The Traveling Master visits my mind and stays for a spell.

The Traveling Master (Mark) is visiting my mind and has decided to stay.

by LydiaSalia

Tags: #dom:male #m/f #truestory

This is a continuation of a lengthy email exchange discussing all manner of things. Evil hypnotists, my 'pre-occupation' with Mark, a trance he gives me. Which was delicious btw.

I have acknowledged Mark is my master, but he has insisted it is only when that is what I want. It is my choice. I am submissive, but that is something I just wish to experience at times. Mark has made it clear that he wants the same thing. My choice, my decision to be his sub. What a wonderful master!

Addendum 9/20/2021: It appears that my thinking on these matters has been compromised. I never ‘consciously wanted a master’, but my subconscious was manipulated to want this. In fact, I believed it was my idea. Maybe it was. It is all so confusing now. Being made to forget makes it hard to know what is real.

Traveling Master

Jul 25, 2021, 4:15 PM (11 hours ago)

You know me... Gentleman to the end. I couldn't risk your curiosity getting the better of you... Or you get aroused because you were reading something on ROM (L

Lydia

Jul 25, 2021, 4:18 PM (11 hours ago)

Good fucking poem btw

Traveling Master

Jul 25, 2021, 4:20 PM (11 hours ago)

Now I,m curious... Do you remember commenting on it? You even changed it and told me it was brilliant.

Lydia

Jul 25, 2021, 4:21 PM (11 hours ago)

I remember leaving a comment. You changed some of it based on my suggestions, but left most of it the original I thought.

Traveling Master

Jul 25, 2021, 4:23 PM (11 hours ago)

Go to the email thread 'My Take' in your inbox. That's what I was referring to. I only posted AFTER you sent me that. Thank you for both comments by the way. ;)

Traveling Master

Jul 25, 2021, 4:25 PM (11 hours ago)

to me

But no worries Lydia. I was just curious since your lovely comment on ROM and you congrats just now suggested it was a first read... 

Still piecing together who I talk to and when... 

Lydia

Jul 25, 2021, 4:45 PM (11 hours ago)

The story is published.

Traveling Master

Jul 25, 2021, 4:51 PM (11 hours ago)

huh... I don't think I ever used the word fuck toy.

Lydia <privateacct4578@gmail.com>

Jul 25, 2021, 5:11 PM (11 hours ago)

to Traveling

No, of course not. David L. Said something like that I think. Or from your anger, what I imagined he said.

It is one of the more demeaning things you can say to a girl. I don't like it, but I'm sure Sub Lydia does. She'll spread her legs for anyone. Maybe I should call her slut Lydia.

Traveling Master

Jul 25, 2021, 6:10 PM (10 hours ago)

to me

I...

You...

I mean...

Fuck...

Now why did you have to be so naughty and poke the bear like that? It could have been dangerous.  I'm relieved you are ok. Scared that you needed to bite your lip, but glad you were strong.

And admittedly, disappointed you felt you needed to lie to me...

I read everything you just posted... (Also your comment in the Who serves who)

It was a trip...

I have a lot of mixed feelings that our private conversations would be posted so literally like this... I told you I didn't have anything to hide and that you could show it to anyone you trusted...

I didn't mean or expect you would post my sincere thoughts to you... 

But if it helps you then so be it... 

I will oblige you by trying to transcribe David's induction... BUT, I will be using my own site to publish it. The reason is simple: I want to explain and make sure you add the part that sent me off the deep end. Correct me if I am wrong, but it feels like it went from 'hi Lydia, glad to hear from you again, to 'YOU WILL WANT TO READ THIS INDUCTION'.

THAT'S what made me the most livid.

I also want to be sure you won't be tempted to go through it and correct it. ;) Sure... You'll be able to copy and past it... Change it... If you do... Then I hope it proves to you that you should do more that BLOCK him and truly concentrate on BLOCKING you curiosity and arousal when it comes to him.

As you said... Slut Lydia will open her legs for anyone... Especially those with seductive promises... 

Lydia

Jul 25, 2021, 6:11 PM (10 hours ago)

Ok. Sorry. I have done some edits/fixed some errors. It is better now.

