up her game controller before settling down right behind me. It was a somewhat odd sensation - not that I was naked on the couch, but where my body rested on it without any thighs to sit on. I probably would’ve fallen over entirely if Kay hadn’t nestled me in between her own legs, my torso resting against hers.

“Now that’s comfy!” There was a twinge of excitement in Kay’s words as she settled herself into place. Her arms reached in front of my chest, just under my tits, while she sat cross-legged with me right in her lap. As I looked down I noticed what she had in her hands. She was holding onto her game controller.

I scoffed in utter disbelief. “Wait, seriously? That’s what you’re so excited for, to use me for gaming?” Although I’d been incredulous, saying the words out loud actually made it make sense. “I guess I really shouldn’t be surprised though.”

Kay squeezed my body against hers once again. “Hey, you’ve gotta admit this works kinda perfectly. Besides, there’s this new role-playing game that’s been getting its hooks in me, and now I’ve finally got the perfect gaming buddy.” She stopped to pull out her phone after a moment. “Although there are still a few extra tweaks that could make this even more fun.”

“What… what do you have in mind?” Kay didn’t answer, but I could feel some parts of myself starting to change. My ass started getting wider and thicker, growing softer and squishier in the process. It wasn’t long before I was barely fitting between Kay’s legs. Staying upright was even harder now, and I was even more reliant on Kay to avoid falling over. Thankfully she had no issues with holding me tight in her lap. I could even feel her hardon starting to poke me from behind.

On top of that, my body started warming up. Not in an arousal sense either. There was literally heat radiating from me. I wasn’t bothered by it, of course, because it wasn’t like my systems were overheating. I was simply increasing the output of my warmth. Although I had to admit, the higher energy consumption would probably start tiring me out after a while. 

“Now you’re perfect,” Kay said with a smile. “I’m starting to get the appeal behind body pillows and weighted blankets. You really are the best gaming accessory I’ve ever played with.”

A light blush crept through my cheeks. “What the fuck Kay? How can you say something so unbelievably stupid but also make it sound kinda hot?” 

Kay just laughed in response. “One of my many skills, I suppose. And speaking of skills, I’ve got some optimization to dive into.” She opened up a menu on the screen that made my eyes start to glaze over. “Now, the trick to this game is a strong party balance. While it’s good to make sure everyone has their own niche to fill, a lot of players heavily underestimate the value of a flex spot. Having one character who can fill whatever role needs to be filled in a certain battle. So they can be an extra DPS if needed, but they have debuff and support options if…” Her voice trailed off as she went on and on about her silly game. I tried to pay attention, I really did, but it was impossible to focus on given my current situation. Even at the best of times I zoned out when Kay started talking about her games. As much as I loved listening to her talk about stuff she’s passionate about, I just couldn’t care less about it.

And that was when I wasn’t thinking about my small and defenceless body. Kay had called me a gaming accessory, and it was all I could focus on. I wasn’t even being used as a sex toy. Just an object, something for comfort, to make her feel better. Nothing more and nothing less. Objects didn’t have any independence. My independence had been fully stripped away, the tools to my freedom tucked away in the bedroom and inaccessible. 

“Hey! You listening?” Kay’s sharp voice snapped me out of my reverie.

“Um, yes! Of course I am. What sort of gaming buddy would I be if I wasn’t?” I hadn’t heard a word she’d said before, but I could only hope that she wouldn’t call me out on it.

Sadly she wasn’t going to let me off the hook that easily. “Oh yeah? Then what’s the tank fallacy, and why is the Echidna spirit class feature a strong but overrated option for our berserker here?”

I understood maybe three words from her sentence, but thankfully, one of those words was ‘tank.’ At least I knew that in gaming terms, that referred to a character that was durable. I just had to extrapolate on what the rest of that meant based on the context.

“The tank fallacy is, uh, that tanks are bad and unneeded? And Echidna’s are kinda like hedgehogs, right?” It was the best I could come up with.

My optimism was swiftly crushed as Kay gave my nipples a harsh twist. I yelped out in pain, but she didn’t let up in the slightest. “Geez, you really are a dummy. I guess I was asking too much of you to try and think while you’re like this.” My cheeks burned in embarrassment, but I couldn’t really correct her. “Still, I know what you really want. You’ve been a good pillow, so I guess I can reward you.”

Kay didn’t waste any time in showing what exactly she meant. Her lithe fingers snaked around in front of me, and without hesitation, began playing with my exposed vulva. She traced her fingertip along my engorged lips, forcing me to squirm in place from the light sensation. “Does that feel good? You want more?”

“YES!” I took all of my willpower not to beg even further. Kay knew all of my weak spots - literally, thanks to her data readouts - and took great pleasure in exploiting them. “Please for the love of the gods, just cut it with the foreplay already!”

