The Traveling Master visits my mind and stays for a spell.

Welcome The Traveling Master to the hypnotist community

by LydiaSalia

Tags: #dom:male #m/f #truestory

The Traveling Master (Mark) and I have been enjoying writing stories together. I have fantasized about being with him. His stories are very erotic and seducing. With very little warning, I came to realize that my subconscious was responding to him... 'intimately'. I was entering a waking trance just reading his emails. I think I realized this, but I didn't care. I came to trust him. Unconditionally. And the trust was warranted. He is one of the good guys. Then I opened myself up to being hypnotized by him. True story. He became my master for a short time. And no, I did not want that.

Addendum 8/20/2021: This story was taken off line and placed in draft mode. I am looking at it for the first time since I began therapy for my dissociative disorder/high hypnotizability. As part of my therapy, I agreed to be hypnotized by my therapist to forget details of our collaboration. Interestingly, I just found a PubMed article that likens my condition of 'dissociation' to hypnotic trance. What I have is not so much a psychiatric condition but just a very high suggestibility and susceptibility to hypnotic trance. See pubmed article 

Apparently these chapters are all true. I do not remember. The Traveling Master may be able to verify, although I have agreed with my therapist not to communicate with him.

My name is Lydia Salia. I’m a master hypnotist and erotica author. I collaborated on a story with The Traveling Master (Mark). It turned out great. I tend to get very caught up in my stories and other good stories and I began to feel a connection with Mark.  I actually became so aroused at one of his stories that I thought back to it when I masturbated. I saw myself as Tracy, the girl in his story Sinking into the Waves. He volunteered that, although he has fantasies about hypnotic control, he isn’t a hypnotist in real life. As I got to know him, I developed rapport and trust in him (well deserved I might add). I decided to teach him how to hypnotize someone. He actually understands hypnosis and how to induce trance, but has never actually done it to someone. I still find that almost... inconceivable.

About a week ago I sent out an email blast to my contacts in the hypnofetish community, telling everyone about the story Mark and I had just co-written. I even unblocked a couple people to apprise them of our story. I am very suggestible and susceptible and have admitted as much in my stories. One of the names from my past, who had influenced my subconscious before, sent a sneaky induction. I was tempted to read it. I gave it a cursory scan and it looked like a fairly harmless relaxation induction, but I suspected something more sinister. I was nervous because this 'rogue' hypnotist had so gotten to me before. 

I sent it to Mark and asked him to read it. He was livid. This hypnotist known as David L. had planned to turn me into his obedient fuck toy. The Traveling Master and I had a very lively discussion about David L., but I deleted the thread at Mark's insistence. Mark believed if I had read the induction it would have succeeded. I figure I could have resisted, but who knows. I do not plan to find out.

The actual ‘Hope’ induction, sent to me by David L., is included in another story.

I was grateful to Mark. He had repeatedly demonstrated his noble character. I decided I wanted to be his first subject. I coached him on how to word an actual induction and he began to write one. As he did this, I began to surrender to his will. I’m naturally submissive and have to fight that urge. Then Mark emailed me and said the induction was ready. 

It was a Waking trance with a vanilla, plain jane arm levitation induction. Sure, my arm went up, but big deal. I told him he could do better. I thought he was fucking with me because he kept asking me what else I remembered. It was a typical relaxation induction. Then he described what I was wearing when I was hypnotized. This is a written induction. He had no idea what I was wearing… except he did.  I had emailed him a description while I was in trance and he repeated it back to me. I didn’t remember any of this. Then he had me remember everything. Holy shit. He had taken me so deep. I was impressed and terribly aroused.  He activated my ‘alter’ ego, ‘submissive’ Lydia. We had a little hypnofun that night and he gave me a command orgasm. Which I thanked him for. My alter ego, submissive Lydia carried over to the next day. Again, that morning he allowed me to enjoy another delicious orgasm. I was calling him master. He was my master. And that scared me.

Addendum added 8/20/2021: I was hypnotized by my therapist to forget all of this. This level of control scares me. I think it used to excite me.

I was smitten by this mysterious, gentle, yet powerful man. A burgeoning hypnotist. Worthy of my trust, which I didn’t give easily. 