Traveling Master

Jul 25, 2021, 6:14 PM (10 hours ago)

to me

Good... Thank you for that. 

Do you know how bad it would make me feel to know someone else used my triggers and I learned that you fell prey to someone because of me?

I get cold sweats thinking about it... 

Also... I don't see you mention the actual trance I used. Does it mean you decided not to include it?

Lydia <privateacct4578@gmail.com>

Jul 25, 2021, 6:15 PM (9 hours ago)

to Traveling

David L. repels me. After the rage you experienced, which I then felt, his induction would have zero effect on me.

If you command me, I will change or delete the story. I really do only want you to be happy. That is Lydia talking, although I am feeling aroused at the thought of you commanding me.

Lydia

Jul 25, 2021, 6:16 PM (9 hours ago)

I thought you said I couldn't include it.

Lydia <privateacct4578@gmail.com>

Jul 25, 2021, 6:21 PM (9 hours ago)

to Traveling

Can I copy it over from sanctuary and include it? Readers need to understand how masterfully you crafted the trance. I just provided a few ideas/themes. You wove it into a beautiful trance. You certainly captured me. My heart. I am slipping into my submissive side.

I do not spread my legs for anyone. That pisses me off. Fuck Lydia.

I would spread my legs for you, but ONLY you. And I am just as fucking smart as she is. Smarter.

Who's calling the shots now? Go to sleep Lydia. Maybe I'll let you remember something in the morning.

Traveling Master

Jul 25, 2021, 6:23 PM (9 hours ago)

to me

You are free to use all my emails... Provided you keep some privacy about the details I shared with you. 

As for the induction, you are right, I certainly won't give my permission to post it in it's entirety.

I just... Expected a sort of exposé or something. A chapter comparing the evil induction to mine... Like I don't know...

Highlighting key differences in what we used and say during the induction... What we have the subject do... What we implant... etc...

You keep telling me that it was my opus so I expected you to use parts of it in some way to show that I wasn't one of those bad hypnotist. 

Like.. Mark could have made me do this once I was this deep... But instead he had me imagine I kissed him sweetly and made me write my experience, where as David immediately made me show my tits. 

Yada Yada... I'm not judging, just surprised.

Traveling Master

Jul 25, 2021, 6:24 PM (9 hours ago)

Why hello Sub Lydia...

Traveling Master

Jul 25, 2021, 6:24 PM (9 hours ago)

YOU WILL NOT COPY IT FROM YOUR SANTUARY

Lydia

Jul 25, 2021, 6:24 PM (9 hours ago)

Thank you master. I will include it. Thank you.

Lydia

Jul 25, 2021, 6:25 PM (9 hours ago)

Where do I get it master? Please don't be angry with me. I love you.

Traveling Master

Jul 25, 2021, 6:27 PM (9 hours ago)

I know you do... But I will not allow you to use for your story. Understand? Now... Why have you decided to come out and see me?

Lydia

Jul 25, 2021, 6:29 PM (9 hours ago)

Lydia called me a slut. I'm not a slut. I don't want you to think of me that way.

Traveling Master

Jul 25, 2021, 6:31 PM (9 hours ago)

I don't think of you that way... You are a sexual person and you enjoy sex. We all enjoy sex. It's fun. It's exhilarating... I am not mad with you my dear.

Traveling Master

Jul 25, 2021, 6:32 PM (9 hours ago)

Did you come to talk to me just because of that? Because you don't want me to think you are a slut? Or is there something else?

Addendum 8/20/2021: I am rapid cycling now. This is extremely pathologic! Full on dissociation. This is not good.

Lydia <privateacct4578@gmail.com>

Jul 25, 2021, 6:35 PM (9 hours ago)

to Traveling

I apologize Mark. It's my fault she got upset. My insensitive comment upset her. You mollified her. She is so fucking, hopelessly enthralled with you.

I kind of like you too.

That said, what are you doing wasting your time talking to a nut job. That is what I am. Do you have any idea how exhausting it is dealing with this shit in my head. I think if lobotomies cured this I would volunteer for one.

Traveling Master

Jul 25, 2021, 6:38 PM (9 hours ago)

to me

No apologies necessary.