I should’ve known better than to expect her to simply comply. “Now now, do you really think you’ve earned something like that? I think you need another lesson. So this character’s ability can buff the party’s hit rate, but you need to be careful because it doesn’t stack with her partner’s natural…” If it was difficult to listen to Kay before, now it was downright impossible. She was still teasing my folds while explaining her pointless gibberish, and I wanted nothing more for her to just stuff her fingers inside. Fuck, I wanted her to stuff her entire fist inside me. But I was at her mercy, and as long as she was planning to take it slow, I was forced to follow her pace. My body writhed in pleasurable agony as I tried to touch myself with her. 

Of course it was the same result as always. I had no hands to join in, no legs to rub together or even spread wide apart. I was just a warm squishy pillow stuck in Kay’s lap.

“Come on Kay, please? What can I do to convince you to stop teasing me already?”

“That’s actually a good question, you know. What can you do right now?” Kay’s arrogant answer only served to further cement the control she had over me. “Obviously you’re totally indisposed in a physical sense, but you turn into such a dummy as well when you’re all wet and horny. So if your body is reduced to a toy, and your brain has turned to mush, then what exactly can you do for me?”

I didn’t have an answer for her. Not even a clever quip to try and defend myself. She was right, naturally, and there was simply nothing I had to offer her. 

Thankfully it turned out that Kay was feeling rather generous, regardless of what I was able to do. The next thing I felt was something hard penetrating my cunt, penetrating me as far as she could. I was used to her filling me up, but for whatever reason, this time it felt like more. Maybe my lack of legs meant that she could work me over from an angle different from normal. Maybe the fact that since I was just a torso, getting fucked was more of a full body experience. Maybe it was how our unique intimacy only reinforced the idea that I was just a sex toy for her enjoyment.

Maybe I was just really fucking horny.

“Well, Lina? Is this what you wanted? Or is your mind too far gone to actually think about how much of a slut you are?” Kay was thrusting in full as she spoke, using both hands to lift me up and slam me back down into her like some oversized onahole. “Let me hear you scream out how badly you want it.” 

“Fuck, it feels so GOOD!” Even though there was a general expectation to exaggerate during dirty talk, this time I was being fully genuine. Being utterly filled by Kay was giving me a new sense of satisfaction that I wasn’t used to. I’d been immobile during sex before, but never like this. Never with the ability to move about physically gone. “Fill me up, Kay. Make me into your jizz receptacle.”

“You really think that’s gonna - oh fuck.” Kay cut her own sentence short, and she began thrusting herself even faster. I felt the telltale signs of her impending orgasm. An expression of sheer ecstacy plastered my face as she finally came, her cock filling up my body with her hot sperm. 

Just like a sex toy is supposed to do.

It was intoxicating, being held in place as Kay finished with her climax. She grabbed hold of my tits and squeezed them hard enough to leave dents in as she came inside of me. I did my best to grind my fat wobbly ass into her to give her the best feeling possible.

In a strange turn of events, Kay was the one left exhausted. Even though I hadn’t cum myself, I was still pretty damn satisfied. I was just happy that my strange and bizarre fantasy had ended up being just as appealing to try out as it had been in my mind.

However, Kay wasn’t content to let me go unfinished like that. “Damn, It’s been a while since that happened. Hold on, you’ll get yours as well.” I didn’t have time to ask her what exactly she meant. Out of nowhere, a massive orgasm ripped through my body. I was left shuddering, with Kay’s cock still inside me, as I was forced into an explosive climax. One that despite its spontaneity managed to set off fireworks in my brain.

“You know, I should really use the literal orgasm button more often. It’s a bit simple, sure, but it’s pretty damn effective. And it doesn’t sound like you’re going to complain about it.” I was inclined to agree with her. Or at least I would have, if my mind wasn’t still swimming from the aftershock of the whole experience. “I suppose you’ll be wanting to get your limbs back on now?”

I thought about it for a moment. “Do you think we could stay like this a bit more? Just cuddling and taking it easy?”

Kay gently stroked my hair. “That is something I’ll never say no to. But that means you don’t get to complain if I start going on about why I hate this game’s inventory management and how it incentivizes extremely frustrating play patterns.”

I chuckled. “Wasn’t planning on it.” There was one more question on my mind though. “So, I’ve gotta ask you something. This fantasy popped into my mind seemingly out of nowhere, and I absolutely loved the hell out of it. But… was it something I came up with? Or was it a kink you programmed into my brain?”

Instead of answering right away, Kay snuggled in extra tight around me. It was a little strange given we were both nude and I was dripping with cum, but it still felt nice to just relax with her. “You know, I could answer that question. And I happily will if you want me to, although the answer might surprise you. But on the other hand, do you really want to know? Once I tell you the truth, you’ll never be able to wonder about it again. Isn’t it hotter to leave it up to the imagination?”

She had a good point. “When you put it that way, I guess you’re right.”

Kay nodded and grabbed her controller again, draping her arms over my shoulders and once again keeping me trapped in her leglock. “Of course I am. I’m always right about everything.”