I soon found myself calling him master. He was reluctant to be my master, but I felt drawn to him. I jokingly called it like a moth to a flame, but I was more like a child to her father’s loving arms. Since I’m an adult, more like a young girl cradled and comforted in her lover’s arms…

But this sub/dom thing is not loving. It's hypnotic subjugation no matter how you try to spin it.

While having dinner with friends that same evening, I was preoccupied with emailing him. My friend wanted to know more and the following morning at breakfast I shared my extraordinary good fortune in meeting him and our magical relationship. 

Then my friend (Rachel) dropped a bombshell. She shook me back to reality. You see, we are both in the psychiatric profession. She’s practicing, I’m not. She was alarmed at how deeply I had slipped under his control. I was like a schoolgirl describing the crush I had on him. That was submissive Lydia in full denial. Rachel reminded me of my past. And my psychological issues. I have a problem with dissociative identity disorder. I don't carry that formal diagnosis, but my tendency to easily enter trance is related to this mental illness. It is part of me. It probably started when I was abused as a teen.

I was abused by a hypnotist in high school. I developed PTSD from this trauma. I tried to kill myself. It was more of a suicide gesture than a formal plan. What happened to me fucked me up. There is more that I do not remember. Be wary of hypnotists with ill intentions... See  My obedience training. Eventually I was diagnosed with a form of dissociative identity disorder. I may have been abused as a young child. I was adopted, in foster care and taken from the foster parents when I was four. I do not remember much about that time in my life either. Anyway, those ‘life experiences’ are precursors to developing psychological issues. 

Mark didn’t know this about me. I could have told him but I didn’t. I didn’t want him to think less of me. Anyway, hypnosis interferes with my ability to ground myself.

I promised my friend I would put my submissive tendencies on hold until I saw my therapist the next week. The least bit of arousal though and that personality (or alter) can emerge. And I can’t always control her.

I am writing this to let the hypnofetish community know that subs and doms, when the same person, can be manifesting a dissociative state. By some estimates 2-3% of the population have one form or another of a dissociative identity disorder. Like me. It is 9x more common in women than men. 

I wouldn’t be surprised if the 3% number was much higher in hypnofetish individuals. They go hand in hand. 

So, what is my motivation for writing this story. Partly it’s therapy for me. Part of it is to teach aspiring young hypnotists to be vigilant. Look for the signs of mental fragility. If you are hypnotizing someone and you notice you are becoming aroused, then perhaps you should stop. Unless arousal is the stated goal/intention of both parties. What do you look for to identify someone with mental illness? Well, anyone can spot the raving lunatic, a person raging or someone so crippled with despair and depression that they cannot communicate. Or it can be subtle like in my case. Mark suspected I might have issues. I stated that I felt like I was in a fugue in one of my emails. He looked it up and freaked out. I told him it was a literary device, nothing more. But the fugue state with me was real - on one occasion (after getting high on hallucinogens, so probably doesn't count). I was becoming so addicted, so aroused and lost in my writing and erotica that it was my singular focus in life. This was not good for my condition. I was becoming extremely submissive and I was unaware how powerfully it had grabbed me. Deep trance and dissociative states. They seem to be one and the same.

Anyway, Mark slid right into the role of being my master. Not because he demanded (or commanded) it, but because that is what I wanted. My normal non-submissive self was becoming less and less able to resist his 'disarming' charm. I was on my way to being fully submissive. After breakfast with my friend Rachel, when I told Mark what was happening to me, he immediately released me. Well, at least briefly...

I feel like I was losing myself... slipping helplessly under his control. He could have invoked one of his subconscious triggers and he could have had his way with me. I would have done anything he asked. Anything!

Addendum 8/20/2021: Knowing what I now know, I believe that is a true statement. That is altogether frightening.

I discovered my ‘kink’ email account has recently been deleted. I now understand that I agreed to this as part of my therapy.

This story will include emails we shared with each other that demonstrate my gradual loss of control. The fact that he was not commanding me to surrender to him (yet) is probably why I was defenseless to resist. Is he that smart and diabolical? No, of course not. I'm a pretty good judge of character and Mark seemed to demonstrate a pure heart and soul from the beginning of our discourse. I will also include the emails I wrote to him when I was ‘disappointed’ in his wimpy induction. It wasn’t wimpy. That is just what he had me remember. He is the real deal. A hypnotist coming into his own. Just do it with someone besides me!