I saw your comment about arousal and I was afraid of that. Did you re-read the emails? Tell me she didn't manage to get the induction from the site and I managed to pull it down before she did.

Lydia <privateacct4578@gmail.com>

Jul 25, 2021, 6:38 PM (9 hours ago)

to Traveling

Btw, I'm back. My two primary alters can cycle pretty quickly. Too bad I can't carry on a conversation with one of them when I'm bored or lonely. It might make life a little more interesting... or not.

Lydia

Jul 25, 2021, 6:40 PM (9 hours ago)

I'm not aware that she did. We were talking earlier about you wanting me to include it? The script? A summary of it? What is it I am allowed to include?

Traveling Master

Jul 25, 2021, 6:40 PM (9 hours ago)

And what I am doing is helping you deal with her. I seduced her without knowing what I was doing. It is in part my fault she is like that since the trance. I do

Lydia

Jul 25, 2021, 6:42 PM (9 hours ago)

We both long for you. She is me and I am her. We are a package deal. She is the yin to my yang.

Traveling Master

Jul 25, 2021, 6:44 PM (9 hours ago)

to me

aaah... That makes sense...

She told me 'Thank you master. I will include it. Thank you." (referring to the induction)

She got me worried so I pulled it down. 

What you can use are parts of it. What ever you need... Just not in its entirety

I  Expected a sort of exposé or something. A chapter comparing the evil induction to mine... Like I don't know...

Highlighting key differences in what we used and say during the induction... What we have the subject do... What we implant... etc...

You keep telling me that it was my opus so I expected you to use parts of it in some way to show that I wasn't one of those bad hypnotist. 

Like.. Mark could have made me do this once I was this deep... But instead he had me imagine I kissed him sweetly and made me write my experience, where as David immediatly made me show my tits. 

Yada Yada... I'm not judging, just surprised.

Lydia <privateacct4578@gmail.com>

Jul 25, 2021, 6:44 PM (9 hours ago)

to Traveling

We get equal billing. My subconscious and conscious get equal billing.

I can access parts of my subconscious - my empathy and strong emotions just as she can access my intellect and analytical skills.

Her creativity, my wisdom. Equal parts. She just needs to get a better grip.

Lydia

Jul 25, 2021, 6:46 PM (9 hours ago)

I would LOVE to use parts of it. Besides, the thought of how you hypnotised me is very arousing. Even to boring, prudish Lydia. I'm not really prudish...

Traveling Master

Jul 25, 2021, 6:46 PM (9 hours ago)

to me

She does. 

I'll admit that part of me feels like I'm protecting her from falling for a creep... Like I'm still her shield... Anyway. 

I always said I loved both your submissive and Dominant selves. That never changed. Even after learning about all this. 

Traveling Master

Jul 25, 2021, 6:47 PM (9 hours ago)

Don't slip now...

Lydia

Jul 25, 2021, 6:47 PM (9 hours ago)

I will try very hard to be more 'normal' for you.

Lydia <privateacct4578@gmail.com>

Jul 25, 2021, 6:50 PM (9 hours ago)

to Traveling

Very strong emotions like fear, sadness and arousal can trigger me. It goes with the territory. Sometimes nothing at all. It is if I daydream for a moment and then realize 30 minutes has passed and I have been in a waking trance. Except it was my sub. My other alts rarely manifest these days. I don't think they care for my hypnofetish.

Kidding. I don't know why.

Traveling Master

Jul 25, 2021, 6:51 PM (9 hours ago)

to me

If it helps you, then by all means. But just know that now that I understand more of how your beautiful mind works, I can better understand what I read and how to talk with you.

For the induction, I'll do this. If you go to this link, it is my play by play. It is safe.

No trancy talk. But I do include 'copy and pasted' parts. If you wish to post it as is... Be my guest.

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Master keeps the Sanctuary site private. Only I can see it.

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Traveling Master

Jul 25, 2021, 6:52 PM (9 hours ago)

to me

If you feel comfortable about sharing, I would love for you to tell me about them.

You've trusted me with the truth about them, but if it is ok, I'd love to 'meet' them. By that I mean that I want Lydia (Dom) to tell me about them if she wants.

