Self Seduction 

By Cara B. Witching 

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People on DA and MCstories often ask me if I've ever really been hypnotized before, and I'm always so excited to tell them I have! In fact, my imagination is so powerful, I can often just hypnotize myself with my own mind.

Honestly, this is how I write most of my stories (that, and maybe a glass or two of Ordal.)

I don't think I've ever written about it publicly before, but I can still remember the first time I ever went deeply into a hypnotic trance. Or rather, I can remember the submission, the blankness, and the intensity I felt, as I dropped down and slowly realized I was being hypnotized…

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Believe it or not, it was actually one of those "hypnotize yourself" videos in abundance on YouTube. Some of you might recognize this one, it was a pretty basic monochrome spiral loop, playing over an electronic woman's voice. 

I'm pretty sure it wasn't a real person talking (I think most likely it was a text-to-speech thing) but it was actually soo hypnotic to listen to, or at least for me it was. The low pitch, the echo, everything about this robotic woman's prose just relaxed me, and made me want to listen more. 

As she was speaking to me through my headphones, I allowed myself to just get lost in the spiral, twirling around endlessly, inviting me to stare. I can remember it was pretty late at night, I was sitting in my bedroom in the pitch black, with only a bright laptop screen in my face, so the endless monochrome swirl was easily all I could focus on...

The longer I stared, the more I found the robotic woman's voice relaxing, and the more I would find myself wanting to do exactly as she told me...

Eventually I sort of 'blanked out' into the spiral, my mind had gone completely empty, her voice was all I could think about, the spiral was all I could see. I allowed myself to even relax my face muscles, taking on a mesmerized and thoughtless look, as I gave in completely, and let myself become hypnotized. 

My jaw hung open while my eyes continued to absorb the beautiful swirl in front of me. Pretty soon, I found myself repeating her words back out, not even realizing how very slow and subdued my voice sounded. 

"I am hypnotized."

"I am ready to obey."

"It pleases me to obey you."

"I am under your control." 

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They say all hypnosis is a form of self hypnosis, but even then I don't know if you can really get on that level of obedience unwillingly. I've certainly been fascinated by hypnosis for most of my life, so by the time I was ready to try going under for real I was already quite the willing subject. 

This initial trance session of mine took place a number of years ago, so I don't really remember waking up or snapping out of it, just sort of feeling very happy and rejuvenated for the rest of the night...

Okay, and I was pretty turned on by the whole thing, too. 

I can remember walking around my local park the next day, finding a place to sit by myself, with a big smile on my face and a happy glow in my chest. I was so excited by the fact that I'd just been hypnotized, only I hadn't been fantasizing, or daydreaming, but actually, genuinely hypnotized! 

I think everything about hypnotism is just so cool and fascinating, in addition to probably being the sexiest thing I can imagine. I know it's not physically possible to have spiral eyes (at least, I don't think it is...?) But I remember sitting there, picturing to myself how I must have looked, lost in my laptop screen, a swirly black and white vortex over my eyes as I stared endlessly and obeyed...

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...What was my original thought here, again? Oh right, trancing myself with my own mind.

One of my favorite things to imagine as I'm trying to fall asleep (or at other times..) is just the classic feeling of being weak in a man's arms, only he's swaying some pretty medallion before my eyes, or shining a sparkly, eye catching crystal in my face, all while telling me to;

"Sleep....Sleeeeep.....Sleeeeeeeep...."

The last thing I'm aware of is hearing him call me a “good girl”, as my eyelids lazily flutter shut, my head dropping forward with a gentle snore as I fall deeply into his inviting trance, like a warm, inescapable blanket.

And then before I know it, I've spent the evening as a thoughtless hen ^^ *Bwak buck buck bwak*

You know those hypnotic visuals you can make on certain file sites? Honestly just picturing the swirly pendant one is enough to put me into a trance, if I'm relaxed and concentrated on my own thoughts enough. 

All I have to do is find somewhere comfortable, and imagine the pendant slowly swinging back and forth in my mind, carrying with it a slight sleepy blur, as it dances and spins endlessly. I don't really even have to close my eyes either, I can just blank out into my own head and let my subconscious hypnotize itself. 

Watching it swing back and forth, back and forth, so easy to forget every stress or worry that's ever ailed me. All I have to do is relax, and let myself be hypnotized. And being hypnotized feels wonderful, I was so happy and excited to fall under a trance. 

Again, I know stuff like Kaa eyes aren't possible..But I've just always so craved to have my blues overcome by a spiral ^^ And if I focus my mind into this trance enough, maybe, just maybe, they'll start to appear, swirling over my eyes and giving me that iconic hypnotized look. 

Asleep with my eyes open, my vision filled with a never ending spiral that I find soo irresistible...I would be utterly helpless to the hypnotist's orders. Anything that he commanded of me, I would have to obey. I'd want to obey, I was hypnotized, and it was just my place to obey the hypnotist. 

Anything that he wished or ordered, in this blissful, compliant state, I'd be happy to obey. Marching around to fetch him a snack. Devoting my morning to cleaning his home. Mowing the grass, watering the plants, anything he wanted, I would carry out with a blissful, mesmerized smile on my face, while my eyes displayed the most beautiful, captivating spirals ever...

Then as evening arrived, I would find myself serving him in a different, even more exciting way...

Like marching around his living room with my arms out, wearing the most incredible designer lingerie, repeating out the most sexy and obedient mantras my submissive mind could imagine. 

"I am hypnotized and under your power."

"It is a blessing to be under your control."

"You are my master, and I am your hypnotized slave."

"There is no man like my master. I want no other man but you."

"My mind and my body belong to you."

And at the snap of his fingers, I'd soon find myself robotically stepping down his hallway like a sexy, half naked wind up toy. My arms outstretched towards the bedroom, my smile only widening as I subconsciously knew what came next, and the squeals my voice would release as he showed me an even greater pleasure...

One that would only be enhanced by my hypnotized state, my mind literally would melt to the climax he'd gift me, the swirl in my head intensifying it's hold as I made him do the same, so eager to please my master, so thrilled to be under his spell, and in his bed...

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And when I awaken the next morning, it wouldn't take long for a pocket watch to find itself dropped before my face, letting my eyes follow it back and forth, the familiar tingles of euphoria washing over me as I surrendered to another day of entrancement...