Here is our rather 'manic' exchange of emails.

Lydia

Jul 21, 2021, 8:03 AM (4 days ago)

I cried like a baby watching this. This is a perfect example of extreme suggestibility. https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMdGsdm21/

Lydia <privateacct4578@gmail.com>

Wed, Jul 21, 8:14 AM (4 days ago)

to Traveling

If you watch the whole thing… she gets a little crazy new agey. But God and prayer can work miracles. 

Traveling Master

Jul 21, 2021, 8:18 AM (4 days ago)

Well fuck… Why do you listen to such sad things! That dug up so many nightmares for me… I had a bout of insomnia when I had my first child, constantly having ni

Lydia

Jul 21, 2021, 8:21 AM (4 days ago)

I’ve watched them all. God is good. No worries. Can you send me your poem link again. I started reading it and it is very good, but now I can’t seem to find it.

Traveling Master

Jul 21, 2021, 8:27 AM (4 days ago)

Did you get it?

Lydia <privateacct4578@gmail.com>

Jul 21, 2021, 8:40 AM (4 days ago)

to Traveling

Yes. I got it.

I have a confession to make. I just fucked you in my imagination and it was incredible. Your penis felt so good. I could feel you inside me and I felt you come.

Omg it was good.

I think I can enjoy the imaginary you almost as much as the real you.

Lydia <privateacct4578@gmail.com>

Jul 21, 2021, 8:42 AM (4 days ago)

to Traveling

Not that I'm suggesting anything. I'm sorry. I'm not a homewrecker. I just have a really good imagination.

Traveling Master

Jul 21, 2021, 9:31 AM (4 days ago)

to me

You got it? Perfect... Let me know your honest thoughts once you read it. I'd appreciate it a lot.

Confession huh? :) 

I wonder... Should I have hint at the number of times that happened to me? Picturing how you would feel? Taste? Act? I mean... Come on... I've been writing about you, us, for the past month! 

To the exclusion of my other stories I might add... ;) 

And I know you are not a homewrecker, you mentioned to me a few times and I read it in your stories. I believe you so no worries. We agreed to stay platonic...This being said... It doesn't prevent us from using our powerful imaginations to... meet? Enjoy? heheheheehehe

I am so curious... We just fucked in your mind... With your imagination and self suggestibility... I assume you FELT how it was... How it FELT when I pushed into you... I want to know... I want to read that... Experience it... So... If it is too personal for you and you want it to stay private. Safe inside your mind. Don't read any further because I want to try and suggest something to you. I am naïve and still learning, but I would still like to try.

But if you would like to share and participate in my little experiment, then by all means, read on. 

It is your choice.

Ready?

I want you to remember it, Lydia. Vividly and perfectly. Think back to what you just experienced in your mind. Think back to me and you. Think back to the mental image you have of me. See me... Remember every erotic detail. I want you to focus on it all. Remember it all. How it felt. How it went. I want you to remember it as clearly as you can. But don't touch yourself.

You must not indulge your growing arousal. 

You can't.

Not while you are being a good girl and focusing so hard for me.

I want you to remember how aroused it made you. Feel it again. You love how it made you feel. You want to remember it clearly.

And you will. 

Perfectly.

Now that you can play it out in your wonderful mind. I want you to imagine it is like a porn video. Your own personal video. Your mind is like a computer and it can save things. Remember things perfectly. 

I want you to save that video. I want you to focus and remember it. every detail. Every emotion. Every sensation. All of it stored on your mental hard drive.

You can do this. Your mind is incredibly powerful. it can do anything you want. You can do this perfectly. 

I know you can do this for me.

Done. Good Girl.

You are so good. So incredible.

You can indulge your arousal now. Watch that fantasy again and indulge all you want. You can call it up and watch it every time you want. Nothing blocks it. It is always there to remember if you want to.

Now. Once you are free to write again in a few days. Safe and secure. Ready to re-live that wonderful fantasy. I want you to pull it up from your memory banks. I want you to listen to it. Experience it. I want you to take your time and savor it. No rush. No worries. Completely safe as you watch your memory unfold. Still crisp... Still so very clear. 