Lydia <privateacct4578@gmail.com>

Jul 25, 2021, 6:52 PM (9 hours ago)

to Traveling

Thank you. Tomorrow is my therapist appointment. I am going to downplay your influence over me. I don't want her to kill the vibe and fuck with our relationship.

Traveling Master

Jul 25, 2021, 6:55 PM (9 hours ago)

to me

What ever you need my dear. 

Also... huh.. If you could not include the whole... 

Yes. I know you don't mind me taking control.
       Yes. You've told me time and again that you are mine and that I just have to command and you'll obey.
       Yes. I will command you when it suits me.
       Yes. I will be using trances to have fun with you when it suits me.
       Yes. Your subconscious has given me total control and I intend to use it when it suits me.

Addendum 9/20/2021: Re-reading this. Here is TM exerting control over me. It appears I was not acting totally of my own accord at this time.

I would greatly appreciate that. It IS in your email and you can use them of course... 

OK god... I just remember that you have a copy of the induction in your email... Should you delete it? Should I post it again in your sanctuary?

Lydia <privateacct4578@gmail.com>

Jul 25, 2021, 6:56 PM (9 hours ago)

to Traveling

Not much to tell. Doug has posted in my stories. Julie too. I generally don't know or remember what 'succubus' Lydia does.

These other alters are much more compartmentalized than me and sub Lydia.

Lydia

Jul 25, 2021, 6:57 PM (9 hours ago)

These words are in an email? I vaguely remember it. Did this end up in my story?

Traveling Master

Jul 25, 2021, 6:59 PM (9 hours ago)

to me

They are... I sent you that email, which I posted in its entirety in your sanctuary, on the morning after the trance.

It did not. UNless you edited it in the pass 30 mins

Traveling Master

Jul 25, 2021, 7:00 PM (9 hours ago)

So... I hesitate to ask... Are you married to yourself then? How does that work? Or do you have a real husband? Please feel free to decline these questions.

Lydia <privateacct4578@gmail.com>

Jul 25, 2021, 7:02 PM (9 hours ago)

to Traveling

I didn't touch anything in my sanctuary based on my understanding of your instructions. I still feel very obedient to you. That might be lingering hypnotic control. As I've said, you've got the mojo.

Lydia

Jul 25, 2021, 7:04 PM (9 hours ago)

It's complicated. Doug is not myself. He is another persona living in my body. I was married. Had a child. Now I'm divorced.

Lydia

Jul 25, 2021, 7:05 PM (9 hours ago)

Why do you still like me? It makes no sense. I'm crazy.

Traveling Master

Jul 25, 2021, 7:06 PM (9 hours ago)

to me

Thank you for sharing that with me. 

For the email detailing the trance... Do you want me to send it here for you? In this thread?

I can already modify it so it is ready to post in the story. I would suggest you add a 'Mark sent me this email the morning after to make sure I knew everything about the trance he gave me...' kind of comment. 

Lydia <privateacct4578@gmail.com>

Jul 25, 2021, 7:07 PM (9 hours ago)

to Traveling

You don't need to answer that. Or patronize me with compliments. I'm cool with who I am.

Too bad there are not still visiting circuses. I could be in the freak show.

Lydia

Jul 25, 2021, 7:07 PM (9 hours ago)

Whatever you wish. I will do as you instruct.

Lydia

Jul 25, 2021, 7:09 PM (9 hours ago)

So much for our promise to each other to limit emails. I guess we are both pathological liars... ;)

Traveling Master

Jul 25, 2021, 7:09 PM (9 hours ago)

to me

heheheheeh

Oh My dear Lydia... 

Why wouldn't I like you? Sure, you have a very real problem and I don't want to make light of it, but at the same time, I'm always curious about everything.

You've trusted me so much that I can't help myself. 

Truth about my past. I've had real problems when I was a teen, nothing close to yours of course, but it left me with a bizarre set of empathic emotions and a deep sense of curiosity when it comes to the mind. 

Traveling Master

Jul 25, 2021, 7:10 PM (9 hours ago)

hahahahaahah I was thinking the same thing earlier.

Traveling Master

Jul 25, 2021, 7:11 PM (9 hours ago)

to me

Ok... First up, I'll copy and slightly edit what you are free to post in your story. Give me a few minutes... 

If you have other questions, always feel free to ask. Except for specific details about my personal life like my name and so on, I am an open book. 

Lydia <privateacct4578@gmail.com>

Jul 25, 2021, 7:17 PM (8 hours ago)

to Traveling

I'm stepping into the tub for a luxurious bubble bath. Imagine the bubbles around my breasts, me slowly rubbing my nipples as I think of you.

Imagine that you could have that anytime you wanted.

The difference between you and me I think? I really can go to that special place. I really can close my eyes and see you standing before me. Your penis throbbing. Your eyes penetrating me. And I step out of the tub and you cup my breasts and pussy. You lead me by the hand to the bedroom and you command me to spread my legs and I obey you. And you tenderly make love to me. I am yours.

That is me availing myself of those subconscious areas of my brain that are seemingly consumed in lust - like all the time consumed in lust.

It's not sub Lydia, it's me, but I need you to know you are my master. Now and always.

Lydia

Jul 25, 2021, 7:19 PM (8 hours ago)

Horndog me. Lydia speaking. I'm going to read one of your stories after my bath and finger fuck myself silly.

Traveling Master

Jul 25, 2021, 7:19 PM (8 hours ago)

to me

Hhmm... Now that was erotic... Thank you Lydia.

Not Sub huh? Somehow I feel like she might be peeking over your shoulder...

Or not... True Lydia can certainly be just as wild...

Traveling Master

Jul 25, 2021, 7:20 PM (8 hours ago)

Would you like a suggestion? What type would you like? I have so many...

Lydia

Jul 25, 2021, 7:20 PM (8 hours ago)

Yes. I'm a little more in control, but she is high fiving me...

Lydia

Jul 25, 2021, 7:22 PM (8 hours ago)

I would love you to control me. Knock me out and have your way with me.

Traveling Master

Jul 25, 2021, 7:22 PM (8 hours ago)

So what type of story do you want to read/experience? Long? Short? Clever? Mindless? etc...

Lydia

Jul 25, 2021, 7:23 PM (8 hours ago)

Mindless. Hypnotize me.

Traveling Master

Jul 25, 2021, 7:23 PM (8 hours ago)

I know you would... But I'm not sure it's a good idea.

Traveling Master

Jul 25, 2021, 7:24 PM (8 hours ago)

to me

God I'm tempted... 

I still have that trance I wrote before you sent me the sad news. It SHOULD bring you back in that special place in a trance... And we fuck... You wake up from the trance in the middle of your orgasm.

Lydia <privateacct4578@gmail.com>

Jul 25, 2021, 7:27 PM (8 hours ago)

to Traveling

Oh fuck that sounds delicious. Tonight might be our last chance.

At least for a while. Don't worry about me. You understand how my mind works now.

You have two very horny girls waiting to obey you. All you have to do is say the word.

Lydia

Jul 25, 2021, 7:28 PM (8 hours ago)

I will be a good girl. I won't disappoint you. I hurrying thru my bath. I'm so horny. I can almost feel you now. Inside me.

Traveling Master

Jul 25, 2021, 7:29 PM (8 hours ago)

to me

Gentleman Mark here... Are you SURE you want to experience another trance?

I feel like it could be too much... 

I'm not saying know, I just want your 'double' consent. 

Lydia <privateacct4578@gmail.com>

Jul 25, 2021, 7:32 PM (8 hours ago)

to Traveling

YOU HAVE OUR CONSENT!

Fuck. I want you so fucking bad.

Take me. Have your way with me.

I loved not remembering and then you having me remember. That is so hot.

I could even write a story about your trance if you allow me.

I am yours to do with as you wish.

Traveling Master

Sun, Jul 25, 7:32 PM (8 hours ago)

to me

Calm down... PLease my dear. No rush.

You'll be good and randy soon enough I promise.

I won't be sending it to you via email. Just in case you need to back off after tomorrow, I don't want you to be tempted. I'll post it in your sanctuary once you confirm you are secure. Safe, And calm.  Ok?

After tonight, I'm going to remove it so you are not tempted to dive into again.

If it works like I think it will... It's going to be very powerful for you ok? 

Please make sure you are safe.