Watch it as many times as you wish.

Once you are done, you will write. You will write about everything that happened. Everything you imagined. You'll be able to see it so clearly. Writing it will be so easy. As if it is writing itself. You will want to tell me every detail. Every emotion. You want to share that wonderful moment with me. You know how aroused I get by your words. By you. You want to aroused me. You want to tell me all about it. It is a story you need to write. It is a story you need to tell me. Your mind is so powerful. So erotic... You'll be able to describe that fantasy perfectly. Effortlessly... 

And you will send it to me. Knowing in your heart that I'll be so aroused. So proud. 

Because you know that you are incredibly worthy. Your fantasies are exquisitely arousing.

I am so happy you focused so perfectly on my words. I am proud of you Lydia. You are free. Sexy. Loved. 

Good Girl.

TM

Addendum 8/20/2021: The good girl trigger has been disabled. Otherwise I would get caught up in the arousal Mark is describing. I'm not sure he realizes it, but I am responding to 'hypnotic' manipulation. Reading this now and not remembering writing it is disconcerting.

Lydia <privateacct4578@gmail.com>

Jul 21, 2021, 9:53 AM (4 days ago)

to Traveling

I will be able to read it tonight. Yes, I can feel you as you slide in and out. I feel you cum deep inside me. I can feel it all. And yes, you are amazing

Traveling Master

Jul 21, 2021, 10:02 AM (4 days ago)

to me

Wonderful... I'll be waiting to know how it went then. Thank you Lydia. 

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The email you just read is one of the first emails that I think hypnotized me. 'Good girl' is a trigger that I respond to and he likes to use it... alot. I like how it makes me feel. I responded to Mark's commands perfectly.

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Induction for Ma Belle Lydia

Inbox

Traveling Master

Jul 23, 2021, 4:15 PM (2 days ago)

This is an induction Lydia. If you decide to read this, you WILL drop into a trance for me, just like your orgasm induction. First, I want to thank you for trusting me with your wonderful mind

Lydia

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My reply is after I read the induction and was hypnotized. Now I am awake and answering his emails.

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Lydia <privateacct4578@gmail.com>

Jul 23, 2021, 4:49 PM (5 days ago)

to Traveling

Well.... An arm levitation was interesting but not particularly erotic. I'm very horny. Now I have to pleasure myself.

You can take more risks with your inductions and a Waking Trance is... a Waking Trance.

But it was a good first attempt.

Lydia

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Traveling Master

Jul 23, 2021, 4:50 PM (5 days ago)

what else do you remember?

Lydia <privateacct4578@gmail.com>

Jul 23, 2021, 4:52 PM (5 days ago)

to Traveling

You relaxed me. You did an impressive arm levitation and it worked, so I was hypnotized. But you didn't go for a deep trance. You could have. I'm not being critical. You have to take baby steps.

I know you want me to be honest. Thank you for trying. 

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Traveling Master

Jul 23, 2021, 4:52 PM (5 days ago)

Come on my dear... Do you really just remember the arm? NOTHING else? You must be playing with me... Surely you remember SOMETHING else...

Traveling Master

Jul 23, 2021, 4:53 PM (5 days ago)

Well well... So what if I told you that I know what you are wearing right now?

Lydia

Jul 23, 2021, 4:54 PM (5 days ago)

Maybe you made me forget, but my left arm floating up is it.

Lydia <privateacct4578@gmail.com>

Jul 23, 2021, 4:54 PM (5 days ago)

to Traveling

Then I would say you must have gotten to me.

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Traveling Master

Jul 23, 2021, 4:55 PM (5 days ago)

to me

You are wearing a white crop top, blue jeans and black bra. I have a small choker and shell earrings.

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Traveling Master

Jul 23, 2021, 4:55 PM (5 days ago)

test one: memory implantation successful. ;)

Lydia

Jul 23, 2021, 4:57 PM (5 days ago)

Holy shit.

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I emailed him a picture of my outfit - which matched what he had just described.

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Lydia

Jul 23, 2021, 4:58 PM (5 days ago)

You appear to get an A on your exam. What memory implantation? What does that even mean?

Traveling Master

Jul 23, 2021, 4:58 PM (5 days ago)

to me

Ok ok... I have to leave the office and get to my room. 30 minutes max... 

In that time, I want you to really think. Do you remember anything else? 

Test 2 was of course, amnesia. ;) 

Maybe you did something else in your waking trance... 

Like send me what you were wearing maybe?

Be right back love. 

Do you believe I managed to make you forget and replace 

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Traveling Master

Jul 23, 2021, 4:59 PM (5 days ago)

Don't worry... I'll make you remember soon enough... I just have to leave right now. See you in 30.

Lydia <privateacct4578@gmail.com>

Jul 23, 2021, 5:05 PM (5 days ago)

to Traveling

I remember a script I suggested and I was going to get to have an orgasm. That is it.

I can't wait 30 minutes to have my orgasm if that's ok. Then im supposed to meet our friends downstairs for drinks and dinner. Maybe you'll make me remember later.

It does appear that you pulled it off. Very good.

Interesting, but im not feeling particularly submissive right now...

😌

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Traveling Master

Jul 23, 2021, 5:09 PM (5 days ago)

Ok then… Test 3: look in your sent emails. Can you find the one you sent me in trance?

Traveling Master

Jul 23, 2021, 5:11 PM (5 days ago)

15 min out…

Lydia <privateacct4578@gmail.com>

Jul 23, 2021, 5:17 PM (5 days ago)

to Traveling

I don't think so. The first email I sent was about my... disappointment that you stopped at an arm levitation. Unless you are fucking with me. I will have my friend look for me. Ha! Got around you if you are using a negative hallucination.... 😏

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Lydia

Jul 23, 2021, 5:18 PM (5 days ago)

I'll have my phone with me, so we can still text.

Traveling Master

Jul 23, 2021, 5:20 PM (5 days ago)

to me

Yes!!!!

It went something like this:

I feel very relaxed. But also horny. I want to make love to you.

I am very aroused. I am helpless. You command me. I obey you. You are my master.

I am wearing a white crop top, blue jeans and black bra. I have a small choker and shell earrings.

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Short, to the point sentences which I don't recall emailing. That is the subconscious responding to a command

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Traveling Master

Jul 23, 2021, 5:21 PM (5 days ago)

to me

Feel submissive now? 😉

Traveling Master

Fri, Jul 23, 5:23 PM (5 days ago)

to me

5 minutes and I’ll be able to make you remember…

Traveling Master

Jul 23, 2021, 5:28 PM (5 days ago)

ok I'm home. Your choice. No guarantees how you'll feel after you remember. Would you rather wait?

Lydia

Jul 23, 2021, 5:30 PM (5 days ago)

I’m feeling suddenly very submissive. I’m sorry for doubting you master. Yes, I would like to remember if you will allow me.

Traveling Master

Fri, Jul 23, 5:33 PM (5 days ago)

to me

Replacing a memory would a false one - Check

Preventing you from seeing something right before your eyes - Check

Giving you the conviction that you are disappointed by the arm levitation - Check

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Traveling Master

Jul 23, 2021, 5:34 PM (5 days ago)

Now... Final test: Remember tigger so that you can remember...

Lydia <privateacct4578@gmail.com>

Fri, Jul 23, 5:34 PM (5 days ago)

to Traveling

What was the false memory?

Traveling Master

Fri, Jul 23, 5:36 PM (5 days ago)

to me

Of course, I couldn't resist and used a French word... Hope it works as advertised....

Here goes nothing...

[Word obscured at master's request]

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Traveling Master

Fri, Jul 23, 5:38 PM (5 days ago)

to me

How about now?

Still feel disappointed?

Hopefully not and it worked... If not. Then I fucked up somewhere...

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Lydia

Jul 23, 2021, 5:39 PM (5 days ago)

That was a very sweet induction. I bequeath thee an expert hypnotist.

Lydia <privateacct4578@gmail.com>

Jul 23, 2021, 5:41 PM (5 days ago)

to Traveling

You are so awesome master. I really was disappointed. You got me good. 👏 

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The next set of emails (next chapter) shows me becoming deliriously aroused for Mark. Submissive Lydia, my alter personality, is taking me over.

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Addendum 8/20/21: These emails are new news to me. They are not making me feel aroused. They are making me a little nervous. I guess I need to show this story to my therapist.

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