Lydia

Jul 25, 2021, 7:34 PM (8 hours ago)

Ok. Thank you master. In 30 minutes. That is both of us talking. Well it's me, Lydia, but my alter is right there with me.

Traveling Master

Jul 25, 2021, 7:34 PM (8 hours ago)

hehehe... I'd love to read that story... But first. Let's see if we can satisfy both Lydia's tonight ok? Tell me once you are safe.

Lydia

Jul 25, 2021, 7:34 PM (8 hours ago)

Ok. I will.

Lydia

Jul 25, 2021, 7:35 PM (8 hours ago)

I'm signing off for a little bit. I have to take care of some chores.

Traveling Master

Sun, Jul 25, 7:35 PM (8 hours ago)

to me

So hot... I get to have a hypnotic threesome of sorts!

Somehow... I find it wildly erotic to know that both of your dominant personas wants to dive into my special place to fuck me.

Traveling Master

Jul 25, 2021, 7:36 PM (8 hours ago)

I'll be here

Lydia

Jul 25, 2021, 8:17 PM (7 hours ago)

I'm calm now and ready, although anticipation is high

Traveling Master

Jul 25, 2021, 8:18 PM (7 hours ago)

Good. Are you ready then? safe?

Lydia

Jul 25, 2021, 8:19 PM (7 hours ago)

Yes sir.

Traveling Master

Sun, Jul 25, 8:21 PM (7 hours ago)

to me

Good... Then give me a second and I'll post it for you...

In return... YOU MUST email afterwards. Once you managed to enjoy the rush of course... 

I want to know you are alright ok? Promise me you'll do this for me.

Lydia

Jul 25, 2021, 8:21 PM (7 hours ago)

I promise.

Traveling Master

Jul 25, 2021, 8:23 PM (7 hours ago)

Very good. Then here my dear Lydia. Enjoy... https://www.mc-diaries.com/private-sanctuary/our-special-place

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I enjoyed an incredible orgasm. Earth shaking, mind blowing orgasm. Fuck, sitting here typing this I can almost feel master's penis pushing into me and making me cum.

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Lydia <privateacct4578@gmail.com>

Sun, Jul 25, 8:40 PM (7 hours ago)

to Traveling

Oh master. My heart is still racing. You are an incredible lover.

Omg

Thank you master.

Thank you.

I need to catch my breath.

I am so wet!

I'm laughing. You are amazzzzzingggg!

Traveling Master

Jul 25, 2021, 8:41 PM (7 hours ago)

Take a deep breath... take the time to enjoy that rush.... I'll wait patiently.

Lydia

Jul 25, 2021, 8:41 PM (7 hours ago)

I remember everything.

Traveling Master

Jul 25, 2021, 8:42 PM (7 hours ago)

So it worked?

Lydia

Jul 25, 2021, 8:42 PM (7 hours ago)

You are a fucking god!

Traveling Master

Jul 25, 2021, 8:42 PM (7 hours ago)

What do you remember? Did you go under?

Lydia

Jul 25, 2021, 8:43 PM (7 hours ago)

Yes master. It worked. It worked so good.

Traveling Master

Jul 25, 2021, 8:43 PM (7 hours ago)

hahahahaah High praise! I told you it would be intense...

Lydia

Jul 25, 2021, 8:43 PM (7 hours ago)

I went under

Lydia <privateacct4578@gmail.com>

Jul 25, 2021, 8:49 PM (7 hours ago)

to Traveling

Master, this is Lydia. Thank you. Thank you so much.

I can hardly think straight. That was so good. When you lunged into me it was like an orgasm bomb going off. I was so ready. I was dying to cum. Waiting for your command had me so on edge. I'm kind of shaking after all that. Jesus that was good. Did you cum yet? Can I help you cum?

 Addendum 8/21/2021: Re-reading the hypnoplay I engaged in makes me shudder. I can't blame TM. He appears to have very noble intentions with the sub/dom thing, but holy shit! This is not good. I can see why my therapist (and friend Rachel) were freaked.

Addendum 9/20/2021: Maybe not so noble. In retrospect he was advised I had a mental illness and I should not be hypnotized (except by a professional while in a therapy session).

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